Bandmanrill seeks to make his inner wealth outwardly manifest and substantial.
Bandmanrill tries to stay away from the other people in the tribe, but they are always trying to get to him. He doesn’t like to work with others because he thinks it will interference with his own personal growth. He is always looking to leave his mark on the world, so he doesn’t need anyone else’s help.
While the bandmanrill contributes to important social causes or collective ideals, they tend to keep their individual identity intact. For this reason, although they may become personally involved in social affairs, they are likely to resist any project they will be unable to lead themselves, according to their own individual direction. They tend to identify themselves with an activity with social implications and attempt to know themselves through this activity.
Bandmanrill has a dynamic, mind-oriented personality. His attitudes in life are spontaneous and direct; usually, they enhance his personal aura. A fiery idealist, he has a tendency to approach life a bit too idealistically. He may go from disillusionment to disillusionment without ever reflecting on his ways. Once he investigates his deeper needs and the limitations imposed by reality, he can achieve true stability after much work.
You struggle to get into natural harmony with the physical world and the limitations and restraints it places upon you. Idealistic, you tend to be somewhat disconnected from practical considerations, and barely pay any attention to material things like food, money, your surroundings, and so on. You tend to be footloose and fancy-free, oblivious to the necessities of survival in the physical world, until your lack of material resources – an issue that you usually grant no importance – becomes an emergency. This feeling of being out of touch with material things and the physical dimension of reality may sometimes lead you to see yourself as unfit for this world. You may think you cannot attach yourself to anything that would sustain your efforts at self-expression. However, your impractical nature offers many positive aspects. You see life’s possibilities as limitless. You are apt to develop your imagination or pursue a spiritual quest in order to transcend the material world.
You work hard to understand the feelings of others, but you find it difficult to empathize with them. You understand their feelings, but you don’t understand your own. You see the emotional world as a foreign territory, full of hidden dangers. Becoming familiar with it would present more drawbacks than advantages. As a result, you might appear distant or cold. You might struggle to establish meaningful relationships, as you seek special people to bond with. If you could accept and understand your own emotions, you would have easier time grappling with the feelings of others. You have a strong desire for emotional independence, and might find it difficult to see the emotional needs of others. You might even be the first to deny that such needs exist. As a result, your dependency on others is unconscious. Because it is seen as such a threat, it is repressed. In fact, although you offer conscious resistance to anyone who tries to lure you out of your emotional bubble, you are always making timid, half-conscious forays into the world of feelings, because your loneliness and fear are so unbearable.
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