There is a fundamental contradiction or opposition at the core of your personality, but it does not shatter your integrity. However, it causes your inner world to be complex, divided, or even torn, without ever being totally dissociated, because every thought and action is a source of unification. As a result, intellectually you are a talented syncretist. You are able to see the link between heterogeneous and diverse elements which do not appear to be related in the least. You can bring about surprising reconciliation, create unexpected bonds, combine beliefs which seem mutually incompatible. Your imaginative powers also flow from the division in your psyche and are evidenced by inspirations, visions, and abilities which exceed the context of logic and reasoning. You allow yourself to be guided by irrational phenomena like foreshadowing or premonitions, which well up from the depths of your being. You are more of a medium than an intuitive, because intuition requires a clear consciousness of reality. You are borne along by currents and tides of knowledge and live in symbiosis with forces which overwhelm you. In fact, it is because of this relative passivity that you are more or less a medium, because you wish merely to perceive what surrounds you; you have no wish to impose your will. Although this attitude endows you with great potential for productivity, it may also become dangerous, if you find yourself overpowered by forces you can never totally control. You tend to perceive things as undifferentiated; you do not always see the world as an organized, structured, hierarchical entity. Instead, you are sensitive to energy flows, to invisible forces which you perceive and try to interpret. Your consciousness knows no bounds, and you do not feel confined by either space or time. But the image of the infinite imprinted on your imagination has a tendency to manifest itself with a lack of definition, in most of your thoughts and acts. In relation to other people, you usually demonstrate warmth and humanism. You are a fairly pleasant companion, although your sensitivity can be annoying at times. You tend to identify with your friends to a great degree, instead of remaining apart and empathetic. In fact, you are capable of losing yourself in another person at times. You should take time to reflect upon the quality of what you bestow on others and on whom you bestow it. You would doubtless come to the conclusion that your devotion is motivated by guilt feelings; your giving is a way of escaping from yourself, and your broad tolerance sometimes merely hides a weak character. Your basic aptitude for compassion could inspire

Ayla Tesler-Mabe is a pleasure lover and will find self-fulfillment in creative activities.

Ayla Tesler-Mabe is attracted by the here-and-now, by study, and writing. She has a special affinity for the people around her: siblings (or close friends), neighbors, etc.

Ayla Tesler-Mabe’s rising sign is Cancer, and the sun is currently in the sign of Pisces. Her personality is based on the various clues mentioned above – sensitivity, emotionalism, imagination, pliancy, eccentricity, humility, and reserve, savings and thrift, idealism, obstinacy, and intuition. She will luxuriate in the feeling of things long before she actually possesses them, but she is also hypersensitive and can be vulnerable to negative emotions as well as positive ones. She is capable of energy and effort in her professional life, but in other areas she might lack determination.

Born in the three and one-half days before the full moon rose, you have a rich, complex personality. Sometimes you feel like you are struggling to do something great, but this feeling can be frustrating until you find a spiritual or humanitarian cause that you are willing to devote yourself to. Devotion will be important to you as you develop spiritually and emotionally. If you don’t find a great cause to serve, you can always find a person who has a powerful aura and magnetic personality. Whatever you decide, it will be through service that you will come to understand and transform yourself.