Aka is searching for stability. Aka wants to find a firm, unchanging structure for Aka’s life. But Aka’s efforts to achieve this ideal are often vain, because unconsciously, Aka is also inhabited by the opposite desire. Every time Aka reaches what Aka believes to be a good balance, Aka realizes Aka wants something entirely different. Aka should become aware that the concepts of stability and balance are difficult to apply to life. By definition, life is movement, change, and perpetual instability.
At the moment of your birth, the two celestial “lights” (the sun and the moon) were symmetrically aligned. This is a portent of harmony between the masculine and feminine archetypes which is extremely beneficial. It is the source of balance and understanding between the two main psychological realms which may be said to compose the personality. You thus enjoy a positive complementarity and understanding between the conscious and unconscious aspects of your psyche, between your determination and your routines, between your drive for self-assertion and your receptivity, your ideal and your sensitivity. Your parents almost certainly reflected a positive image of the marriage relationship to you, and it is likely that they encouraged you to develop your own individuality. As a result, you were and are able to be comfortable with yourself as you are instead of striving to attain your parents’ ideal. This has definitely contributed to the maintenance of a good relationship with them and the rest of the family. In your emotional relationships with your peers, one of the effects of the masculine/feminine harmony is that the images your ego projects on the other are especially constructive. The bonds of the relationship are not felt to be constraints, the energy which flows between the two people is a source of mutual happiness, not regret. No major personal conflicts are projected onto the “other” – that is, the significant other.
Aka has an inalienable awareness of the void and the vanity of existence. Aka is sometimes disoriented and deconstructed by an unknowable, unconscious force and tends to ignore or disparage the superficial pleasures and pains of daily life, preferring to dive into the depths of human experience as deeply as possible. Grappling with your “fundamental nature,” with the deepest and most primitive part of yourself, Aka sometimes aghast at the discovery of the sheer power of the life instinct and feels an imperious need to cope with it. This special consciousness Aka has been endowed with is somewhat beyond the bounds of conventional schools of human understanding and thought and may be a source of identity problems for Aka at the outset. It is not easy for Aka to recognize yourself in any social or narcissistic models or identify with any existing roles or attitudes, so Aka sometimes finds yourself forced to construct and assert your own identity on a basis which may impress others with its intensity, if not its eccentricity.
Aka is curious about many different subjects and enjoys conversation and communication. Due to this, Aka can be something of a dilettante when it comes to thinking, and may sometimes lack discipline.
Aka has a sensitive personality. She may jump to conclusions, which could disrupt relationships, as well as career plans. She is subject to cyclical energy flows and goes from periods of feverish activity to periods of withdrawal and introspection. The aggressive element in her behavior may be explained by emotional problems she may have experienced in infancy: her mother, or a mother figure, may have had an energetic and volatile personality.
Aka sees the world in a romantic way, but has trouble seeing others for who they are. Although their bubbling imagination provides an abundant source of inspiration for creative or spiritual evolution, it tends to be less helpful and positive in matters that concern their self-assertion as responsible and self-sufficient. In a relationship, Aka is extremely romantic and does not always see others the way they really are.
Aka is sensitive and compassionate, sacrificing her own interests to help others. She is romantic and idealistic, but often lacks discernment in choosing partners. She is fairly confused and evasive and has trouble expressing her feelings clearly. Nevertheless, she is capable of devoting herself entirely to the person she loves. She has a tendency to daydream and become lost in herself.
Aka’s birth chart indicates an emotional function which is usually expressed carefully and reasonably. Distrustful of her emotional urges and somewhat wary of her feelings, she tries to rid herself of all partiality and try to get some perspective and distance before making an emotional commitment.
Aka is bubbly, breezy, and attractive. She will not settle down readily. Although to protect herself from her own unconscious she would benefit from the support and structure a stable, solid mate would provide, she is likely to prefer someone just as unstructured as she is – or perhaps a younger partner. However, if her need to lead an original life leads her to meet an unusual person with whom she establishes a relationship more like friendship than love, she may share a sparkling, full intellectual life.
Aka does not always enjoy being in relationships. Their affairs are often short-lived and often involve pain. They may be drawn to partners who are unreliable or argumentative, and may feel lost in relationships that last too long.
Aka has the fiery, importunate nature of a fervent lover. Indeed, affairs of the heart are one of her main purposes in life. Her personal charm and magnetism are compellingly seductive; unfortunately, her attempts at conquest do not always lead to the fulfillment and satisfaction of her desires. Due to her impulsiveness and impatience to initiate new encounters, her approach to those she is attracted to may sometimes lack tact and delicacy. As a result of the foregoing, it may be somewhat difficult for her to maintain stable and harmonious relationships. Indeed, her emotional behavior is subject to a conflict between her quest for love and her need to satisfy her lust. Her outpourings of affection and her need to be loved in return sometimes create complicated situations in which lust may be confused with love, or love may exist without lust, and she may feel unrequited or unfulfilled. This inner contradiction is a sign of her tendency to derive pleasure from suffering – either her own or that of her partner. The relationship thus becomes the setting for a sort of power struggle, weakening it as a source of psychological equilibrium. Nevertheless, she could sublimate this difficulty through artistic expression.
You are an extremely complex individual, full of contradictions. You sometimes feel vulnerable emotionally, so you try to control not only your own feelings and urges, but also strive to manipulate those of your partners. You aspire to a profound and enduring spiritual unity, but at the same time, the idea of abandoning yourself and yielding to the other terrifies you. This anguish may be a source of rather extreme behavior patterns and a somewhat self-focused attitude which could damage the relationship. Because you are guarded and somewhat secretive, you tend to be suspicious and are especially uneasy about spontaneous intimacy, although you are fascinated by sexuality. Within the privacy of the couple, you will not express your feelings unless you are subject to some tension. Life may be peppered with frequent crises and feuds, arguments and spats which usually act as erotic provocation. This derivation of eroticism from anxiety tends to be one of the fundamental characteristics of your emotional and sexual functioning. As a result, you are likely to be attracted by stormy and complicated relationships.
Aka is a flexible individual with progressive, inventive, and sometimes utopian ideas. They relate to human or social problems, and Aka always strives to be in the vanguard, creating a better world for the future.
Aka tries to shun subjectivity and be as objective as possible. His thoughts are usually structured, and his reasoning, based on objective facts or experience, usually relates to practical goals.
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