Apathy is a diligent and persevering worker, gifted for tasks which require great precision and discipline. She might struggle with pessimism about her own self-worth and try to compensate for this feeling by constantly keeping busy and devoting herself almost entirely to those close to her.
Apathy has a complex and difficult relationship with her father. Although he was absent physically or emotionally during her childhood, she lacked the patterns or models which are usually helpful in structuring a personality. Because she lacked a paternal presence, she was forced to protect herself against negative influences and find her own system in order to grow and feel secure. However, this system became entrenched over time, preventing her from evolving. As a result, she has a difficult time asserting herself in certain situations, and often remains an awkward or passive observer. Because her authoritarian urges are mainly directed towards herself, she sometimes feels guilty about her behavior. She judges herself harshly, and sometimes punishes herself by setting difficult tasks for herself. Gradually, she should build up a strong inner discipline and acquire the strength to face the problems of existence in a detached and mature way.
At the moment of your birth, the two celestial “lights” (the sun and the moon) were symmetrically aligned. This was a sign of harmony and balance between the masculine and feminine archetypes. It was the source of understanding and balance between the two main psychological realms which constituted your personality. You enjoyed a positive complementarity and understanding between your conscious and unconscious aspects of your psyche, between your determination and your routines, between your drive for self-assertion and your receptivity, your ideal and your sensitivity. Your parents reflected a positive image of the marriage relationship to you and it is likely that they encouraged you to develop your own individuality. As a result, you were and are able to be comfortable with yourself as you are. This has definitely contributed to the maintenance of a good relationship with them and the rest of the family. In your emotional relationships with your peers, one of the effects of the masculine/feminine harmony was that the images your ego projected on the other were especially constructive. The bonds of the relationship were not felt to be constraints, the energy which flowed between the two people was a source of mutual happiness, not regret. No major personal conflicts were projected onto the “other” – that is, the significant other.
Apathy enjoys sharing and has a constant need for contact with other people. She tends to be free and uninhibited in her relations with other people, rarely allowing herself to be influenced by convention or prevailing opinion; she associates with whomever she pleases. This attitude makes her life refreshing and exciting, and she is never bored. In career terms, she is quite gifted for any field related to communication, where her intellectual singularity and lively wit would make her an amazing hit. She would also be likely to succeed in any activity where the work required a multidisciplinary approach: teaching, advertising, politics, etc.
Apathy is extremely sensitive and receptive and tends to live in osmosis with her surroundings. Her individuality almost seems to be diluted in a flood of sensations and impressions which are continually washing over her, and she sometimes finds it difficult to communicate her feelings to other people. This tide of emotion is a source of inspiration and intuition, but her fluid inner structure and organization sometimes make it difficult for her to grasp the essence of her dreams and share them with other people. She is not at all combative, and this tends to hinder her efforts to fit into society and assert herself productively. She is likely to prefer fantasy to reality, but her refusal to abandon her unattainable dreams is a psychological trap she has fallen into without realizing it. She must understand that by running away from her obligations and commitments, she only increases the feelings of guilt which made reality so distasteful in the first place. Once she free herself from this pernicious process, she has a great deal of potential for fulfilling herself in the outer world, either by devoting herself to some sort of social work or by cultivating her considerable artistic talents.
Apathy has an inalienable awareness of the void and the vanity of existence. It is sometimes disoriented and deconstructed by an unknowable, unconscious force, and tends to ignore or disparage the superficial pleasures and pains of daily life, preferring to dive into the depths of human experience as deeply as its intellectual, emotional, and spiritual capacities permit. Grappling with its “fundamental nature,” with the deepest and most primitive part of itself, it is sometimes aghast at the discovery of the sheer power of its instincts and feels an imperious need to cope with them. This special consciousness it has been endowed with is somewhat beyond the bounds of conventional schools of human understanding and thought, and may be a source of identity problems for it at the outset. It is not easy for it to recognize itself in any social or narcissistic models, or identify with any existing roles or attitudes, so it sometimes finds itself forced to assert and express its own identity in a way which may strike its contemporaries as strangely intense if not eccentric.
Apathy is a gentle, sensitive being who deeply identifies with childhood memories. You are sociable and devoted to others, but you may find it difficult to adjust to new situations. You are fond of security and routine and are somewhat impressionable and anxious.
Apathy is an individualist who has a powerful desire to contribute to the evolution of society. Because of this, she is usually successful in communications-related careers. She has a lively wit and a brisk interest in the future, technological progress, and new lifestyles. She would be especially successful in journalism, film, TV, radio, and advertising.
Apathy was having trouble distinguishing dreams from reality. Although her bubbling imagination provided an abundant source of inspiration for creative or spiritual evolution, it tended to be less helpful and positive in matters that concerned her self-assertion as responsible and self-sufficient in a relationship.
Apathy’s sensitivity and emotions are sometimes in conflict with her instincts. This inner discord makes her a fairly complicated relationship partner, and her behavior sometimes strikes others as mysterious or baffling. She is liable to switch from one attitude to the opposite. Sexuality is an important part of her life, and her relationships are most often motivated by her desires. Nevertheless, due to her unconscious inner battle, she does not often succeed in reconciling and fulfilling her emotional and sexual needs. Due to the strength of her instincts, passion may overwhelm her and drag her into situations she cannot always control, which intermingle erotic ecstasy and anguish, guilt, and aggressiveness.
Apathy is looking for the ideal love, but tends to idealize friends and lovers. She may prefer to dream of her soulmate instead of making love to one; she is more in love with the idea of love than anything else. Her idealism may hide a fear of truly committing herself to a relationship; she tries to intellectualize everything. In time, two options will seem clear to her: an amorous friendship based on shared ideas and intellectual exchange, or an open relationship, free of all constraints except mutual respect.
Apathy was born with a strong emotional function that expresses itself as a direct and fairly impulsive person. She enjoys reaching out to others and making discoveries. As an eternal teenager with her gaze riveted on the future, she is imbued with an eminently subjective and personal idealism.
Apathy sits in a clearing, watching the people around her. She doesn’t care about them, doesn’t care about anything. She’s just sitting there, letting the world pass her by.
Apathy watches as your loved one dreams of a life full of color and happiness. However, reality slowly starts to set in and you realize that your partner may not be as idealistic as you are and may not share the same dreams as you. They may be unambitious and struggle to take care of themselves and/or your loved ones. You may start to resent them for taking away your childhood dreams and robbing you of your innocence.
Apathy is an intuitive thinker. She does not reason things out through a long, articulate, logical discourse; instead, she seizes the visions or insights that spontaneously flash into her consciousness. She thus has a form of immediate knowledge of various phenomena which is based neither on reasoning nor on any elaborate thought process or method. As a result, if she is an extrovert, she will possess an inventive, innovative spirit gifted for improvisation. If she is an introvert, her mind will be an abundant source of personal inner truths.
Apathy listens to and understands what you have to say, but finds it difficult to express herself. She is introverted and prefers to mull things over in her head before speaking. She sees the world as a difficult place where she can never trust anyone, and is often pessimistic.
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