Aaron May is searching for stability; he wants to find a firm, unchanging structure for his life. But his efforts to achieve this ideal are often vain, because unconsciously, he is also inhabited by the opposite desire. Every time he reaches what he believes to be a good balance, he realizes he wants something entirely different. He would do well to become aware that the concepts of stability and balance are difficult to apply to life. By definition, life is movement, change, and perpetual instability.

Aaron May was born under auspicious circumstances. The two celestial “lights” – the sun and the moon – were symmetrically aligned, which was a sign of harmony between the masculine and feminine archetypes. This source of balance and understanding between the conscious and unconscious aspects of his psyche helped Aaron to enjoy a positive complementarity and understanding between the drive for self-assertion and the receptivity, ideal and sensitivity. His parents reflected a positive image of the marriage relationship to Aaron, and it is likely that they encouraged him to develop his own individuality. As a result, Aaron was and is able to be comfortable with himself as he is, rather than striving to attain his parents’ ideal. This has definitely contributed to the maintenance of a good relationship with them and the rest of the family. In Aaron’s emotional relationships with his peers, one of the effects of the masculine/feminine harmony is that the images his ego projects onto the other are especially constructive. The bonds of the relationship are not felt to be constraints, the energy which flows between the two people is a source of mutual happiness, not regret. No major personal conflicts are projected onto the “other” – that is, the significant other.

You are a very sensitive and receptive person who lives in osmosis with your surroundings. Your individuality almost seems to be diluted in a flood of sensations and impressions which are continually washing over you, and it can be difficult for you to communicate your feelings to other people. This tide of emotion is a source of inspiration and intuition, but your fluid inner structure and organization can sometimes make it difficult for you to grasp the essence of your dreams and share them with other people. You are not at all combative, and this tends to hinder your efforts to fit into society and assert yourself productively. You are likely to prefer fantasy to reality, but your refusal to abandon your unattainable dreams is a psychological trap you have fallen into without realizing it. You must understand that by running away from your obligations and commitments, you only increase the feelings of guilt which made reality so distasteful in the first place. Once you free yourself from this pernicious process, you have a great deal of potential for fulfilling yourself in the outer world, either by devoting yourself to some sort of social work or by cultivating your considerable artistic talents.

Aaron May has an inalienable awareness of the void and the vanity of existence. He is sometimes disoriented and deconstructed by an unknowable, unconscious force and tends to ignore or disparage the superficial pleasures and pains of daily life, preferring to dive into the depths of human experience as deeply as his intellectual, emotional, and spiritual capacities permit. Grappling with his “fundamental nature,” with the deepest and most primitive part of himself, he is sometimes aghast at the discovery of the sheer power of his instincts and feels an imperious need to cope with them. This special consciousness he has been endowed with is somewhat beyond the bounds of conventional schools of human understanding and thought and may be a source of identity problems for him at the outset. It is not easy for him to recognize himself in any social or narcissistic models, or identify with any existing roles or attitudes, so he sometimes finds himself forced to assert and express his own identity in a way which may strike his contemporaries as strangely intense if not eccentric.

Aaron May tends to prefer to do things in a planned and orderly way. His behavior reflects this tendency, with him adopting relatively strict models that have been elaborated on the basis of logical or moral reasons. He does not readily express his personal feelings or emotions, and may sometimes strike others as a rigid person. However, his conscientiousness and application make him thrive in a work environment, and he tends to treat social engagements and activities as a form of duty. His natural taste for clarity, detail, and technique would make him successful as a scientific researcher or high-tech designer.

Aaron May is an expansive, affable, and communicative associate. Indeed, some people find him generous almost to a fault! He gives of himself and his resources unstintingly. Paradoxically, there are times when he is self-focused. He reacts instinctively, without taking the trouble to analyze a given situation, and is prone to misjudge. As a result, his everyday life may be riddled with a whole variety of practical problems. Indeed, he senses a conflict between his social life and his family and will sometimes find it hard to fulfill himself in both spheres at the same time. His attitude toward his private life may inhibit his ambitions for social or career expansion; at worst, society (the law) may impinge on his private life. He should be careful not to project his personal problems onto his partner. If, instead, he analyses the problem together, he could find opportunities to resolve it together.

Although you try to project an image of detachment, your sensitive nature often leads to bouts of melancholy. You may not be able to fully accept that you are worthy of love, and you often forbid yourself from feeling any emotion. This comes from a difficult childhood experience, in which you were not allowed to feel your emotions. You now have the ability to overcome your mistakes, but you must not repress your sensitivity in order to succeed.

Aaron May could feel his insides twist in worry as he contemplated the situation. His logic told him that things couldn’t be that bad, but his intuition warned him that something was wrong. He found it difficult to make friends and felt uncomfortable when around people he was attracted to. He was gifted with a worrying mind, and it was often the cause of his problems.

Aaron May found it difficult to differentiate dreams from reality. Although his imaginative and spiritual faculties were rich sources of inspiration for growth and spirituality, they were less helpful and positive when it came to his self-assertiveness and independence. In a relationship, Aaron was extremely romantic and sometimes saw others in a way that was not accurate.

Aaron May’s sensitivity and emotions are sometimes in conflict with his instincts. This inner discord makes him a fairly complicated relationship partner, and his behavior sometimes strikes others as mysterious or baffling. He is liable to switch from one attitude to the opposite. Sexuality is an important part of his life, and his relationships are most often motivated by his desires. Nevertheless, due to his unconscious inner battle, he does not often succeed in reconciling and fulfilling his emotional and sexual needs. Due to the strength of his instincts, passion may overwhelm him and drag him into situations he cannot always control, which intermingle erotic ecstasy and anguish, guilt, and aggressiveness.

Aaron May’s personality is dominated by love and affectivity. He is subject to love at first sight, and his gallant heart sometimes leaps forth impulsively; his sensitivity is lively and powerful. Amorous rivalries and conquests may be a recurring theme throughout his life.

Aaron May’s birth chart indicates an emotional function which is expressed in a direct and fairly impulsive way. He enjoys reaching out to other people and making discoveries. An eternal teenager with his gaze riveted on the future, he is imbued with an eminently subjective and personal idealism.

Aaron May is a dependable person who is always ready to help and support others. He is also prone to worry about them, and gets along best with partners who are peaceful and like routine. He cannot tolerate disruptions to his lifestyle.

Aaron May is drawn to successful people, sportsmen, and adventurers. He has a good chance of meeting a partner who accepts his independence, respects his freedom, and shares his enthusiasm and love of traveling.

Aaron May has the passionate, importunate nature of a fervent lover. Indeed, affairs of the heart are one of his main purposes in life. His personal charm and magnetism are compellingly seductive; unfortunately, his attempts at conquest do not always lead to the fulfillment and satisfaction of his desires. Due to his impulsiveness and impatience to initiate new encounters, his approach to those he is attracted to may sometimes lack tact and delicacy. As a result of the foregoing, it may be somewhat difficult for him to maintain stable and harmonious relationships. Indeed, his emotional behavior is subject to a conflict between his quest for love and his need to satisfy his lust. His outpourings of affection and his need to be loved in return sometimes create complicated situations in which lust may be confused with love, or love may exist without lust, and he may feel unrequited or unfulfilled. This inner contradiction is a sign of his tendency to derive pleasure from suffering – either his own or that of his partner. The relationship thus becomes the setting for a sort of power struggle, weakening it as a source of psychological equilibrium. Nevertheless, he could sublimate this difficulty through artistic expression.

Aaron May is somewhat plodding but realistic and pragmatic. Because he is chiefly preoccupied with the practical aspects of things, he is especially apt to develop more efficient production concepts. Although his good judgment and common sense provide him with an excellent ability to handle the tangible world (he is certainly clever, and can quickly assess the tangible value of things), his thought processes might be relatively impervious to abstract concepts and spiritual awakenings.

Aaron May tried to shun subjectivity and be as objective as possible. His thoughts were usually structured, and his reasoning, based on objective facts or experience, usually related to practical goals.