2toesup is searching for stability. It wants to find a firm, unchanging structure for its life. But its efforts to achieve this ideal are often vain, because unconsciously, it is also inhabited by the opposite desire. Every time it reaches what it believes to be a good balance, it realizes it wants something entirely different. It should become aware that the concepts of stability and balance are difficult to apply to life. By definition, life is movement, change, and perpetual instability.

You have a paternal complex and, as a result, some trouble finding your identity. Perhaps your father or a father figure was absent physically or emotionally during your childhood, which deprived you of the patterns or models which are usually helpful in structuring a personality. Because you might have lacked a particular sense of security which could be provided by a paternal presence, as well as the examples of behavior to follow in confronting the difficulties inherent in every life, you were forced to protect yourself against negative influences and find your own system in order to grow and feel secure. Although this system was quite useful to you as a child, it has now settled in to such a degree that it interferes with your evolution. Psychological defense mechanisms and crutches which were once useful now encumber your mind or inhibit your developmental efforts. As a result, in certain situations, it is difficult for you to assert yourself, and you tend to remain an awkward or passive observer. Because your authoritarian urges are mainly directed at yourself rather than others, you sometimes feel guilty about your behavior. You judge yourself severely, and sometimes punishes yourself by setting difficult tasks for yourself. Gradually, you should build up a strong inner discipline and acquire the strength to face the problems of existence in a detached and mature way.

2toesup is extremely sensitive and receptive, and tends to live in osmosis with their surroundings. Their individuality almost seems to be diluted in a flood of sensations and impressions which are continually washing over them, and they sometimes find it difficult to communicate their feelings to other people or engage in any structured, analytical thought. This may stem from a misunderstanding with their teachers when they were a child. Unable to understand their disciplinary measures or authority, they may have withdrawn into themselves in self-defense. It was then that they constructed their rich inner life, the part of them they could not invade, and cut many of their ties to the outside. Because they enjoyed indulging in their inner life, it may have been difficult for them to acquire an objective vision of reality. As a result, even today, they tend to create imaginary problems for themselves, regardless of the objective facts outside. Although their imagination is a source of inspiration and intuition, their fluid inner structure and organization sometimes make it difficult for them to grasp the essence of their dreams and share them with other people. They are not at all combative, and this tends to hinder their efforts to fit into society and assert themselves productively. They are likely to prefer fantasy to reality, but their refusal to abandon their unattainable dreams is a psychological trap they have fallen into without realizing it. They must understand that by running away from their obligations and commitments, they only increase the feelings of guilt and incompetence which made reality so distasteful in the first place. Once they free themselves from this pernicious process, they have a great deal of potential for fulfilling themselves in the outer world, either by devoting themselves to some sort of social work or by cultivating their considerable artistic talents.

2toesup generally tends to be motivated by activities which apply to social needs. It tends to give the best of itself in difficult situations which require crucial choices. Its ability to concentrate and its gift for solving problems by deductive reasoning are its chief resources in crisis situations or at turning points in its life.

2toesup is a gentle and sensitive individual. They are deeply human and are sociable and devoted to others. They have a strong mother or mother figure in their life and their childhood was important. They still identify with vivid childhood memories, which are the basis for their reveries and for habits which they may be slow to break. However, 2toesup will thrive in the shelter of a family setting and be soothed by the presence of a spouse and children. They are fond of security and routine and may have trouble adjusting to situations which are unfamiliar.

2toesup’s intellect is lively, agile, and sensitive. However, it does not always avail itself of it and may be confused or irrational in some situations. Although it enjoys playing with words, ideas, and concepts, its thought sometimes lacks discipline and structure. It is fairly preoccupied with details and may tend to waste its nervous and mental energy in futile verbal outpourings. Moreover, its feelings sometimes blur its objective vision of phenomena and people, which may cause it to make errors in judgment.

2toesup has a sensitive personality. It may jump to conclusions, which could disrupt relationships, as well as career plans. It is subject to cyclical energy flows and goes from periods of feverish activity to periods of withdrawal and introspection. The aggressive element in its behavior may be explained by emotional problems it may have experienced in infancy: its mother, or a mother figure, may have had an energetic and volatile personality.

2toesup is an expansive, affable, and communicative associate. Indeed, some people find him generous almost to a fault! He gives of himself and his resources unstintingly. Paradoxically, there are times when he is self-focused. He reacts instinctively, without taking the trouble to analyze a given situation, and is prone to misjudge. As a result, his everyday life may be riddled with a whole variety of practical problems. Indeed, he senses a conflict between his social life and his family and will sometimes find it hard to fulfill himself in both spheres at the same time. His attitude toward his private life may inhibit his ambitions for social or career expansion; at worst, society (the law) may impinge on his private life. He should be careful not to project his personal problems onto his partner. If, instead, he analyzes the problem together, he could find opportunities to resolve it together.

You are emotional and tend to react suddenly and excessively as soon as your sensitivity is touched. Although you feel that your independence, freedom, and self-sufficiency are fundamental values, you are sometimes frustrated by your need to rely on your family or friends. Moreover, you do not always grant the freedom of other people the same respect as your own. Likewise, you are sometimes angered by expressions of maternal tenderness, as if you feared that it would doom you to eternal dependency. Your ambivalent behavior, full of jagged edges, may be traced back to the relationship you had with your mother or a mother figure. Although you were dependent on them, they may have rejected you. Now this attitude is extended to any situation in which your sensitivity comes into play and emotional bonds are prone to form. To ward off your feelings of dependency, you sometimes tend to become destructive. Based on denial, your reactions might be fierce, impulsive, excessive, erratic, or contradictory.

2toesup enjoys captivating people with the elegance and ease of its expression. It is a witty and engaging flirt, an avid player of the game of love. As a result, the history of its affections is liable to be episodic, a long series of chapters about conquests or fleeting love affairs. It may carry on some love relationships by writing letters.

2toesup’s birth chart indicates an emotional function which is expressed in a direct and fairly impulsive way. They enjoy reaching out to other people and making discoveries. An eternal teenager with their gaze riveted on the future, they are imbued with an eminently subjective and personal idealism.

2toesup finds family life fulfilling and it will bring him maturity. As he becomes more peaceful, realistic, and consistent, his family life will come to the forefront. He will adore his loved ones or children and protect them as symbols of his own fulfillment.

The eternal teenager 2toesup indulges in puppy love romances or allows the circumstances to decide what they want. personality is sometimes emotional and ambivalent. they should be careful not to rush into marriage, for they may soon long for the single life again if they haven’t chosen a partner who’s the best fit.

You are hypersensitive and tend to relive the anxieties, apprehensions, and romantic absolutes of your first love relationships, which occurred around the ages of 13-14 years or 20-21 years. You are exquisitely sensitive, but almost completely barricaded behind a layer of aloofness. You will not settle for anything less than eternal commitment, total harmony, and absolute loyalty. You are sometimes presumed to be cold, even by those close to her. You usually hide your emotional reactions or do not even allow them to reach the level of your consciousness, in an effort to protect your sensitivity, which you see as your strong point. You are fairly vulnerable, even in the intimacy of a stable and established relationship. Usually, you will disguise your strong feelings as a kind of possessiveness or even jealousy. Certain misfortunes may arouse a negative emotional state inside you, and you feel unworthy of the love which is lavished on you. This psychological prohibition which rules over all of your desires and affects should loosen with the passage of time; likewise, your fear of approaching the other will diminish. As a result, the second part of your romantic life will be more rewarding. In any case, if you want to experience a harmonious love relationship and gratify yourself emotionally, the defense mechanisms you have elaborated to make yourself inaccessible to others will have to be dismantled. Any profound relationship will also require that you learn how to forget yourself occasionally in the other.

2toesup has an ardent and amorous character, and her relationships are enlivened by intensity and passion. A charmer perpetually engaged in a quest for the ideal love, she is often more in love with the idea of love than with a partner. As a result, her love life may be subject to some instability. She is generally attracted to original people who defy norms, standards, and classifications, and expect them to amaze and fascinate her. Her greatest contradictions surface when an intimate relationship is established. Although she merges her ego entirely into the couple, she is likely to demand a total autonomy and liberty which are inimical to intimacy. If her partner charms and captivates her long enough, there is some possibility that they will form a more solid bond with her; otherwise, she is likely to yield to her need for novelty and fall under the spell of an entirely different person who exerts a new kind of charm for her. Midlife may be a turning point for her from this point of view. Her contradictory attitude may in some ways hide a compulsion to reject and deny the bonds of dependency inherent to a love relationship. Her behavior enables her to remain aloof, to commit herself only halfway without consciously admitting it to herself, and to avoid feeling guilty if and when she loses interest. An insatiable appetite for novelty and exaltation sometimes keeps her from forming stable relationships. Indeed, she is tormented by the struggle between her undeniable need for affection and an equally imperious desire for personal progress and emancipation. As a result of this inner turmoil, her romantic aspirations are usually sabotaged sooner or later by her conviction that her partner has become an obstacle to her individual progress. Because she thinks of love as a restraint, she may even eventually consciously refuse any emotional approach to love interests. As an ascetic, she will try to deflect the love function from its natural target and use the energy and bliss it generates for other purposes, the process psychologists call sublimation. However, she is also likely to meet “the one” who inspires her to initiate a change in her behavior.

2toesup’s intellect, which is simultaneously subjective and sensitive, acute and intuitive, always practical and deeply rooted in human experience, predisposes it to a people-oriented activity. With its memory and imagination combined with its shrewdness, 2toesup would be a gifted project manager, businesswoman, or scholar of history or literature.

2toesup does not express its thoughts and ideas easily. It tends to be subjective, seeking to know itself better through a process of introversion.

2toesup’s intellectual faculties and wit are sometimes slowed down because they are turned outward. Because 2toesup tends to be oriented toward others, she rarely tries to communicate with others for the simple pleasure of doing so. Indeed, 2toesup sometimes feels misunderstood. Moreover, it seems difficult to 2toesup to express the complexity of her inner perceptions.