Aaron Shea’s confidence in himself sometimes falters, and he might try to compensate for this weakness by insisting on his authority over others. With the people he is emotionally committed to, the same nagging feelings of insecurity prevent him from expressing his generosity and love fully; his extreme independence sometimes hides an inability to abandon himself and a lack of assurance.

Aaron Shea had a paternal complex. This complex meant that he had trouble finding his identity because he didn’t have a father figure present during his childhood. He lacked a sense of security which could be provided by a paternal presence, and as a result, he had to protect himself from negative influences and find his own system to grow. This system was very useful to Aaron as a child, but it has now settled into a degree where it interferes with his evolution. Aaron has psychological defense mechanisms and crutches which were once useful, but now they encumber his mind or inhibit his developmental efforts. As a result, in certain situations, it is difficult for him to assert himself and he tends to remain an awkward or passive observer. Because Aaron’s authoritarian urges are mainly directed at himself, he sometimes feels guilty about his behavior. He judges himself severely and sometimes punishes himself by setting difficult tasks for himself. Gradually, he should build up a strong inner discipline and acquire the strength to face the problems of existence in a detached and mature way.

Aaron Shea, you may be subject to mood swings, going from phases of frenzy combined with a feeling of omnipotence and exaltation to phases of apathy and inertia. During your “highs,” your behavior is vigorous and dynamic, but it is also likely to be somewhat excessive. These periods tend to be interspersed with “lows,” phases of sluggishness and inhibition, which compensate for your immense need to assert yourself as an individual. How can you find a way out of this vicious cycle which uses up so much of your energy?

We suggest that you meditate upon power, skills, mastery, challenge, desire, and need, your brothers (or brother substitutes, such as friends, cousins, or classmates) – who are key figures – and your adversaries. This should enlighten you. Of course, once you have a clear awareness of your career ambitions and profound desires, you are sure to have plenty of energy to accomplish them.

Aaron Shea is fairly strong-willed, and he is mindful of going about his purposes with maximum efficiency. When he relates to other people, he sometimes has trouble expressing his emotions, but he does have a lively sensitivity and is capable of lasting passion. As he grows older, he is quite likely to come into his own and acquire great intellectual and spiritual wisdom. His honesty, integrity, and sense of duty will win him recognition and appreciation. Passing time will be a very important factor in his destiny, and his greatest accomplishments will guarantee him stability and prosperity. Although he is not especially enterprising, he will move into a high career position as soon as he feels sure of his abilities.

Aaron Shea is a very sensitive and receptive person who often lives in osmosis with his surroundings. His individuality almost seems to be diluted in a flood of sensations and impressions which are continually washing over him, and he often finds it difficult to communicate his feelings to other people. This tide of emotion is a source of inspiration and intuition, but due to his lack of inner structure and organization, it is difficult for him to grasp the essence of his dreams and share them with other people. He is not at all combative, and this hinders his efforts to fit into society and assert himself productively. His tendency to prefer fantasy to reality and his refusal to abandon his unattainable dreams is a psychological trap he has fallen into without realizing it. He must understand that by escaping from his obligations and commitments, he only increases the feelings of guilt and incompetence which made reality so distasteful in the first place. Once he free himself from this pernicious process, he has a great deal of potential for fulfilling himself in the outer world, either by devoting himself to the community or by cultivating his considerable artistic talents.

Aaron Shea generally tends to be motivated by activities which apply to social needs. He tends to give the best of himself in difficult situations which require crucial choices. His ability to concentrate and his gift for solving problems by deductive reasoning are his chief resources in crisis situations or at turning points in his life.

Aaron Shea has a personality that is ruled by his mind. He needs intellectual stimulation in order to feel fulfilled, and because he is always on the move, in search of new contacts, he is curious about all sorts of different subjects. He enjoys conversation and communication, and hopes to be admired for his talent and wit. However, because he has such a wide variety of interests, his thinking may sometimes lack discipline.

Aaron Shea’s intellect is lively, agile, and sensitive. However, he does not always avail himself of it and may be confused or irrational in some situations. Although he enjoys playing with words, ideas, and concepts, his thought sometimes lacks discipline and structure. He is fairly preoccupied with details and may tend to waste his nervous and mental energy in futile verbal outpourings. Moreover, his feelings sometimes blur his objective vision of phenomena and people, which may cause him to make errors in judgment.

Aaron Shea has a sensitive and affectionate nature. He seeks tenderness and gentleness more than passion. His relationships with others are smooth and pleasant, and he has a natural sense of tact and social grace.

Aaron Shea has a sensitive personality. He may jump to conclusions, which could disrupt relationships, as well as career plans. He is subject to cyclical energy flows and goes from periods of feverish activity to periods of withdrawal and introspection. The aggressive element in his behavior may be explained by emotional problems he may have experienced in infancy: his mother, or a mother figure, may have had an energetic and volatile personality.

Aaron Shea is often afraid to love. His feelings are restrained and chilled, but he is not unfeeling. His sensitivity is delicate, and he is careful to protect it. He wants to control his feelings and emotions, but this may stand in the way of intimacy and joy.

Aaron Shea’s birth chart indicates an emotional function which is usually expressed carefully and reasonably. Distrustful of his emotional urges and somewhat wary of his feelings, he tries to rid himself of all partiality and try to get some perspective and distance before making an emotional commitment.

Aaron Shea is whimsical, charming, and impressionable. You might question your feelings. You are inclined to abrupt reversals of your feelings, and your love life could present some upsets. Actually, you find the idea of committing yourself and being tied down to a static relationship repugnant. You feel it would deprive you forever of excitement and novelty. As a result, you are likely to marry several times, unless you choose an adventurer or a wanderer as a companion, and you live a thrilling life together.

Aaron Shea dreams of a devoted admirer who will carry him off, far from home and who, most of all, will cure his latent emotional depression. But real life is more mundane and he may end up with a partner who won’t share the burden of practical constraints and responsibilities and chases after adventure. Maturity will help him to make a second relationship a happier one.

Aaron Shea may be characterized by strong sensual and affectionate urges which drive him to seek pleasure. His need for romantic fulfillment may compel him to marry, because he also seeks the legal and social legitimacy the institution of marriage confers on an emotional bond. Indeed, the household is liable to be prosperous and even opulent, as if this offered further evidence that he had indeed achieved success. However, privately, he might be less committed to certain obligations and duties.

Aaron Shea rests his chin in his hand and looks out the window of the airplane. He’s been traveling for days, and he’s finally arrived in Paris. After dropping his bags off at his hotel, he heads out to explore the city.