757cece searches for stability; it wants to find a firm, unchanging structure for its life. But its efforts to achieve this ideal are often vain, because unconsciously, it is also inhabited by the opposite desire. Every time it reaches what it believes to be a good balance, it realizes it wants something entirely different. It would do well to become aware that the concepts of stability and balance are difficult to apply to life. By definition, life is movement, change, and perpetual instability.

757cece is extremely sensitive and receptive, and often lives in symbiosis with her surroundings. Her individuality almost seems to be diluted in a flood of sensations and impressions which are continually washing over her, and she sometimes finds it difficult to communicate her feelings to other people or engage in any structured, analytical thought. This may stem from a misunderstanding with her teachers when she was a child. Unable to understand their disciplinary measures or authority, she may have withdrawn into herself in self-defense. It was then that she constructed her rich inner life, the part of her they could not invade, and cut many of her ties to the outside. Because she enjoyed indulging in her inner life, it may have been difficult for her to acquire an objective vision of reality. As a result, even today, she tends to create imaginary problems for herself, regardless of the objective facts outside. Although her imagination is a source of inspiration and intuition, her fluid inner structure and organization sometimes make it difficult for her to grasp the essence of her dreams and share them with other people. She is not at all combative, and this tends to hinder her efforts to fit into society and assert herself productively. She is likely to prefer fantasy to reality, but her refusal to abandon her unattainable dreams is a psychological trap she has fallen into without realizing it. She must understand that by running away from her obligations and commitments, she only increases the feelings of guilt and incompetence which made reality so distasteful in the first place. Once she free herself from this pernicious process, she has a great deal of potential for fulfilling herself in the outer world, either by devoting herself to some sort of social work or by cultivating her considerable artistic talents.

757cece has an inalienable awareness of the void and the vanity of existence. Sometimes disoriented and deconstructed by an unknowable, unconscious force, 757cece tends to ignore or disparage the superficial pleasures and pains of daily life, preferring to dive into the depths of human experience as deeply as possible. Grappling with its “fundamental nature,” 757cece sometimes finds itself aghast at the discovery of the sheer power of its instincts and feels an imperious need to cope with them. This special consciousness it has been endowed with is somewhat beyond the bounds of conventional schools of human understanding and thought and may be a source of identity problems for it at the outset. It is not easy for it to recognize itself in any social or narcissistic models, or identify with any existing roles or attitudes, so it sometimes finds itself forced to assert and express its own identity in a way which may strike its contemporaries as strangely intense if not eccentric.

757cece is physically and mentally free. His youth and home may have been of the rootless, wandering type, which could have given him a taste for movement and independence. He needs to be aware that his life has a purpose and hunt for it in various belief systems, both traditional and new age. In fact, he has an unmistakable gift for philosophy. The faraway appeals to him, and travel is likely to be an important aspect of his life.

757cece although your demeanor is cool and distant, you are extremely sensitive. In some cases, your rather austere and rigid behavior and your refusal to yield too readily to sentimentality discourage others from being too demonstrative of their tenderness and affection. You have spells of melancholy in which you do not feel worthy of being loved and tend to forbid yourself any emotional fulfillment whatsoever. An austere or somewhat traumatic childhood experience may be the source of this behavior. It is difficult for your inner self to be detached from this past life, and you sometimes have trouble reconciling the image you have of yourself as an adult with the one you acquired back then. The idea you have of yourself as an individual is related to the image your parents projected onto you as a child. Nevertheless, the past is history, and you are now an adult. Through self-work, you can rid yourself of these phantoms. You have the ability to overcome your mistakes, as well as great endurance and will power to achieve your goals. Nevertheless, you must not repress your sensitivity in order to succeed.

757cece resents having to impose limitations on itself, and it may sometimes try to dodge obligations and commitments. The obstacles and hindrances reality places on its path to personal and social development tend to depress it. It sometimes broods bitterly about the frustrations to its self-fulfillment and might have a fairly pessimistic vision of society and its possibilities.

757cece is a sensitive and imaginative person who sometimes has trouble distinguishing dreams from reality. Although their imagination can be an abundant source of inspiration for creative or spiritual evolution, they tend to be less helpful and positive in matters that concern earning a decent living in the real world. In a relationship, 757cece is extremely romantic and does not always see others the way they really are. They have elegant tastes and art and beauty are one of their chief pleasures in life.

757cece feels its sexuality is an important part of its life and its relationships are most often determined by its instincts. If it has a relationship that is exclusively satisfying sexually, however, it might feel frustration, because it is driven by a kind of unconscious guilt to seek fulfillment for its heart and soul as well. It tends to be a rather excessive and tormented partner, who often re-evaluates the bonds that connect it to its partners.

757cece has a sensual and affectionate nature that is sensitive to physical attraction. This type of sensitivity, combined with its productive urges, may be expressed in an artistic form. As for its feelings, they are usually slow to take root. But once it is conquered by love, it forms a deep and lasting bond. Although it is loyal, it may also display a tendency to be somewhat possessive.

757cece’s birth chart indicates an emotional function which is expressed in a direct and fairly impulsive way. They enjoy reaching out to other people and making discoveries. An eternal teenager with their gaze riveted on the future, they are imbued with an eminently subjective and personal idealism.

757cece seems to pull its occupants in different directions, with conflicting desires for liberty and security, selfishness and altruism. As a result, the individual is likely to be whimsical and wayward in their moods, and also youthful. Once they find stability, they will develop a great love for their family, especially children, if they choose to have them. They will be tolerant and easygoing. In order to thrive, they need to feel they can maintain their free-spiritedness.

757cece likes to attract and seduce. In her youth, her admirers were many and varied. However, she longs for stability and will find this with a partner who is socially brilliant but somewhat unconventional.

757cece is an ardent and amorous character, and your relationships are enlivened by intensity and passion. A charmer perpetually engaged in a quest for the ideal love, you are often more in love with the idea of love than with a partner. As a result, your love life may be subject to some instability. You are generally attracted to original people who defy norms, standards, and classifications, and expect them to amaze and fascinate you. Your greatest contradictions surface when an intimate relationship is established. Although you merge your ego entirely into the couple, you are likely to demand a total autonomy and liberty which are inimical to intimacy. If your partner charms and captivates you long enough, there is some possibility that they will form a more solid bond with you; otherwise, you are likely to yield to your need for novelty and fall under the spell of an entirely different person who exerts a new kind of charm for you.

Midlife may be a turning point for you from this point of view. Your contradictory attitude may in some ways hide a compulsion to reject and deny the bonds of dependency inherent to a love relationship. Your behavior enables you to remain aloof, to commit yourself only halfway without consciously admitting it to yourself, and to avoid feeling guilty if and when you lose interest. An insatiable appetite for novelty and exaltation sometimes keeps you from forming stable relationships. Indeed, you are tormented by the struggle between your undeniable need for affection and an equally imperious desire for personal progress and emancipation. As a result of this inner turmoil, your romantic aspirations are usually sabotaged sooner or later by your conviction that your partner has become an obstacle to your individual progress. Because you think of love as a restraint, you may even eventually consciously refuse any emotional approach to love interests. As an ascetic, you will try to deflect the love function from its natural target and use the energy and bliss it generates for other purposes, the process psychologists call sublimation. However, you are also likely to meet “the one” who inspires you to initiate a change in your behavior.

757cece has a lively wit which gives them great agility and scope and a broad field of consciousness which enlivens their curiosity and makes them love variety and change. Their mind is alert and their speech is full of verve, humor, and sometimes impudence. These abilities are great resources in communication, discussion, and debate. They are a storehouse of information and ideas of every kind and delights in manipulating words and concepts, discovering new things, and sharpening their memory for trivial facts. This mental agitation could sometimes make them scattered, however, or lacking in coherence and discipline.

757cece expresses its thoughts and ideas carefully, but with a relative lack of spontaneity. It is rather introverted and looks inside itself for the solutions to the problems it encounters in life. Because it tends to mistrust customary thought patterns, its opinion is usually highly personal.

757cece does not like to communicate with others for the simple pleasure of doing so. Indeed, she sometimes feels misunderstood. Moreover, it seems difficult for her to express the complexity of her inner perceptions.

757cece has a lively and agile spirit, but tends to apply their mental abilities in a somewhat haphazard and disorderly way. They are curious and open-minded, approaching various life experiences with an attitude free of either dogmatism or prejudice. Their extremely lively mind leads them to have an opinion on every subject. Although they enjoy manipulating expressions and concepts and amuses others and themselves with witty remarks, their conversations could collapse into argument and conflict. Because they are often too hasty to formulate and construct the arguments which would back up and inform their ideas, they are sometimes misunderstood. They are often blind to the rashness of their judgments and convinced they are well-founded and objective, which sometimes irritates the people around them. Actually, their overriding need to assert themselves as an individual sometimes defeats discussion and prevents them from listening to the other person fairly. But if they were to succeed in disciplining their mind somewhat, they would have innumerable opportunities to apply their communications skills to a great career. Furthermore, they should be careful of their nerves, which are fairly high-strung. Any physical fitness activity would be beneficial; an Eastern discipline such as yoga or Tai-chi-chuan could teach them how to relax and improve control of their nervous and mental energies.

757cece has a mind with an insatiable appetite for knowledge and an exceptional ability to learn. Without trying too hard, she could probably accumulate encyclopedic erudition. Her intellectual curiosity is such that it is sometimes a drawback. She sometimes has trouble limiting herself to a single subject without being distracted by a multitude of others. Discipline and a conscious effort at organization will be of great help to her if she wants to deepen her learning and judgment. Once her intellectual faculties are disciplined, she is likely to succeed in any of the following fields: teaching, historical scholarship, advertising, writing (journalistic or literary), travel, etc. – in fact, communication in any form.