Abbey Lee Kershaw searches for stability. She wants to find a firm, unchanging structure for her life. But her efforts to achieve this ideal are often vain, because unconsciously, she is also inhabited by the opposite desire. Every time she reaches what she believes to be a good balance, she realizes she wants something entirely different. She should become aware that the concepts of stability and balance are difficult to apply to life. By definition, life is movement, change, and perpetual instability.

You were unable to form a close relationship with your father because he was either absent or did not provide the security you needed. As a result, you developed a psychological defense mechanism of authoritarianism in order to protect yourself. This system has been helpful to you as a child, but as you grow older it becomes a hindrance to your development. You are often unable to assert yourself in social situations, and you feel guilty about your behavior. You judge yourself harshly, and sometimes punish yourself by setting difficult tasks for yourself. Gradually, you should build up a strong inner discipline and acquire the strength to face the problems of existence in a detached and mature way.

She had the personality and behavior of someone who was liable to be disrupted by a contradiction between the masculine and feminine archetypes ruling her psyche. Because her sensitivity was in conflict with her determination, her attitude and performance were often moody, fluctuating, and uncertain. Usually, she had the feeling she had to make superhuman efforts to succeed, but her unconscious, sensitive side often disapproved of her conscious endeavors and stealthily worked to defeat them. This caused crucial omissions, mistakes, and gaps which effectively sabotaged her plans. In her relationships, the images she built up and projects on the other were contradictory. As a result, any bond, even if it was pleasant and positive, could also annoy her. She could find it dissatisfying and irritating at the same time.

Abbey Lee Kershaw has a great potential for creative, constructive accomplishments; however, it is sometimes difficult for her to gain access to this part of herself. She is confident in herself and life but may tend to be nonchalant. She sometimes needs a little stimulation to get herself rolling and take some initiative. Her optimism and inner certainty do not always drive her to give her utmost efforts to achieve a goal. The communications skills she possesses are an advantage as well as a handicap. She makes use of her theatrical gifts, convincing eloquence, and ability to listen. The best careers for her would be teaching, communications, philosophy, the legal profession, theater, and public relations.

You are an independent and determined person who can be quite ruthless in achieving your goals. You were raised in an atmosphere of seriousness and strictness, and as a result, you developed a strong sense of self-reliance and self-worth. You are skilled at compensating for your lack of self-confidence with determination and perseverance. However, you may sometimes feel timid and hesitant, especially when you are under pressure. You worry excessively about making mistakes, and this can lead you to reject opportunities that are potentially valuable to you. You are also often too critical of yourself, and you seldom feel satisfied with the way you are living. These unnecessary guilt feelings often lead you to turn down opportunities that would be beneficial to you. You are aware that early success is often short-lived and fragile, and you are willing to wait for the right opportunity.

You are an individualist who believes in freedom and independence. You have rejected the conventions of your social class and adopted an innovative lifestyle. Your passionate convictions can sometimes cause problems in your relationships, as you are uncompromising when it comes to your beliefs. You should learn to recognize your own limitations and accept the responsibilities you have to other people. If you do not do this, you are likely to be embroiled in conflicting relationships. The roots of your somewhat extreme behavior may be found in your relationship with your father or teachers when you were young. For some reason, you may have rejected the paternal image or refused to identify with your father, in the same way as you do not currently identify with any conventional values. In every important life decision, you have to rely on yourself to develop the appropriate behavior and set limits on your desires in relation to reality and the law.

Abbey Lee Kershaw enjoys physical and mental freedom. Her youth and home may have been of the rootless, wandering type, which could have given her a taste for movement and independence. She needs to be aware that her life has a purpose and hunt for it in various belief systems, both traditional and new age. In fact, she has an unmistakable gift for philosophy. The faraway appeals to her, and travel is likely to be an important aspect of her life.

Abbey Lee Kershaw is optimistic and happy to be alive. She is a cheerful, expansive, pleasant associate to have. She is extremely generous (sometimes to a fault!) and gives of herself and her belongings unstintingly. This positive psychological outlook is the result of a happy childhood and especially an extremely beneficial maternal influence in infancy. She is quite likely to be a professional success; her vision of the world is perfectly adapted to prevailing opinion, and her urges and desires for personal expansion usually elicit a positive reaction from society. By old age, her good reputation and prominence may have earned her fame.

Although your demeanor is cool and distant, you are extremely sensitive. In some cases, your rather austere and rigid behavior and your refusal to yield too readily to sentimentality discourage others from being too demonstrative of their tenderness and affection. You have spells of melancholy in which you do not feel worthy of being loved and tend to forbid yourself emotional fulfillment. Your severely emotionally abusive childhood may be the source of this behavior. You may have suffered rejection in your infancy, and, as a result, lacked the parental love which is essential to the cohesion of a personality and identity. In order to feel secure, and to protect yourself from ever suffering rejection or abandonment again, you withdrew into yourself and developed your aloofness as a defense mechanism. When you finally let down your defenses and allow yourself to express your feelings, you tend to become impassioned and exalted. You are fairly introverted and egocentric and have a powerful sense of your own identity.

Abbey Lee Kershaw resents having to impose limitations on herself, and she may sometimes try to dodge obligations and commitments. The obstacles and hindrances reality places on her path to personal and social development tend to depress her. She sometimes broods bitterly about the frustrations to her self-fulfillment and might have a fairly pessimistic vision of society and its possibilities.

You are emotionally sensitive and tend to react suddenly and excessively whenever your sensitivity is touched. Although you value your independence, freedom, and self-sufficiency, you sometimes feel frustrated by your need to rely on your family or friends. Moreover, you don’t always grant the freedom of other people the same respect as your own. Likewise, you may be angered by expressions of maternal tenderness, as if you feared that it would doom you to eternal dependency. Your ambivalent behavior, full of jagged edges, may be traced back to your relationship with your mother or a mother figure. Although you were dependent on them, they may have rejected you. Now this attitude is extended to any situation in which your sensitivity comes into play and emotional bonds are prone to form. To ward off your feelings of dependency, you tend to become destructive. Based on denial, your reactions are sometimes fierce, impulsive, and excessive, erratic, or contradictory.

Abbey Lee Kershaw enjoys captivating people with the elegance and ease of her expression. She is a witty and engaging flirt, an avid player of the game of love. As a result, the history of her affections is liable to be episodic, a long series of chapters about conquests or fleeting love affairs. She may carry on some love relationships by writing letters.

Abbey Lee Kershaw’s birth chart indicates an emotional function which is expressed in a direct and fairly impulsive way. She enjoys reaching out to other people and making discoveries. An eternal teenager with her gaze riveted on the future, she is imbued with an eminently subjective and personal idealism.

Abbey Lee Kershaw is constantly uncertain about her feelings. Nothing ever seems to meet her high emotional aspirations, and when she thinks she has finally found her ideal match, usually it is because her aspirations have changed. As a result, there are likely to be several commitments or marriages.

Abbey Lee Kershaw indulges in puppy love romances or allows the circumstances to decide what she wants. Her personality is sometimes emotional and ambivalent. She should be careful not to rush into marriage, for she may soon long for the single life again if she hasn’t chosen a partner who’s the best fit.

Abbey Lee Kershaw’s intellect is simultaneously subjective and sensitive, acute and intuitive, always practical and deeply rooted in human experience. With her memory and imagination combined with her shrewdness, Abbey Lee Kershaw would be a gifted project manager, businesswoman, or scholar of history or literature.

She tries to shun subjectivity and be as objective as possible. Her thoughts are usually structured, and her reasoning, based on objective facts or experience, usually relates to practical goals.

You have a lively and agile spirit. You are curious and open-minded, approaching various life experiences without either dogmatism or prejudice. As a result of your lively mind, you tend to have an opinion on every subject, but you do not always have the patience or perspective necessary to examine a subject and gain in-depth knowledge of it. You enjoy manipulating expressions and concepts and amuse yourself with witty remarks, satire, and controversy. If you learned to control your flow of words better and elaborate your thoughts more, you might make a talented communicator. Because you are often too hasty to formulate and construct the arguments which would back up and inform your ideas, you are sometimes misunderstood. You are often blind to the rashness of your judgments and convinced they are well-founded and objective, which sometimes irritates the people around you. If you were to succeed in disciplining your mind somewhat, you would have innumerable opportunities to apply your communications skills to a great career. However, you would do well to be careful of your nerves.