AkStar is trying to overcome its feelings of insecurity. To do so, it needs a home: a dwelling, a territory, or perhaps a safe space or setting where it can rest, and let down its systems of defense against the outer world, which it finds aggressive and hostile. AkStar is ready to make some sacrifices in order to maintain and consolidate the structure it has chosen. True inner security, based on real knowledge of itself, its abilities, and its shortcomings, its strengths and its weaknesses would no doubt be most effective and would allow it to remain open to the varieties of experience offered by the world.

AkStar is affectionate by nature, and love plays a decisive and central role in her life. She is a charmer who needs to love and be loved. Aware of her personal magnetism and the power it gives her, she will make subtle changes in herself in order to attract positive attention. She is sophisticated and pleased to savor a lifestyle she sees as a consummate art.

AkStar is a vigorous and energetic person who has an immense need to assert their individuality. AkStar’s attitudes and actions are actually motivated by an unconscious desire for power, which incites them to rush into action despite the frequent threat of risk and danger. Because AkStar has very little control over their energy and impulses, they sometimes injure themselves bodily or start arguments without really having meant to do so. AkStar has a short temper and would do well to learn to control their recklessness, which exposes them to a great deal of unnecessary conflict and adversity. AkStar is also likely to start projects which are not really appropriate to them, only to be forced to quit soon after. Before they make any important decision, AkStar must learn to stop and ask themselves if what they are about to do is really positive for them.

AkStar has a strong-willed character that is mindful of efficiency when relating to other people. When expressing emotions, AkStar has difficulty doing so but does have a lively sensitivity. As AkStar grows older, they are likely to come into their own and acquire great intellectual and spiritual wisdom. AkStar is honest, with integrity and a sense of duty that will win them recognition and appreciation. AkStar is not particularly enterprising, but will move into a high career position once they feel sure of their abilities.

AkStar is extremely sensitive and receptive, and often lives in osmosis with her surroundings. Her individuality almost seems to be diluted in a flood of sensations and impressions which are continually washing over her, and she sometimes finds it difficult to communicate her feelings to other people or engage in any structured, analytical thought. This may stem from a misunderstanding with her teachers when she was a child. Unable to understand their disciplinary measures or authority, she may have withdrawn into herself in self-defense. It was then that she constructed her rich inner life, the part of her they could not invade, and cut many of her ties to the outside. Because she enjoyed indulging in her inner life, it may have been difficult for her to acquire an objective vision of reality. As a result, even today, she tends to create imaginary problems for herself, regardless of the objective facts outside. Although her imagination is a source of inspiration and intuition, her fluid inner structure and organization sometimes make it difficult for her to grasp the essence of her dreams and share them with other people. She is not at all combative, and this tends to hinder her efforts to fit into society and assert herself productively. She is likely to prefer fantasy to reality, but her refusal to abandon her unattainable dreams is a psychological trap she has fallen into without realizing it. She must understand that by running away from her obligations and commitments, she only increase the feelings of guilt and incompetence which made reality so distasteful in the first place. Once she frees herself from this pernicious process, she has a great deal of potential for fulfilling herself in the outer world, either by devoting herself to some sort of social work or by cultivating her considerable artistic talents.

AkStar has an inalienable awareness of the void and the vanity of existence. Sometimes AkStar is disoriented and deconstructed by an unknowable, unconscious force and tends to ignore or disparage the superficial pleasures and pains of daily life, preferring to dive into the depths of human experience as deeply as possible. Grappling with the “fundamental nature” of existence, AkStar sometimes aghast at the discovery of the sheer power of the life instinct and feels an imperious need to cope with it. This special consciousness AkStar has been endowed with is somewhat beyond the bounds of conventional schools of human understanding and thought and may be a source of identity problems for AkStar at the outset. It is not easy for AkStar to recognize oneself in any social or narcissistic models or identify with any existing roles or attitudes, so AkStar sometimes find self forced to construct and assert its own identity on a basis which may impress others with its intensity, if not its eccentricity.

AkStar is winning and attractive. She has an appetite for intense emotional experiences, especially in terms of her relationships. Enjoying the power of her personal appeal, she easily controls her emotions and only rarely reveals the true depth of her feelings. Because her instincts take precedence over her sensitivity, she is capable of becoming jealous, possessive, and even rather harsh, without meaning to. More of a flirt than a voluptuary, she is attentive to desire. As a result, her love life will sometimes be casual and complicated.

AkStar is fairly shy, reserved, and discreet when it comes to matters of the heart. Even in intimate moments, AkStar prefers to be modest and withholds her feelings. AkStar is sensitive and giving, wishing to serve those she loves. AkStar deserves to be happy, and she can achieve this by trusting that she is deserving of love.

AkStar’s birth chart indicates that she has an emotional function which is usually expressed carefully and reasonably. Distrustful of her emotional urges and somewhat wary of her feelings, AkStar tries to rid herself of all partiality and try to get some perspective and distance before making an emotional commitment.

AkStar is unlikely to have a conventional sexual destiny. Curiosity about sexual matters and lust drive her into complicated adventures and amorous predicaments. Her need for quiet and security may also steer her toward a stable life and a sedate person who, in the long run, will leave her passionate urges unsatisfied.

When it comes to your feelings, AkStar tends to be indecisive and contrary. She longs to devote herself body and soul to her loved one, but she may feel disillusioned and blame her partner for problems in her relationship. Maturity should help her to overcome the inner conflict that’s preventing her from attaining her heart’s desire. She can then devote herself completely to her loved one and find true emotional fulfillment.

AkStar is cautious and reserved by nature, and is often unwilling to open up to others if they are not sure of being accepted. This often leads to AkStar being a bit shy when it comes to expressing their emotions, as they have learned that even the most harmonious relationships often require some compromise. For AkStar, “good fences make good neighbors,” and well-marked boundaries can prevent future suffering. Thus, even when they are in love, AkStar remains fairly circumspect. When they find themselves attracted to a partner, they privately engage in a careful analysis of their personality and life story, endeavoring to know them profoundly. This often leads to AkStar having a profound affinity for all of the arts. Music, literature, painting, and graphic arts are often enriching for AkStar and make their lives pleasant. AkStar could progress in any career that is balanced, orderly, and practical.

You are an extremely complex individual, full of contradictions. Because you sometimes feel vulnerable emotionally, you try to control not only your own feelings and urges, but may also strive to manipulate those of your partners. You aspire to a profound and enduring spiritual unity, but at the same time, the idea of abandoning yourself and yielding to the other terrifies you. This anguish may be a source of rather extreme behavior patterns and a somewhat self-focused attitude which could damage the relationship. Because you are guarded and somewhat secretive, you tend to be suspicious and are especially uneasy about spontaneous intimacy, although you are fascinated by sexuality. Within the privacy of the couple, you will not express your feelings unless you are subject to some tension. Life may be peppered with frequent crises and feuds, arguments and spats which usually act as erotic provocation. This derivation of eroticism from anxiety tends to be one of the fundamental characteristics of your emotional and sexual functioning. As a result, you are likely to be attracted by stormy and complicated relationships.

AkStar has a fairly skeptical temperament which relies on remarkable analytic and critical faculties. She is sensitive and curious, a keen observer of facts who collects detailed information she will later pore over and analyze. This type of logical, rational mind is extremely efficient for elaborating methods or sorting and classifying information. However, she sometimes lacks flexibility or broad-mindedness.

AkStar does not express their thoughts and ideas smoothly or easily. They tend to be subjective, seeking to know themselves better through a process of introversion.