Autumn Monique searches for stability in her life; she wants to find a firm, unchanging structure that will provide her with a sense of order and control. But her efforts are often in vain, because she is also constantly yearning for something completely different. Every time she reaches what she believes to be a stable equilibrium, she realizes she wants something else entirely. She would do well to become aware that the concepts of stability and equilibrium are difficult to apply to life. By definition, life is movement, change, and perpetual instability.

You have a strong paternal complex, and as a result, some troublefinding your identity. Perhaps your father or a father figure was absent physically or emotionally during your childhood, which deprived you of the patterns or models which are usually helpful in structuring a personality. Because you might have lacked a particular sense of security which could be provided by a paternal presence, as well as the examples of behavior to follow in confronting the difficulties inherent in every life, you were forced to protect yourself against negative influences and find your own system in order to grow and feel secure. Although this system was quite useful to you as a child, it has now settled in to such a degree that it interferes with your evolution. Psychological defense mechanisms and crutches which were once useful now encumber your mind or inhibit your developmental efforts. As a result, in certain situations, it is difficult for you to assert yourself, and you tend to remain an awkward or passive observer. Because your authoritarian urges are mainly directed at yourself rather than others, you sometimes feel guilty about your behavior. You judge yourself severely, and sometimes punishes yourself by setting difficult tasks for yourself. Gradually, you should build up a strong inner discipline and acquire the strength to face the problems of existence in a detached and mature way.

At the moment of your birth, the two celestial “lights” (the sun and the moon) were symmetrically aligned. This is a sign of harmony between the masculine and feminine archetypes, which is extremely beneficial. It is the source of balance and understanding between the two main psychological realms which may be said to compose the personality. You thus enjoy a positive complementarity and understanding between the conscious and unconscious aspects of your psyche, between your determination and your routines, between your drive for self-assertion and your receptivity, your ideal and your sensitivity. Your parents almost certainly reflected a positive image of the marriage relationship to you, and it is likely that they encouraged you to develop your own individuality. As a result, you were and are able to be comfortable with yourself as you are instead of striving to attain your parents’ ideal. This has definitely contributed to the maintenance of a good relationship with them and the rest of the family. In your emotional relationships with your peers, one of the effects of the masculine/feminine harmony is that the images your ego projects on the other are especially constructive. The bonds of the relationship are not felt to be constraints, the energy which flows between the two people is a source of mutual happiness, not regret. No major personal conflicts are projected onto the “other” – that is, the significant other.

Autumn Monique is affectionate by nature, and loves playing a decisive and central role in her life. She is a charmer who needs to be loved and be seen as charming. Aware of her personal magnetism and the power it gives her, she will make subtle changes in herself in order to attract positive attention. She is sophisticated and pleased to savor a lifestyle she sees as a consummate art.

Autumn Monique is sensitive and receptive, living in osmosis with her surroundings. She finds it difficult to communicate her feelings to other people, and her tide of emotion is a source of inspiration and intuition. She is not combative, and this tends to hinder her efforts to fit into society. She prefers fantasy to reality, but her refusal to abandon her unattainable dreams is a psychological trap she has fallen into without realizing it. Once she frees herself from this pernicious process, she has a great deal of potential for fulfilling herself in the outer world.

Autumn Monique prefers to stick to a plan, especially if it’s based on logical or moral reasons. She doesn’t always express her emotions, which can make her seem stiff or cold to some. However, Autumn Monique is diligent and her carefulness and attention to detail make her a success in many fields. She would be a great scientific researcher or high-tech designer.

Autumn Monique has a sensitive and affectionate nature. She seeks tenderness and gentleness more than passion. Her relationships with others are smooth and pleasant, and she has a natural sense of tact and social grace.

Autumn Monique often craves order in her life and prefers to do things according to a predetermined plan. Unfortunately, because her logic and vision tend to be somewhat short-sighted, it requires a great effort for her to adapt to a situation. She is rigid, might struggle to make friends easily, and is sometimes wary of relations with those she is most attracted to. She is a gifted worrywart.

Autumn Monique has a sensitive and imaginative mind, which can lead her to confuse dreams with reality at times. Her bubbling imagination provides her with a great deal of inspiration for her spiritual or creative growth, but it can be less helpful and positive when it comes to her self-assertiveness as a responsible and self-sufficient person in a relationship. When it comes to relationships, she is very romantic and often sees others in a way that is not truly representative of who they are.

Autumn Monique has a sensitive and conflicted nature, which makes her a difficult person to relate to on a personal level. Her conflicting emotions often lead to her acting mysteriously or confusingly to those around her. Her sexuality is an important part of her life, and her relationships are usually driven by her desires. However, due to her unconscious inner conflict, Autumn Monique often fails to reconcile and fulfill her emotional and sexual needs. This strength of her instincts can often lead to her passion overpowering her and dragging her into situations she cannot always control, which mixes erotic ecstasy and anguish, guilt, and aggressiveness.

Autumn Monique’s attractions are usually immediate and intense. They rise quickly to fever pitch. The story of these passions is often dramatic to excess, combining all the plot elements of a classic love tragedy: jealousy, possessiveness, agony as an erotic stimulant, etc.

Autumn Monique’s birth chart indicates a somewhat introverted emotional function which is influenced by the cultural values traditional to her family and social class. Because she does not always trust her emotional urges and reactions, she generally prefers to hang back and acquire some perspective before committing herself emotionally.

Autumn Monique’s emotional involvement might be the source of some dissatisfaction for her. The usual romantic behavior and the lifestyle values prevailing in this area are not really appropriate for her. As a result, she seeks few intimate emotional relationships or contacts. She tends to stay in the background and fulfill her emotional needs by sublimating. She might not attain full romantic satisfaction until she reaches middle age.

Autumn Monique is realistic and has sharp, critical faculties. In a relationship, she might repress herself and be too demanding of herself. However, she can use her charms expertly. Actually, she oscillates between passionate excess and insufficiency.

When it comes to romance, Autumn Monique can be a little indecisive. Her behavior can baffle her partners; a hesitation waltz in which she yields to affection and then suddenly bolts. Unfortunately, her timing is usually a little bit wrong- she may pass up or spoil a relationship which would have been extremely fulfilling. She tends to be especially attracted to people with a strong sexual aura; however, they are the type who could torment her or take advantage of her weaknesses.

You have a romantic imagination, soaring with idealism, dreams, and poetry. You are emotive and hypersensitive, making you especially vulnerable emotionally, since you are sometimes overwhelmed by your feelings and affects. Although you seek an ideal soulmate, a partner with whom you could maintain blissful, smooth relations, you are sometimes met with disillusionment. Because your rather excessive sensitivity and your need to merge with the other are deep and powerful enough, they can submerge your judgment and discernment, so you sometimes form extremely intense bonds too quickly with individuals who are not appropriate partners in many ways. When you meet someone, you fall under the enchantment of your dream of ideal love and cannot keep yourself from delighting in a reverie of future romance, placing the other on a pedestal. Early on in the relationship, you yield to another of your characteristic urges and lose yourself in the individual who is so dear to you, melding with them, only to awaken one morning and find yourself as if in the arms of a stranger, greatly astounded and disappointed. Actually, your psyche is constructed in such a way as to make your sensitivity a function of the environment, in many cases; it follows the flow of momentary emotions and impressions. Before you take on any major commitments, you should make a conscious effort to evaluate the relationship realistically, and see whether the person really reciprocates your intense love, for you may merely be in love with the mirage of an ideal partner. Your tendency to believe in your illusions may mark you as an easy prey for people with bad intentions. It would be a good idea for you to find a different object for your affections, or a form of sublimation, because you tend to be so disappointed by your great emotional investments. The delicacy and subtlety of your imagination procure artistic refinement for you, and you love the arts, music, and literature, which could all be good sources of emotional involvement and fulfillment. Because your sensitivity also makes it easy for you to empathize with the psychological or social difficulties your peers are struggling with, you might also find it rewarding to commit yourself to social work.

Autumn Monique has a mental aptitude for comparing, evaluating, and weighing information. This intellectual modus operandi has enabled her to develop an innate sense of values, both artistic and ethical, as well as a remarkable ability to relate to other people. Her appreciative, conciliatory attitude makes her a skillful diplomat able to untangle conflict situations deftly and with ease. In other situations, her artistic spirit is sensitive to a wide variety of harmonies.

Autumn Monique expresses her thoughts and ideas in direct, spontaneous outbursts. She is fairly extroverted and eager to discover and understand the outer world. An idealist, she looks forward to a bright future but is sometimes subjective and reckless.

You have a deep, accurate mind that is drawn to the essence of things. As a result, you are particularly suited to the study of mathematics, architecture, engineering, or perhaps even politics. Your contribution to society will probably be most lasting and effective in the field of knowledge and expertise. However, you should learn to work alone, because you tend to be uncomfortable in some surroundings. Additionally, you will have to learn to conquer your impatience, because you tend to waste time agonizing over deadlines and schedules. Furthermore, a lack of self-confidence could cause you to be fairly conventional and respectful of time-honored ways. Instead, you should find the courage to question your convictions.