Alan Pacheco is searching for stability; he wants to find a firm, unchanging structure for his life. But his efforts to achieve this ideal are often vain, because unconsciously, he is also inhabited by the opposite desire. Every time he reaches what he believes to be a good balance, he realizes he wants something entirely different. He would do well to become aware that the concepts of stability and balance are difficult to apply to life.

Alan Pacheco, you have a paternal complex. This can be a result of a lack of positive male role models during your childhood or if your father or a father figure was absent. Because you lacked the security that could come from a paternal presence, you had to protect yourself against negative influences. This system was helpful to you as a child, but it has settled in to such a degree that it’s interfering with your growth. You use psychological defense mechanisms and crutches, which were once useful, but they’re now hindering your progress. As a result, in some situations it’s difficult for you to assert yourself and you tend to remain an awkward or passive observer. Because your authoritarian urges are mainly directed at yourself, you sometimes feel guilty about your behavior. You judge yourself harshly and sometimes punish yourself by setting difficult tasks for yourself. Gradually, you should build up a strong inner discipline and acquire the strength to face the problems of existence in a detached and mature way.

You are sober and rather reserved and may even strike people as harsh and austere at times. Perhaps you were raised in an atmosphere of rigor and sobriety, and, as a result, grew up very fast. You have acquired a spirit of self-sufficiency, tend to be rather uncompromising, and have a touchy sense of your personal dignity and worth. It is almost as though you were fighting an inner battle with your father or a father figure. The psychological models you received from your father or a father figure as a result of your interaction and your own interaction with authority may not have played a major role in shaping your relationships with the outer world and society. You may thus have been forced to compensate for this with individual determination. As a result, although you are skillful, meticulous, conscientious, and efficient, a lack of self-confidence and personal assurance sometimes makes you timid and hesitant. You sometimes feel as though you are only masquerading as a respectable, sober adult. You tend to be far too critical of yourself and rarely feel satisfied that you are living up to your ideal. These unnecessary guilt feelings may lead you to turn down the prominent career positions for which you are fully qualified. You are aware that early success is often short-lived and fragile and that time rewards those who know how to be patient and persistent, like you.

Alan Pacheco found the dark side of existence alluring and was attracted to mystery and the occult. He delightedly immerse himself in the depths of human experience, stretching his intellectual, emotional, and spiritual resources to their maximum.

Alan Pacheco is a sensitive and kind-hearted individual. His childhood shaped him into the person he is today, and he still holds strong memories of his childhood. He is extremely social and devoted to others, and his mother or a mother-figure had a great impact on his personality. He is very sensitive and easily gets overwhelmed by new situations, but he is very resilient and thrives in a family setting. He is a sentimental person and is fond of stability and familiarity, which may make it difficult for him to adjust to new surroundings.

Alan Pacheco maintains strong ties with his past, and it often seems difficult for him to open his heart to new people. His love affairs exist on the surface level, because his lust and sensual desire rarely turn into a need to understand, protect, and care for the other. Moreover, it is difficult for him to meet partners who combine the ideals of the tender parent and the great lover.

Alan Pacheco found himself in a difficult situation. Although his sensitivity and irrepressible imagination made him a source of inspiration for creative or spiritual evolution, it was less helpful and positive when it came to matters of self-assertion and self-sufficiency in a relationship.

Alan Pacheco was taught to experience love in a certain way by his family, social class, or religion. He is determined to experiment with a new style. His idealistic aspirations may be a form of escapism. They encourage him to cast off conventional romantic practices and customs and embark on new adventures.

Alan Pacheco’s birth chart indicates an emotional function which is expressed in a direct and fairly impulsive way. He enjoys reaching out to other people and making discoveries. An eternal teenager with his gaze riveted on the future, Alan is imbued with an eminently subjective and personal idealism.

According to the foregoing, it appears that you are somewhat split between the various tendencies in your character. There is a conflict between freedom and attachment, between your ambitions and your need for security, and between your natural self-focus and your altruism. As a result, your mood may be somewhat whimsical and wayward; your youth was almost certainly wayward. Once you settle down, you will develop a great love for your family, especially for your children, if you choose to have them. You will be tolerant, easygoing, and appreciate being able to express your individuality in a long-term commitment.

Alan Pacheco is a delicate and sensitive soul who is also carefree and flighty. He has had many romantic encounters, attracting admirers with his lively and mischievous mind. A great lover of art and literature, he is particularly attracted to outstanding people, to artists and designers, with whom he forms friendships involving a greater or lesser degree of romance. He views friendship as spiritual love and cannot conceive of a relationship that does not involve this noble sentiment.

Alan Pacheco has the passionate, importunate nature of a fervent lover. Indeed, affairs of the heart are one of his main purposes in life. His personal charm and magnetism are compellingly seductive; unfortunately, his attempts at conquest do not always lead to the fulfillment and satisfaction of his desires. Due to his impulsiveness and impatience to initiate new encounters, his approach to those he is attracted to may sometimes lack tact and delicacy. As a result of the foregoing, it may be somewhat difficult for him to maintain stable and harmonious relationships. Nevertheless, his emotional behavior is subject to a conflict between his quest for love and his need to satisfy his lust. His outpourings of affection and his need to be loved in return sometimes create complicated situations in which lust may be confused with love, or love may exist without lust, and he may feel unrequited or unfulfilled. This inner contradiction is a sign of his tendency to derive pleasure from suffering – either his own or that of his partner. The relationship thus becomes the setting for a sort of power struggle, weakening it as a source of psychological equilibrium. Nevertheless, he could sublimate this difficulty through artistic expression.

Alan Pacheco felt drawn to the vast subject of foreign languages and contacts abroad. He found himself attracted to wide open spaces and distant horizons, and found a kindred spirit in the study of philosophy and law. However, he was more theoretical than logical and more intuitive than rational, and found himself drawn to languages and cultures that were new to him.

Alan Pacheco expresses his thoughts and ideas in direct, spontaneous outbursts. He is fairly introverted and eager to discover and understand the inner world. An idealist, he looks forward to a bright future but is sometimes subjective and reckless.

In the formative years of childhood and adolescence, you may have undergone a conflicting situation which prevented you from developing your intellectual and imaginative faculties in a harmonious way. It may be somewhat difficult for you to integrate new ideas and concepts or to give your thought structure and coherence. You have a distaste for study, which might require a great deal of effort for you. You could harbor feelings of insecurity that are so acute that they may undermine your will and therefore your ability to compete. However, if you overcame these emotions, you would see that you have plenty of marketable skills and that many satisfactory solutions to your feelings of ineptitude and inadequacy are within your reach. Because this psychological complex may be related to childhood or adolescent opposition to parental or academic authority, you may not readily accept people who represent law enforcement agencies or power as an adult. You may display some hostility or vindictiveness toward them as a matter of principle. You should sometimes be careful of what you say.

Alan Pacheco has a great deal of intuition but sometimes has problems organizing his thought processes and making an intellectual commitment. The concepts of boundary and structure are inimical to his mind, which is open and all-encompassing, premonitory, and web-like. His thoughts may be verbally indeterminate, vague, and ill defined. He tends to understand or sense things globally, without always noticing their component parts. Usually, he can’t see the trees for the forest. In daily life, although his perceptions are lively and subtle, he may display a kind of absent-mindedness, out of a fear of annoying people with his shrewdness or of fighting to assert himself. His imagination sometimes escapes from the confines of logic, cringing from a confrontation with reality. This unwillingness to face the real world may cause relationship or career challenges.