Bella Shepard is searching for stability; she wants to find a firm, unchanging structure for her life. But her efforts to achieve this ideal are often vain, because unconsciously, she is also inhabited by the opposite desire. Every time she reaches what she believes to be a good balance, she realizes she wants something entirely different. She would do well to become aware that the concepts of stability and balance are difficult to apply to life. By definition, life is movement, change, and perpetual instability.

You have a paternal complex, resulting in some trouble finding your identity. Perhaps your father or a father figure was absent physically or emotionally during your childhood, which deprived you of the patterns or models which are usually helpful in structuring a personality. Because you might have lacked a particular sense of security which could be provided by a paternal presence, as well as the examples of behavior to follow in confronting the difficulties inherent in every life, you were forced to protect yourself against negative influences and find your own system in order to grow and feel secure. Although this system was quite useful to you as a child, it has now settled in to such a degree that it interferes with your evolution. Psychological defense mechanisms and crutches which were once useful now encumber your mind or inhibit your developmental efforts. As a result, in certain situations, it is difficult for you to assert yourself, and you tend to remain an awkward or passive observer. Because your authoritarian urges are mainly directed at yourself rather than others, you sometimes feel guilty about your behavior. You judge yourself severely, and sometimes punishes yourself by setting difficult tasks for yourself. Gradually, you should build up a strong inner discipline and acquire the strength to face the problems of existence in a detached and mature way.

Bella Shepard is affectionate by nature, and loves playing a decisive and central role in her life. She is a charming person who needs to be loved and be in a relationship. Aware of her personal magnetism and the power it gives her, she will make subtle changes to herself in order to attract positive attention. She is sophisticated and pleased to savor a lifestyle she sees as a consummate art.

Bella Shepard represses her feelings and sensitivity and avoids the sort of situation where she might be forced to express them. This inhibition is related to a feeling of not having been loved enough. In many cases, to the detriment of her love life, she is capable of plunging all her energy into her work. She seeks social recognition through her career achievements.

Bella Shepard is extremely sensitive and imaginative, which can sometimes lead to difficulty distinguishing dreams from reality. She has a lot of spiritual and creative inspiration from her bubbling imagination, but it can be less helpful and positive when it comes to her self-assertion and being independent. Although Bella’s psychic abilities drive her to be fulfilled through artistic pursuits, it may be difficult for her to market her talents in terms of a career. In a relationship, Bella is incredibly romantic and often idealizes people, which can lead to disappointment when their true natures are eventually betrayed.

Bella Shepard was determined to experiment with a new style of love. Her idealistic aspirations may have been a form of escapism, but they encouraged her to cast off conventional romantic practices and customs and embark on new adventures.

Bella Shepard was born with an emotional function that is expressed in a direct and fairly impulsive way. She enjoys reaching out to other people and making discoveries. An eternal teenager with her gaze riveted on the future, she is imbued with an eminently subjective and personal idealism.

Shepard, Bella. Inhibited when it comes to emotion, you are more comfortable with your career, where your desire to progress and your taste for power give you wings. You might intimidate potential, insecure partners and find yourself in equivocal relationships. You’ll be happiest when you find a balance between your work and intimate life.

Bella Shepard’s love life is dominated by uncertainty. After some hesitation, she may get married, and then quickly regret her action, feeling unhappy in the relationship and misunderstood by her partner. Maturity should help her to distinguish between the conflicting desires responsible for this sense of unease. A shared sense of responsibility and a busy social life should also strengthen her marriage.

She had an ardent and amorous character, and her relationships with the other sex were enlivened by intensity and passion. A charmer perpetually engaged in a quest for the ideal love, she was often more in love with the idea of love than with her partners. As a result, her love life may be subject to some instability. She was generally attracted to original people who defied norms, standards, and classifications, and expected them to amaze and fascinate her. Love was often a matter of luck with her. Even when a relationship fell apart, she did not see the experience as a failure or a tragedy; instead, she seemed to learn valuable lessons from her mistakes. Psychologically, her emotion contributed positively and efficiently to her evolution. From another standpoint, her acute sensitivity predisposes her to original and subtle tastes; she was so receptive to beauty and attached to the concepts of truth and balance that they may all combine to yield remarkable creative potential.

You have a romantic imagination, soaring with idealism, dreams, and poetry. You are emotive and hypersensitive, making you especially vulnerable emotionally, since you are sometimes overwhelmed by your feelings and affects. Although you seek an ideal soulmate, a partner with whom you could maintain blissful, smooth relations, you are sometimes met with disillusionment. Because your rather excessive sensitivity and your need to merge with the other are deep and powerful enough, they can submerge your judgment and discernment, so you sometimes form extremely intense bonds too quickly with individuals who are not appropriate partners in many ways. When you meet someone, you fall under the enchantment of your dream of ideal love and cannot keep yourself from delighting in a reverie of future romance, placing the other on a pedestal. Early on in the relationship, you yield to another of your characteristic urges and lose yourself in the individual who is so dear to you, melding with them, only to awaken one morning and find yourself as if in the arms of a stranger, greatly astounded and disappointed. Actually, your psyche is constructed in such a way as to make your sensitivity a function of the environment, in many cases; it follows the flow of momentary emotions and impressions. Before you take on any major commitments, you should make a conscious effort to evaluate the relationship realistically, and see whether the person really reciprocates your intense love, for you may merely be in love with the mirage of an ideal partner. Your tendency to believe in your illusions may mark you as an easy prey for people with bad intentions. It would be a good idea for you to find a different object for your affections, or a form of sublimation, because you tend to be so disappointed by your great emotional investments. The delicacy and subtlety of your imagination procure artistic refinement for you, and you love the arts, music, and literature, which could all be good sources of emotional involvement and fulfillment. Because your sensitivity also makes it easy for you to empathize with the psychological or social difficulties your peers are struggling with, you might also find it rewarding to commit yourself to social work.

Bella Shepard sometimes considers the input from her subjectivity and emotions as static which she tries to tune out to go straight to the essence of knowledge. As a result, regardless of her field of study, she tries to obtain perspective. She will elaborate a thought on the basis of fairly cold, abstract logic, supported by sober, concise, and immaculate reasoning. Her choice areas of study could be mathematics, philosophy, legislation, or political science. Ideologies, theories, and any other system of reasoning could serve as “food for thought” for her.