30 Deep Grimeyy practices restraining their emotional urges in order to better manage them. Although it is not an easy task, they want to be able to bear strain with patience, endurance, and stamina. More than anyone else, they are aware of the importance of a solid and stable foundation in order to take effective action.

30 Deep Grimeyy, you have a paternal complex. Because you lacked a particular sense of security which could be provided by a paternal presence, as well as the examples of behavior to follow in confronting the difficulties inherent in every life, you were forced to protect yourself against negative influences and find your own system in order to grow and feel secure. Although this system was quite useful to you as a child, it has now settled in to such a degree that it interferes with your evolution.

Psychological defense mechanisms and crutches which were once useful now encumber your mind or inhibit your developmental efforts. As a result, in certain situations, it is difficult for you to assert yourself, and you tend to remain an awkward or passive observer. Because your authoritarian urges are mainly directed at yourself rather than others, you sometimes feel guilty about your behavior. You judge yourself severely, and sometimes punishes yourself by setting difficult tasks for yourself. Gradually, you should build up a strong inner discipline and acquire the strength to face the problems of existence in a detached and mature way.

You are an extremely sensitive person who lives in a state of osmosis with your surroundings. You are often overwhelmed by the multitude of sensations and impressions that bombard you, and it can be difficult for you to communicate your feelings to other people or engage in any structured, analytical thought. This may be due to a misunderstanding that occurred when you were a child. Unable to understand the disciplinary measures or authority of your teachers, you may have withdrawn into yourself in self-defense and created a private world where you could indulge in your interests. This made it difficult for you to develop an objective view of reality, and today you tend to create imaginary problems for yourself, even in the face of objective facts. Although your imagination is a source of inspiration and intuition, your fluid inner structure and organization can sometimes make it difficult for you to understand the essence of your dreams and share them with other people. You are not at all combative, and this can hinder your efforts to fit into society and assert yourself productively. You are likely to prefer fantasy to reality, but your refusal to abandon your unattainable dreams can be a psychological trap you have fallen into without realizing it. You must understand that by running away from your obligations and commitments, you only increase the feelings of guilt and incompetence that made reality so distasteful in the first place. Once you free yourself from this pernicious process, you have a great deal of potential for fulfilling yourself in the outer world, either by devoting yourself to some type of social work or by developing your considerable artistic talents.

30 Deep Grimeyy has an inalienable awareness of the void and the vanity of existence. Sometimes disoriented and deconstructed by an unknowable, unconscious force, 30 Deep Grimeyy often ignores or disparages the superficial pleasures and pains of daily life, preferring to dive into the depths of human experience as deeply as possible. Grappling with his “fundamental nature,” with the deepest and most primitive part of himself, 30 Deep Grimeyy sometimes aghast at the discovery of the sheer power of the life instinct and feels an imperious need to cope with it. This special consciousness 30 Deep Grimeyy has been endowed with is somewhat beyond the bounds of conventional schools of human understanding and thought and may be a source of identity problems for him at the outset. It is not easy for him to recognize himself in any social or narcissistic models or identify with any existing roles or attitudes, so he sometimes finds himself forced to construct and assert his own identity on a basis which may impress others with its intensity, if not its eccentricity.

30 Deep Grimeyy is energetic and expressive, with a personality that can be agitated but straightforward. Unconscious feelings of insecurity compel her to act and sometimes to seek the admiration of others. As a result, she is unable to bear idleness and routine, and she is in search of perpetual excitement. Her reactions to others are highly individual and depend on the mood she is in at any given moment. A person of decision, a businessperson or an athlete, she often personifies boldness and impetuosity. Her love life is liable to be fiery, as it obeys the imperatives of her desire for freedom and independence, and her need for change.

30 Deep Grimeyy’s intellect is lively, agile, and sensitive. However, they do not always avail themselves of it and may be confused or irrational in some situations. Although they enjoy playing with words, ideas, and concepts, their thought sometimes lacks discipline and structure. They are fairly preoccupied with details and may tend to waste their nervous and mental energy in futile verbal outpourings. Moreover, their feelings sometimes blur their objective vision of phenomena and people, which may cause them to make errors in judgment.

30 Deep Grimeyy is optimistic and happy to be alive. She is cheerful, expansive, and pleasant to have as an associate. She is extremely generous (sometimes to a fault!) and gives of herself and her belongings unstintingly. This positive psychological outlook is the result of a happy childhood and especially an extremely beneficial maternal influence in infancy. She is quite likely to be a professional success; her vision of the world is perfectly adapted to prevailing opinion, and her urges and desires for personal expansion usually elicit a positive reaction from society. By old age, her good reputation and prominence may have earned her fame.

Although your demeanor is cool and distant, you are hypersensitive. In some cases, your rather austere and rigid behavior and your refusal to yield too readily to sentimentality discourage others from being too demonstrative of their tenderness and affection. You have spells of melancholy in which you do not feel worthy of being loved and tend to forbid yourself emotional fulfillment. An austere or somewhat traumatic childhood experience may be the source of this behavior. You may have suffered rejection in your infancy, and, as a result, lacked the parental love which is essential to the cohesion of a personality and identity. In order to feel secure, and to protect yourself from ever suffering rejection or abandonment again, you withdrew into yourself and developed your aloofness as a defense mechanism. When you finally let down your defenses and allow yourself to express your feelings, you tend to become impassioned and exalted. You are fairly introverted and egocentric and have a powerful sense of your own identity.

Thirty Deep Grimeyy has a nagging feeling of insecurity which affects its psychology and dampens its natural enthusiasm. Its need to take action and assert itself is sometimes disturbed by this gnawing fear.

30 Deep Grimeyy tries to express their affections in the most graceful and harmonious way possible. Indeed, they have an innate sense of harmony and strive for a love relationship characterized by balance and perfection. They tend to idealize both their partner and the institution of marriage. Any disillusionment they encounter in the pursuit of their ideal may be experienced as a frustration. They do not always ply their powers of seduction skillfully.

30 Deep Grimeyy’s birth chart indicates an emotional function which is usually expressed carefully and reasonably. Distrustful of her emotional urges and somewhat wary of her feelings, she tries to rid herself of all partiality and try to get some perspective and distance before making an emotional commitment.

30 Deep Grimeyy is an ambitious and energetic person with a gift for attracting attention. They have a regal bearing and tend to make people spontaneously give them whatever they want. Their artistic nature requires refined and elegant surroundings and they enjoy the social whirl. In a relationship, they are loyal and forthright, aiming for perfect harmony of feeling. If their partner disappoints them, they will make them feel like a wretch for disillusioning them.

Though she might disguise her goal as seduction, 30 Deep Grimeyy is tempted to dominate those who attract her. Doubtless she has experienced tumultuous love affairs, and more are in store for her, because she yields entirely once her feelings are aroused. In her eyes, a relationship should be a stable balance of emotional fulfillment and sensual satisfaction to be truly rewarding.

She has an ardent and amorous character, and her relationships with the other sex are enlivened by intensity and passion. A charmer perpetually engaged in a quest for the ideal love, she is often more in love with the idea of love than with her partners. As a result, her love life may be subject to some instability. She is generally attracted to original people who defy norms, standards, and classifications, and expect them to amaze and fascinate her. Love is often a matter of luck with her. Even when a relationship falls apart, she does not see the experience as a failure or a tragedy; instead, she seems to learn valuable lessons from her mistakes. Psychologically, her emotion contributes positively and efficiently to her evolution. From another standpoint, her acute sensitivity predisposes her to original and subtle tastes; she is so receptive to beauty and attached to the concepts of truth and balance that they may all combine to yield remarkable creative potential.

From the outside, you seem to be detached and aloof, but on the inside you are extremely complex and full of contradictions. Because you sometimes feel vulnerable emotionally, you try to control not only your own feelings and urges, but may also strive to manipulate those of your partners. You aspire to profound and enduring spiritual unity, but at the same time, the idea of abandoning yourself and yielding to the other terrifies you. This anguish may be a source of rather extreme behavior patterns and a somewhat self-focused attitude which could damage the relationship. Because you are guarded and somewhat secretive, you tend to be suspicious and are especially uneasy about spontaneous intimacy, although you are fascinated by sexuality. Within the privacy of the couple, you will not express your feelings unless you are subject to some tension. Life may be peppered with frequent crises and feuds, arguments and spats which usually act as erotic provocation. This derivation of eroticism from anxiety tends to be one of the fundamental characteristics of your emotional and sexual functioning. As a result, you are likely to be attracted by stormy and complicated relationships.

Thirty Deep Grimeyy has a fairly skeptical temperament which relies on remarkable analytical and critical faculties. They are sensitive and curious, a keen observer of facts who collects detailed information they will later pore over and analyze. This type of logical, rational mind is extremely efficient for elaborating methods or sorting and classifying information. However, it sometimes lacks flexibility or broad-mindedness.

30 Deep Grimeyy does not express their thoughts and ideas smoothly or easily. They tend to be subjective, seeking to know themselves better through a process of introversion.

30 Deep Grimeyy’s intellectual faculties and wit are sometimes slowed down because they are turned outward. Because 30 Deep Grimeyy tends to be oriented toward the world around them, they rarely try to communicate with others for the simple pleasure of doing so. Indeed, 30 Deep Grimeyy sometimes feels misunderstood. Moreover, it seems difficult to them to express the complexity of their inner perceptions.