More structure is coming into your life. And while you can rationally see how much easier it will make things in the long run, emotionally it's going to be difficult to get used to. You're resistant to change right now, which is unusual and temporary. There is something about consistency that is comforting, and that's okay. But if you keep things as they are for too long, you're going to prohibit your own emotional growth. Be patient and you'll get through.
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