Alonzo ‘Gorilla Zoe’ Mathis has instincts which may be dangerous, and he tries to restrain and control them. As a result, he may adopt a fairly ascetic lifestyle. His attitude, which denies the vital importance of the most archaic and darkest forces within him, is not entirely innocuous. If he hopes for a more harmonious development, he will do well to realize that instincts can be tamed; they do not react positively to being trampled.

Alonzo ‘Gorilla Zoe’ Mathis has a sensitive personality and behavior that is liable to be disrupted by a contradiction between the masculine and feminine archetypes ruling his psyche. Because his sensitivity is in conflict with his determination, his attitude and performance may sometimes be moody, fluctuating, and uncertain. Usually, Alonzo has the feeling he has to make superhuman efforts to succeed in assuaging his yearnings and fulfilling his ambitions. His unconscious, sensitive side often disapproves of his conscious endeavors and stealthily works to defeat them, causing crucial omissions, mistakes, and gaps which effectively sabotage his plans. In his relationships, the images Alonzo builds up and projects on the other are contradictory. As a result, any bond, even if it is pleasant and positive, might also annoy Alonzo. He could find it dissatisfying and irritating at the same time.

Alonzo ‘Gorilla Zoe’ Mathis has a great potential for creative, constructive accomplishments; however, it is sometimes difficult for him to gain access to this part of himself. He is confident in himself and life but may tend to be nonchalant. He sometimes needs a little stimulation to get himself rolling and take some initiative. His optimism and inner certainty do not always drive him to give his utmost efforts to achieve a goal. The communications skills he possesses are an advantage as well as a handicap. He makes use of his theatrical gifts, convincing eloquence, and ability to listen. The best careers for him would be teaching, communications, philosophy, the legal profession, theater, and public relations.

Alonzo “Gorilla Zoe” Mathis is sober and rather reserved and may even strike people as harsh and austere at times. He was raised in an atmosphere of rigor and sobriety, and, as a result, grew up very fast. He has acquired a spirit of self-sufficiency, tend to be rather uncompromising, and have a touchy sense of his personal dignity and worth. It is almost as though he was fighting an inner battle with his father or a father figure. The psychological models he received from his father or a father figure as a result of his interaction and his own interaction with authority may not have played a major role in shaping his relationships with the outer world and society. He may thus have been forced to compensate for this with individual determination. As a result, although he is skillful, meticulous, conscientious, and efficient, a lack of self-confidence and personal assurance sometimes makes him timid and hesitant. He sometimes feels as though he is only masquerading as a respectable, sober adult. He tends to be far too critical of himself and rarely feel satisfied that he is living up to his ideal. These unnecessary guilt feelings may lead him to turn down the prominent career positions for which he is fully qualified. He is aware that early success is often short-lived and fragile and that time rewards those who know how to be patient and persistent, like he.

Alonzo Gorilla Zoe Mathis hides a fear of emotional commitment behind a façade of fairly engaging idealism and a nearly palpable spirit of brotherhood and friendship. The truth is, he prefers to observe life from afar rather than come down and dirty his hands in it. However, this fearful and distant attitude will not necessarily enable him to know and love himself better.

Alonzo “Gorilla Zoe” Mathis enjoys associating with others and has a constant need for contact. He is free and uninhibited in his relations with others, rarely allowing himself to be influenced by convention or prevailing opinion. He associates with whomever he pleases, which makes his life exciting and refreshing. In career terms, he is quite gifted for any field related to communication, where his intellectual singularity and lively wit would make him an amazing hit. He would also be likely to succeed in any activity where the work required a multidisciplinary approach, such as teaching, advertising, politics, etc.

Alonzo ‘Gorilla Zoe’ Mathis has an inalienable awareness of the void and the vanity of existence. He is sometimes disoriented and deconstructed by an unknowable, unconscious force and tends to ignore or disparage the superficial pleasures and pains of daily life, preferring to dive into the depths of human experience as deeply as his intellectual, emotional, and spiritual capacities permit. Grappling with his “fundamental nature,” with the deepest and most primitive part of himself, he is sometimes aghast at the discovery of the sheer power of the life instinct and feels an imperious need to cope with it. This special consciousness he has been endowed with is somewhat beyond the bounds of conventional schools of human understanding and thought and may be a source of identity problems for him at the outset. It is not easy for him to recognize himself in any social or narcissistic models or identify with any existing roles or attitudes, so he sometimes finds himself forced to construct and assert his own identity on a basis which may impress others with its intensity, if not its eccentricity.

Alonzo ‘Gorilla Zoe’ Mathis is both strong and insensitive. He is a powerful animal, able to intimidate most people with his size and strength. He has a violent nature and can be very destructive. He is also verysexual, and his strong needs drive him to seek out new experiences. Despite his flaws, Alonzo ‘Gorilla Zoe’ Mathis is a loyal friend and a loving family member. He is easily overwhelmed by new situations and may require a lot of support to thrive.

Alonzo Gorilla Zoe Mathis has a sensitive nature. Although he may sometimes have trouble controlling his emotional reactions, they are nevertheless a source of vital energy for a constructive passion and may make an extremely positive contribution to his career. In relations with other people, he is quite friendly; he willingly reaches out to people and knows how to listen to their desires and their problems.

Alonzo Gorilla Zoe Mathis is an expansive, affable, and communicative associate. Indeed, some people find him generous almost to a fault! He gives of himself and his resources unstintingly. Paradoxically, there are times when he is self-focused. He reacts instinctively, without taking the trouble to analyze a given situation, and is prone to misjudge. As a result, his everyday life may be riddled with a whole variety of practical problems. Indeed, he senses a conflict between his social life and his family and will sometimes find it hard to fulfill himself in both spheres at the same time. His attitude toward his private life may inhibit his ambitions for social or career expansion; at worst, society (the law) may impinge on his private life. He should be careful not to project his personal problems onto his partner. If, instead, the two of them analyzed the problem, they might be able to find opportunities to resolve it together.

Alonzo Gorilla Zoe Mathis looked around the small, dingy bar, his eyes scanning the faces of the people gathered there. He had been traveling for weeks, and he was starting to feel restless. He had always been a restless sort, and he had never been good at staying in one place for too long. He had always been more of a wanderer, always on the move.
He had been traveling through the small towns and villages near the edge of the forest, and he had finally found himself in this small, rundown bar. He had been walking for hours, and he was tired. He had been walking through the forest for days, and he was starting to feel a little bit lost.
He had been walking for weeks, and he had finally found himself in this small, rundown bar. He had been walking for hours, and he was tired. He had been walking through the forest for days, and he was starting to feel a little bit lost.

He had been in this small, rundown bar for hours, and he was tired. He had been walking through the forest for days, and he was starting to feel a little bit lost. He had been walking for weeks, and he had finally found himself in this small, rundown bar. He had been walking for hours, and he was tired. He had been walking through the forest for days, and he was starting to feel a little bit lost.

Alonzo “Gorilla Zoe” Mathis is emotional and tends to react suddenly and excessively when his sensitivity is touched. Although he feels that his independence, freedom, and self-sufficiency are fundamental values, he is sometimes frustrated by his need to rely on his family or friends. Moreover, he does not always grant the freedom of other people the same respect as his own. Likewise, he is sometimes angered by expressions of maternal tenderness, as if he feared that it would doom him to eternal dependency. His ambivalent behavior, full of jagged edges, may be traced back to the relationship he had with his mother or a mother figure. Although he was dependent on them, they may have rejected him. Now this attitude is extended to any situation in which his sensitivity comes into play and emotional bonds are liable to form. To ward off his feelings of dependency, Alonzo sometimes tends to become destructive. Based on denial, his reactions might be fierce, impulsive, excessive, erratic, or contradictory.

Alonzo Gorilla Zoe Mathis has a sensitive and imaginative mind that can be difficult to distinguish between dreams and reality. Although his bubbling imagination provides an abundant source of inspiration for creative or spiritual evolution, it can be less helpful and positive when it comes to matters of self-assertion and self-sufficiency in a relationship. As a romantic, Alonzo is very sensitive and often sees others in a way that is different from the way they really are.

Alonzo Gorilla Zoe Mathis likes to keep her emotions to herself. She’s not always the most open person, and she’s very protective of her sensitive nature. sexuality is a big part of her life, and she’s usually very passionate in her relationships. She enjoys understanding the hidden side of people, their secret or unconfessed motivations. If she could find a career that placed her in contact with troubled people, she’d be really satisfied.

Alonzo ‘Gorilla Zoe’ Mathis is looking for the ideal love and tends to idealize his friends and lovers. A bizarre character, he may prefer to dream of his soulmate instead of making love to one; he is more in love with the idea of love than anything else. His idealism may hide a fear of truly committing himself to a relationship; he tries to intellectualize everything. In time, two options will seem clear to him: an amorous friendship based on shared ideas and intellectual exchange, or an open relationship, free of all constraints except mutual respect.

Alonzo Gorilla Zoe Mathis’ birth chart indicates an emotional function which is usually expressed carefully and reasonably. He distrusts his emotional urges and is somewhat wary of his feelings, trying to rid himself of all partiality and get some perspective and distance before making an emotional commitment.

Alonzo Gorilla Zoe Mathis straddles the line between independence and submission, longing for freedom which competes with an inclination to be dependent. His strange and captivating charm arises from this contradiction, but his imagination rules his feelings and emotions, and he is apt to create a dream of the person he loves. This is a treacherous tendency. His tenderness may find itself in search of a partner who is never there or is interested in other things. In this case, he would transfer his affection to other loved ones, such as children, friends, or pets, who will bring him great satisfaction.

Alonzo ‘Gorilla Zoe’ Mathis is idealistic, naive, and romantic, and the image of his loved one is bathed in the many sparkling colors of his adolescent dreams. However, the reality of living with someone will reveal some unwelcome facts. His partner may turn out to lack ambition and struggle to partner with him on building a secure home life and taking responsibility for the children, if he has them, etc. Nostalgia for teenage pleasures may turn to depression.

Alonzo Gorilla Zoe Mathis has an emotional ideal that is full of subtlety and tenderness. However, he tends to be overwhelmed by his imagination and may not be selective enough when choosing a partner. His romantic and trusting nature may make him vulnerable. Although he strives to establish peaceful, uncomplicated relations, he sometimes experiences painful disappointments. His artistic delicacy and refinement provide him with a sincere love of the arts, music, and literature. He is likely to be a gifted poet.

From the outside, Alonzo “Gorilla Zoe” Mathis appears detached and aloof, but on the inside he is an extremely complex individual, full of contradictions. Because he sometimes feels vulnerable emotionally, he tries to control not only his own feelings and urges, but also strives to manipulate those of his partners. He aspires to a profound and enduring spiritual unity, but at the same time, the idea of abandoning himself and yielding to the other terrifies him. This anguish may be a source of rather extreme behavior patterns and a somewhat self-focused attitude which could damage the relationship. Because he is guarded and somewhat secretive, he tends to be suspicious and are especially uneasy about spontaneous intimacy, although he is fascinated by sexuality. Within the privacy of the couple, he will not express his feelings unless he is subject to some tension. Life may be peppered with frequent crises and feuds, arguments and spats which usually act as erotic provocation. This derivation of eroticism from anxiety tends to be one of the fundamental characteristics of his emotional and sexual functioning. As a result, he is likely to be attracted by stormy and complicated relationships.

Alonzo ‘Gorilla Zoe’ Mathis often considers the input from his emotions and subjective perspective as static, trying to tune them out in order to approach the essence of knowledge. As a result, regardless of his field of study, he tries to obtain perspective. He will elaborate a thought on the basis of abstract, cold, and concise logic, supported by sober and immaculate reasoning. His choice areas of study could be mathematics, philosophy, legislation, or political science. Ideologies, theories, and any other system of reasoning could serve as “food for thought” for him.