Avaya-Bella Hugo senses that she has instincts which may be dangerous, and she tries to restrain and control them. As a result, she may adopt a fairly ascetic lifestyle. Her attitude, which denies the vital importance of the most archaic and darkest forces within her, is not entirely innocuous. If she hopes for a more harmonious development, she will do well to realize that instincts can be tamed; they do not react positively to being trampled.
Avaya-Bella Hugo is a very sensitive person who has a lot of conflicting emotions. She is usually moody and fluctuates in her attitude and performance. She also has a lot of unresolved desires and feels like she has to make superhuman efforts to succeed. Her unconscious side often disapproves of her conscious endeavors and tries to sabotage them. This causes her to make critical omissions, mistakes, and gaps in her plans. In her relationships, she has a hard time forming close bonds because she is conflicted about the images she builds up and projects on the other. She finds it dissatisfying and irritating at the same time.
Avaya-Bella Hugo has great strength of character. Her courage and endurance enable her to accomplish even extremely arduous tasks. Although she sometimes behaves impulsively, she generally knows how to plan out an effective strategy, and, as a result, she reaches her goals without meeting any major obstacles. Her forcefulness gives her certain leadership skills, which she may implement to creative and constructive ends.
Avaya-Bella Hugo has a great potential for creative, constructive accomplishments; however, it is sometimes difficult for her to gain access to this part of herself. She is confident in herself and life but may tend to be nonchalant. She sometimes needs a little stimulation to get herself rolling and take some initiative. Her optimism and inner certainty do not always drive her to give her utmost efforts to achieve a goal. The communications skills she possesses are an advantage as well as a handicap. She makes use of her theatrical gifts, convincing eloquence, and ability to listen. The best careers for her would be teaching, communications, philosophy, the legal profession, theater, and public relations.
You are very sensitive and receptive, and you tend to live in osmosis with your surroundings. Your individuality almost seems to be diluted in a flood of sensations and impressions which are continually washing over you, and you often find it difficult to communicate your feelings to other people. This tide of emotion is a source of inspiration and intuition, but due to your lack of inner structure and organization, it is difficult for you to grasp the essence of your dreams and share them with other people. You are not at all combative, and this hinders your efforts to fit into society and assert yourself productively. Your tendency to prefer fantasy to reality and your refusal to abandon your unattainable dreams is a psychological trap you have fallen into without realizing it. You must understand that by escaping from your obligations and commitments, you only increase the feelings of guilt and incompetence which made reality so distasteful in the first place. Once you free yourself from this pernicious process, you have a great deal of potential for fulfilling yourself in the outer world, either by devoting yourself to the community or by cultivating your considerable artistic talents.
Avaya-Bella Hugo enjoys physical and mental freedom. She is young and has a home of the roaming, wandering type, which may have given her a taste for movement and independence. She needs to be aware that her life has a purpose and hunt for it in various belief systems, both traditional and new age. In fact, she has an unmistakable gift for philosophy. The faraway appeals to her, and travel is likely to be an important aspect of her life.
Although your demeanor is cool and distant, you are extremely sensitive. In some cases, your rather austere and rigid behavior and your refusal to yield too readily to sentimentality discourage others from being too demonstrative of their tenderness and affection. You have spells of melancholy in which you do not feel worthy of being loved and tend to forbid yourself emotional fulfillment. An austere or somewhat traumatic childhood experience may be the source of this behavior. You may have suffered rejection in your infancy, and, as a result, lacked the parental love which is essential to the cohesion of a personality and identity. In order to feel secure, and to protect yourself from ever suffering rejection or abandonment again, you withdrew into yourself and developed your aloofness as a defense mechanism. When you finally let down your defenses and allow yourself to express your feelings, you tend to become impassioned and exalted. You are fairly introverted and egocentric and have a powerful sense of your own identity.
Avaya-Bella Hugo resents having to impose limitations on herself, and she may sometimes try to dodge obligations and commitments. The obstacles and hindrances reality places on her path to personal and social development tend to depress her. She sometimes broods bitterly about the frustrations to her self-fulfillment and might have a fairly pessimistic vision of society and its possibilities.
Avaya-Bella Hugo is sensitive and imaginative, but her bubbling imagination can cause her trouble distinguishing dreams from reality. Her romantic nature is great for creating relationships, but she sometimes sees others in a way that’s not accurate.
Avaya-Bella Hugo is sometimes afraid to love. The world of her feelings is characterized by a certain chill and restraint, but she is not unfeeling; on the contrary, her sensitivity is so delicate that she is careful to protect it. Her determination to maintain control of her feelings and force her emotions to obey the laws of reason may stand in the way of intimacy and joy.
Avaya-Bella Hugo’s birth chart indicates an emotional function which is expressed in a direct and fairly impulsive way. She enjoys reaching out to other people and making discoveries. An eternal teenager with her gaze riveted on the future, she is imbued with an eminently subjective and personal idealism.
As a result of this conflict between the conscious, active, masculine principle of your psyche and the unconscious, passive, feminine principle, you are continually subject to tension. You are hesitant and impressionable, and your behavior vacillates between enthusiasm and despair, between shyness and outrageousness, and between passion and indifference. Your love life tends to be a jumble of baroque and eccentric affections which soon dissolve, leaving you feeling baffled and grieving. Unable to refuse when someone appeals to your compassion, you may be gobbled up or allow yourself to be seduced. Your happiness will depend on the one you meet, unless you free yourself through artistic, mystical, or psychic sublimation. But since you are fairly lucky, you may marry a loyal and brilliant companion who really loves you. Unfortunately, circumstances may then make married life unstable.
Avaya-Bella Hugo alternates between sudden desires and equally sudden repulsions, overwhelming elation followed by a depressing sensation of disgust. Always ready to commit herself body and soul, her pain is deep and enduring when she realizes that she made a mistake and needs to get out. This was a recurring theme in her youthful relationships. Maturity will help her to resolve her inner conflicts – desire is not the same as ambition, letting go doesn’t mean losing herself – and to find balance in relationships.
You are a passionate lover, always on the lookout for opportunities to pursue a relationship. Your personal charm and magnetism are irresistibly seductive, but your attempts at conquest can sometimes fall short of your expectations. This can be due to your impulsiveness and impatience, which can lead to a lack of tact and delicacy when pursuing relationships. Because of your emotional behavior, it may be difficult for you to maintain stable and harmonious relationships. This inner conflict can be a sign of your tendency to derive pleasure from suffering–either your own or that of your partner. The relationship can thus become the setting for a power struggle, weakening it as a source of psychological equilibrium. However, you could sublimate this difficulty through artistic expression.
A cautious and reserved person, you often hesitate to open yourself up to others if you’re not sure they will be accepting. You’re very selective in your expressions of affection, reserving them for those you feel really connect with. For you, “good fences make good neighbors,” and well-defined boundaries can help prevent future conflict. So even when you’re in love, you still remain fairly reserved. When you find yourself attracted to someone, you do a lot of research to learn about them and their life. You want to know everything about them so you can decide if you want to be with them. As a result, you have a profound affinity for the arts. Music, literature, painting, and graphic arts are all likely to be enjoyable for you. You could go anywhere in the world and find a career that matches your interests and skills.
Avaya-Bella Hugo is a flexible individual with progressive, inventive, and sometimes utopian ideas that relate to human or social problems. She always strives to be in the vanguard, creating a better world for the future.
Avaya-Bella Hugo expresses her thoughts and ideas carefully, but with a relative lack of spontaneity. She is rather introverted and looks inside herself for the solutions to the problems she encounters in life. Because she tends to mistrust customary thought patterns, her opinion is usually highly personal.
Avaya-Bella Hugo’s intellect and wit are sometimes slowed down because she is oriented inward. Because she tends to be focused on herself, she rarely tries to communicate with others for the simple pleasure of doing so. Indeed, she sometimes feels misunderstood. Moreover, it seems difficult to her to express the complexity of her inner perceptions.
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