Beate Bille has a confidence in herself that sometimes falters. She tries to compensate for this weakness by insisting on her authority over others. With the people she is emotionally committed to, the same nagging feelings of insecurity prevent her from expressing her generosity and love fully. Her extreme independence sometimes hides an inability to abandon herself and a lack of assurance.
At the moment of your birth, two celestial “lights” were symmetrically aligned. This is a sign of harmony between the masculine and feminine archetypes, which is beneficial. It is the source of balance and understanding between the two main psychological realms, which may be said to compose the personality. You thus enjoy a positive complementarity and understanding between the conscious and unconscious aspects of your psyche, between your determination and your routines, between your drive for self-assertion and your receptivity, your ideal and your sensitivity. Your parents almost certainly reflected a positive image of the marriage relationship to you, and it is likely that they encouraged you to develop your own individuality. As a result, you were and are able to be comfortable with yourself as you are instead of striving to attain your parents’ ideal. This has definitely contributed to the maintenance of a good relationship with them and the rest of the family. In your emotional relationships with your peers, one of the effects of the masculine/feminine harmony is that the images your ego projects on the other are especially constructive. The bonds of the relationship are not felt to be constraints, the energy which flows between the two people is a source of mutual happiness, not regret. No major personal conflicts are projected onto the “other” – that is, the significant other.
You may be subject to mood swings, going from phases of frenzy combined with a feeling of omnipotence and exaltation to phases of apathy and inertia. During your “highs,” your behavior is vigorous and dynamic, but it is also likely to be somewhat excessive. These periods tend to be interspersed with “lows,” phases of sluggishness and inhibition, which compensate for your immense need to assert yourself as an individual. How can you find a way out of this vicious cycle which uses up so much of your energy?
You would have to understand that the source of your attitudes and behavior is an unconscious desire for power. We suggest that you meditate upon power, skills, mastery, challenge, desire, and need, your brothers (or brother substitutes, such as friends, cousins, or classmates) – who are key figures – and your adversaries. This should enlighten you. Of course, once you have a clear awareness of your career ambitions and profound desires, you are sure to have plenty of energy to accomplish them.
She does not always feel in tune with society’s rules and conventions. The mask of sociability most well-adapted people wear is difficult for her to assume, and it is hard for her to act out the roles expected of her as a normal member of the community. The usual social values and rewards, like money, respect, and prestige, only mildly interest her. Her refusal or inability to play the social game may make it hard for her to find a job, which may have negative consequences on her financial and legal status. Reluctant and unwilling to adapt to the demands of social life, she sometimes unwittingly makes mistakes when a new project is in the planning stages. For example, she may leave gaps in a job application, botch up an interview with a prospective employer, or make a big mistake when bidding for a contract. But her financial difficulties may clear up when her emotional ones do.
Because Beate Bille prefers to operate according to a well-defined plan, her behavior generally reflects this tendency. She will typically adhere to relatively strict models that are based on logical or moral reasons. She typically does not readily express her personal feelings or emotions, and may sometimes strike others as a rigid person. However, her conscientiousness and application make her thrive in a work environment, and she often treats social engagements and activities as a form of duty. Her natural taste for clarity, detail, and technique would make her successful as a scientific researcher or high-tech designer.
Beate Bille maintains strong ties with her past, and it often seems difficult for her to open her heart to new people. Her love affairs exist on the surface level, because her lust and sensual desire rarely turn into a need to understand, protect, and care for the other. Moreover, it is difficult for her to meet partners who combine the ideals of the tender parent and the great lover.
Beate Bille has a sensitive nature. Although she may sometimes have trouble controlling her emotional reactions, they are nevertheless a source of vital energy for a constructive passion and may make an extremely positive contribution to her career. In relations with other people, Beate Bille is quite friendly; she willingly reaches out to people and knows how to listen to their desires and their problems.
Beate Bille is a cheerful and expansive person. She is very generous, and her positive psychological outlook is the result of a happy childhood and a very beneficial maternal influence in infancy. She is likely to be a professional success, as her vision of the world is perfectly adapted to prevailing opinion, and her urges and desires for personal expansion usually elicit a positive reaction from society. By old age, her good reputation and prominence may have earned her fame.
Beate Bille sometimes fears to love – the world of her feelings is characterized by a certain chill and restraint. But she is not unfeeling; on the contrary, her sensitivity is so delicate that she is careful to protect it. Her determination to maintain control of her feelings and force her emotions to obey the laws of reason may stand in the way of intimacy and joy.
Beate Bille’s birth chart indicates an emotional function which is usually expressed carefully and reasonably. Distrustful of her emotional urges and somewhat wary of her feelings, she tries to rid herself of all partiality and try to get some perspective and distance before making an emotional commitment.
Beate Bille is realistic and has sharp, critical faculties. In a relationship, she might repress herself and be too demanding of herself. However, she can use her charms expertly. Actually, she oscillates between passionate excess and insufficiency.
Beate Bille is attracted to fairly cold and ethereal people despite her strong sex drive. As a result, her emotional life may be reduced to a system of restraints, efforts, duties, and self-denials. However, these romantic interests will have a positive influence on her career and will encourage her in her professional ambitions.
Beate Bille reads a book on philosophy. She finds it theoretical and logical, but also intuitive and rational. She is attracted to wide open spaces and distant horizons; as a scholar, she feels an affinity for higher studies such as philosophy or law. She also finds foreign languages or contacts abroad interesting.
Beate Bille tries to shy away from subjectivity and be as objective as possible. Her thoughts are usually structured, and her reasoning, based on objective facts or experience, usually relates to practical goals.
You have a lively and agile spirit. You are curious and open-minded, approaching various life experiences without either dogmatism or prejudice. As a result of the liveliness of your mind, you tend to have an opinion on every subject, but you do not always have the patience or perspective necessary to examine a subject and gain in-depth knowledge of it. You enjoy manipulating expressions and concepts and amuses yourself with witty remarks, satire, and controversy. If you learned to control your flow of words better and elaborate your thoughts more, you might make a talented communicator. Because you are often too hasty to formulate and construct the arguments which would back up and inform your ideas, you are sometimes misunderstood. You are often blind to the rashness of your judgments and convinced they are well-founded and objective, which sometimes irritates the people around you. If you were to succeed in disciplining your mind somewhat, you would have innumerable opportunities to apply your communications skills to a great career. However, you would do well to be careful of your nerves.
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