Apache seeks balance between individual ambitions and need to give to others and be loved and recognized in return. Marriage and friendship could be realms to which he is especially devoted, but they may also prove to be a source of conflict and disillusion.

You have a paternal complex and, as a result, some trouble finding your identity. Perhaps your father or a father figure was absent physically or emotionally during your childhood, which deprived you of the patterns or models which are usually helpful in structuring a personality. Because you might have lacked a particular sense of security which could be provided by a paternal presence, as well as the examples of behavior to follow in confronting the difficulties inherent in every life, you were forced to protect yourself against negative influences and find your own system in order to grow and feel secure. Although this system was quite useful to you as a child, it has now settled in to such a degree that it interferes with your evolution. Psychological defense mechanisms and crutches which were once useful now encumber your mind or inhibit your developmental efforts. As a result, in certain situations, it is difficult for you to assert yourself, and you tend to remain an awkward or passive observer. Because your authoritarian urges are mainly directed at yourself rather than others, you sometimes feel guilty about your behavior. You judge yourself severely, and sometimes punishes yourself by setting difficult tasks for yourself. Gradually, you should build up a strong inner discipline and acquire the strength to face the problems of existence in a detached and mature way.

Apache’s personality and behavior are liable to be disrupted by a contradiction between the masculine and feminine archetypes ruling his psyche. Because his sensitivity is in conflict with his determination, his attitude and performance may be moody, fluctuating, and uncertain. Usually, he has the feeling he has to make superhuman efforts to succeed in assuaging his yearnings and fulfilling his ambitions. His unconscious, sensitive side often disapproves of his conscious endeavors and stealthily works to defeat them, causing crucial omissions, mistakes, and gaps which effectively sabotage his plans. In his relationships, the images he builds up and projects on the other are contradictory. As a result, any bond, even if it is pleasant and positive, also grates on his nerves. He finds it dissatisfying and irritating at the same time.

Apache has great strength of character. His courage and endurance enable him to accomplish even extremely arduous tasks. Although he sometimes behaves impulsively, he generally knows how to plan out an effective strategy, and, as a result, he reaches his goals without meeting any major obstacles. His forcefulness gives him certain leadership skills, which he may implement to creative and constructive ends.

Apache is very sensitive and receptive and tends to live in osmosis with his surroundings. His individuality almost seems to be diluted in a flood of sensations and impressions which are continually washing over him, and he sometimes finds it difficult to communicate his feelings to other people or engage in any structured, analytical thought. This may stem from a misunderstanding with his teachers when he was a child. Unable to understand their disciplinary measures or authority, he may have withdrawn into himself in self-defense. It was then that he constructed his rich inner life, the part of him they could not invade, and cut many of his ties to the outside. Because he enjoyed indulging in his inner life, it may have been difficult for him to acquire an objective vision of reality. As a result, even today, he tends to create imaginary problems for himself, regardless of the objective facts outside. Although his imagination is a source of inspiration and intuition, his fluid inner structure and organization sometimes make it difficult for him to grasp the essence of his dreams and share them with other people. He is not at all combative, and this tends to hinder his efforts to fit into society and assert himself productively. He is likely to prefer fantasy to reality, but his refusal to abandon his unattainable dreams is a psychological trap he has fallen into without realizing it. He must understand that by running away from his obligations and commitments, he only increases the feelings of guilt and incompetence which made reality so distasteful in the first place. Once he free himself from this pernicious process, he has a great deal of potential for fulfilling himself in the outer world, either by devoting himself to some sort of social work or by cultivating his considerable artistic talents.

The Apache has an inalienable awareness of the void and the vanity of existence. Sometimes disoriented and deconstructed by an unknowable, unconscious force, the Apache often ignores or disparages the superficial pleasures and pains of daily life, preferring to dive into the depths of human experience as deeply as their intellectual, emotional, and spiritual capacities permit. Grappling with their “fundamental nature,” the Apache sometimes aghast at the discovery of the sheer power of their instincts and feel an imperious need to cope with them. This special consciousness the Apache has been endowed with is somewhat beyond the bounds of conventional schools of human understanding and thought and may be a source of identity problems for them at the outset. It is not easy for the Apache to recognize themselves in any social or narcissistic models or identify with any existing roles or attitudes, so they sometimes find themselves forced to assert and express their own identity in a way which may strike their contemporaries as strangely intense if not eccentric.

Apache values freedom and independence. To ensure these values are expressed in their private lives, Apache is skittish when it comes to any profound involvement in a relationship. As a consequence, they might intellectualize their emotions and feelings and feel as though they can live more easily on friendship than on love. Extremely socially-minded but idealistic, Apache almost certainly feels an affinity with the ideals of some social reform movement. Their imagination looks to the future.

Apache has a lively and curious intelligence, the very opposite of empty rhetoric and studiousness. She is agile and adaptable and can not only analyze difficult situations objectively but also demonstrate a profound comprehension when faced with a psychological problem.

The Apache hides its sensitivity behind a cool exterior and is fairly conservative in its views. It is respectful of tradition and convention and likes to follow the rules. Because it needs stability to alleviate its feelings of frustration and sometimes emotional dependency, it has great faith in contracts which seal relationships. Its ties to its past are fairly strong. They are a source of reassurance and safety, because its parents likely gave a lot to it.

Apache often withholds herself from others. She has a penchant for intense emotions and sexuality, and her relationships are typically passionate. She enjoys understanding the hidden side of people, their secret or unconfessed motivations. If she had a career which placed her in contact with troubled people, it would be highly rewarding.

Apache’s personality is dominated by love and affectivity. She is subject to love at first sight, and her gallant heart sometimes leaps forth impulsively; her sensitivity is lively and powerful. Amorous rivalries and conquests may be a recurring theme throughout her life.

Apache’s birth chart indicates an emotional function which is expressed in a direct and fairly impulsive way. She enjoys reaching out to other people and making discoveries. An eternal teenager with her gaze riveted on the future, she is imbued with an eminently subjective and personal idealism.

Apache has a contradictory and somewhat enigmatic nature. He is both realistic and idealistic and does not always succeed in making his aspirations tangible accomplishments, though he certainly tries. For example, his taste for liberty usually acts as an obstacle rather than a true dynamic force. Likewise, in his relationships, he tends to fabricate illusions but may suddenly sober up next to a person he will find dull and feel trapped in a routine. This contradiction may make him feel uncomfortable with himself.

Apache puts a lot into their romantic relationships and expects a great deal from their partner. Their rebellious and headstrong nature can cause friction in their relationships, and this causes them a lot of heartache as they long to live in harmony with their partner. The balance they are seeking may lie within their grasp if their partner agrees to put the relationship on an equal footing. Mutual respect may then develop.

You are hypersensitive and tend to relive the anxieties, apprehensions, and romantic absolutes of your first love relationships, which occurred around the ages of 13-14 years or 20-21 years. You are exquisitely sensitive, but almost completely barricaded behind a layer of aloofness. You will not settle for anything less than eternal commitment, total harmony, and absolute loyalty. You are sometimes presumed to be cold, even by those close to her. You usually hide your emotional reactions or do not even allow them to reach the level of your consciousness, in an effort to protect your sensitivity, which you see as your weak point. You are fairly vulnerable, even in the intimacy of a stable and established relationship. Usually, you will disguise your strong feelings as a kind of possessiveness or even jealousy. Certain misfortunes may arouse a negative emotional state inside you, and you feel unworthy of the love which is lavished on you. This psychological prohibition which rules over all of your desires and affects should loosen with the passage of time; likewise, your fear of approaching the other will diminish. As a result, the second part of your romantic life will be more rewarding. In any case, if you want to experience a harmonious love relationship and gratify yourself emotionally, the defense mechanisms you have elaborated to make yourself inaccessible to others will have to be dismantled. Any profound relationship will also require that you learn how to forget yourself occasionally in the other.

Apache has a lively wit which gives her great agility and scope and a broad field of consciousness which enlivens her curiosity and makes her love variety and change. Her mind is alert and her speech is full of verve, humor, and sometimes impudence. These abilities are great resources in communication, discussion, and debate. She is a storehouse of information and ideas of every kind and delights in manipulating words and concepts, discovering new things, and sharpening her memory for trivial facts. This mental agitation could sometimes make her scattered, however, or lacking in coherence and discipline.

Apache does not express their thoughts and ideas smoothly or easily. They tend to be subjective, seeking to know themselves better through a process of introversion.

Apache thinks that you are a thinker who is able to see things from many perspectives. However, sometimes you can be slow to respond to others, and you find it difficult to put your thoughts into words. You think that others may not understand you as well as you think they do, and you sometimes feel like you need to be more expressive.

Apache is a personable and persuasive individual who has a great ability to communicate with others. When competing or dealing with hostility, Apache may be at a loss for how to behave, but this does not stop them from exceling in other areas. Apache is gifted with oratory and has a passion for writing and dance. These areas would be great for them as an actor, writer, or dancer.