Badlinu is trying to overcome its feelings of insecurity. To do so, it needs a home: a dwelling, a territory, or perhaps a safe space or setting where it can rest, and let down its systems of defense against the outer world, which it finds aggressive and hostile. It is ready to make some sacrifices in order to maintain and consolidate the structure it has chosen. True inner security, based on real knowledge of itself, its abilities, and its shortcomings, its strengths and its weaknesses would no doubt be most effective and would allow it to remain open to the varieties of experience offered by the world.
Badlinu’s personality and behavior are liable to be disrupted by a contradiction between the masculine and feminine archetypes ruling his psyche. Because his sensitivity is in conflict with his determination, his attitude and performance may sometimes be moody, fluctuating, and uncertain. Usually, he has the feeling he has to make superhuman efforts to succeed in assuaging his yearnings and fulfilling his ambitions. His unconscious, sensitive side often disapproves of his conscious endeavors and stealthily works to defeat them, causing crucial omissions, mistakes, and gaps which effectively sabotage his plans. In his relationships, the images he builds up and projects on the other are contradictory. As a result, any bond, even if it is pleasant and positive, might also annoy him. He could find it dissatisfying and irritating at the same time.
Badlinu has great strength of character. Her courage and endurance enable her to accomplish even extremely arduous tasks. Although she sometimes behaves impulsively, she generally knows how to plan out an effective strategy, and, as a result, she reaches her goals without meeting any major obstacles. Her forcefulness gives her certain leadership skills, which she may implement to creative and constructive ends.
Badlinu has an inalienable awareness of the void and the vanity of existence. Sometimes disoriented and deconstructed by an unknowable, unconscious force, Badlinu prefers to dive into the depths of human experience as deeply as his intellectual, emotional, and spiritual capacities permit. Grappling with his “fundamental nature,” Badlinu sometimes aghast at the discovery of the sheer power of his instincts and feels an imperious need to cope with them. This special consciousness Badlinu has been endowed with is somewhat beyond the bounds of conventional schools of human understanding and thought and may be a source of identity problems for him at the outset. It is not easy for Badlinu to recognize himself in any social or narcissistic models, or identify with any existing roles or attitudes, so he sometimes finds himself forced to assert and express his own identity in a way which may strike his contemporaries as strangely intense if not eccentric.
Badlinu enjoys physical and mental freedom. His youth and home may have been of the rootless, wandering type, which could have given him a taste for movement and independence. He needs to be aware that his life has a purpose and hunt for it in various belief systems, both traditional and new age. In fact, he has an unmistakable gift for philosophy. The faraway appeals to him, and travel is likely to be an important aspect of his life.
Badlinu is cheerful and expansive, giving of themselves and their belongings unstintingly. This positive psychological outlook is the result of a happy childhood and especially an extremely beneficial maternal influence in infancy. Badlinu is quite likely to be a professional success; their vision of the world is perfectly adapted to prevailing opinion, and their urges and desires for personal expansion usually elicit a positive reaction from society. By old age, Badlinu’s good reputation and prominence may have earned them fame.
Badlinu has sexuality as an important part of their life, and their relationships are most often determined by their instincts. If they have a relationship that is exclusively satisfying sexually, however, they might feel frustration, because they are driven by a kind of unconscious guilt to seek fulfillment for their heart and soul as well. They tend to be a rather excessive and tormented partner, who often re-evaluates the bonds that connect them to their partners.
Badlinu enjoys captivating people with the elegance and ease of her expression. She is a witty and engaging flirt, an avid player of the game of love. As a result, the history of her affections is liable to be episodic, a long series of chapters about conquests or fleeting love affairs. She may carry on some love relationships by writing letters.
Badlinu’s birth chart indicates an emotional function which is expressed in a direct and fairly impulsive way. Badlinu enjoys reaching out to other people and making discoveries. An eternal teenager with her gaze riveted on the future, Badlinu is imbued with an eminently subjective and personal idealism.
Badlinu is constantly uncertain about her feelings. Nothing ever seems to meet her high emotional aspirations, and when she thinks she has finally found her ideal match, usually it is because her aspirations have changed. As a result, there are likely to be several commitments or marriages.
A person of delicate sensibilities, with a carefree and flighty nature, you have had many romantic encounters, drawing admirers with your lively and mischievous mind. A great lover of art and literature, you are particularly attracted to outstanding people, artists and designers, with whom you form friendships involving a greater or lesser degree of romance. You view friendship as spiritual love and cannot conceive of a relationship that does not involve this noble sentiment.
Badlinu has an ardent and amorous character, and her relationships are enlivened by intensity and passion. A charmer perpetually engaged in a quest for the ideal love, Badlinu is often more in love with the idea of love than with a partner. As a result, her love life may be subject to some instability. She is generally attracted to original people who defy norms, standards, and classifications, and expect them to amaze and fascinate her. Her greatest contradictions surface when an intimate relationship is established. Although she merges her ego entirely into the couple, she is likely to demand a total autonomy and liberty which are inimical to intimacy. If her partner charms and captivates her long enough, there is some possibility that they will form a more solid bond with her; otherwise, she is likely to yield to her need for novelty and fall under the spell of an entirely different person who exerts a new kind of charm for her.
Midlife may be a turning point for her from this point of view. Her contradictory attitude may in some ways hide a compulsion to reject and deny the bonds of dependency inherent to a love relationship. Her behavior enables her to remain aloof, to commit herself only halfway without consciously admitting it to herself, and to avoid feeling guilty if and when she loses interest. An insatiable appetite for novelty and exaltation sometimes keeps her from forming stable relationships. Indeed, she is tormented by the struggle between her undeniable need for affection and an equally imperious desire for personal progress and emancipation. As a result of this inner turmoil, her romantic aspirations are usually sabotaged sooner or later by her conviction that her partner has become an obstacle to her individual progress. Because she thinks of love as a restraint, she may even eventually consciously refuse any emotional approach to love interests. As an ascetic, she will try to deflect the love function from its natural target and use the energy and bliss it generates for other purposes, the process psychologists call sublimation. However, she is also likely to meet “the one” who inspires her to initiate a change in her behavior.
Badlinu has a lively wit which gives her great agility and scope and a broad field of consciousness which enlivens her curiosity and makes her love variety and change. Her mind is alert and her speech is full of verve, humor, and sometimes impudence. These abilities are great resources in communication, discussion, and debate. She is a storehouse of information and ideas of every kind and delights in manipulating words and concepts, discovering new things, and sharpening her memory for trivial facts. This mental agitation could sometimes make her scattered, however, or lacking in coherence and discipline.
Badlinu expresses its thoughts and ideas in direct, spontaneous outbursts. It is fairly extroverted and eager to discover and understand the outer world. An idealist, it looks forward to a bright future but is sometimes subjective and reckless.
Badlinu has a certain charm and ability to speak persuasively, but can be at a loss for how to behave in situations where competition or conflict is present. In writing and dance, Badlinu might excel.
Badlinu has a lively and agile spirit, but he tends to apply his mental abilities in a somewhat haphazard and disorderly way. He is curious and open-minded, approaching various life experiences with an attitude free of either dogmatism or prejudice. His extremely lively mind leads him to have an opinion on every subject. Although he enjoys manipulating expressions and concepts and amuses others and himself with witty remarks, his conversations could collapse into argument and conflict. Because he is often too hasty to formulate and construct the arguments which would back up and inform his ideas, he is sometimes misunderstood. He is often blind to the rashness of his judgments and convinced they are well-founded and objective, which sometimes irritates the people around him. Actually, his overriding need to assert himself as an individual sometimes defeats discussion and prevents him from listening to the other person fairly. But if he were to succeed in disciplining his mind somewhat, he would have innumerable opportunities to apply his communications skills to a great career. Moreover, he should be careful of his nerves, which are fairly high-strung. Any physical fitness activity would be beneficial; an Eastern discipline such as yoga or Tai-chi-chuan could teach him how to relax and improve control of his nervous and mental energies.
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