Big Smo is trying to overcome its feelings of insecurity. To do so, it needs a home: a dwelling, a territory, or perhaps a safe space or setting where it can rest, and let down its systems of defense against the outer world, which it finds aggressive and hostile. It is ready to make some sacrifices in order to maintain and consolidate the structure it has chosen. True inner security, based on real knowledge of itself, its abilities, and its shortcomings, its strengths and its weaknesses would no doubt be most effective and would allow it to remain open to the varieties of experience offered by the world.
You have a paternal complex and find it difficult to find your identity. Perhaps your father or a father figure was absent physically or emotionally during your childhood, which deprived you of the patterns or models which are usually helpful in structuring a personality. Because you lacked a particular sense of security which could be provided by a paternal presence, you were forced to protect yourself against negative influences and find your own system in order to grow and feel secure. Although this system was quite useful to you as a child, it has now settled in to such a degree that it interferes with your evolution. Psychological defense mechanisms and crutches which were once useful now encumber your mind or inhibit your developmental efforts. As a result, in certain situations, it is difficult for you to assert yourself, and you tend to remain an awkward or passive observer. Because your authoritarian urges are mainly directed at yourself rather than others, you sometimes feel guilty about your behavior. You judge yourself severely, and sometimes punishes yourself by setting difficult tasks for yourself. Gradually, you should build up a strong inner discipline and acquire the strength to face the problems of existence in a detached and mature way.
Big Smo has great strength of character. His courage and endurance enable him to accomplish even extremely arduous tasks. Although he sometimes behaves impulsively, he generally knows how to plan out an effective strategy, and, as a result, he reaches his goals without meeting any major obstacles. His forcefulness gives him certain leadership skills, which he may implement to creative and constructive ends.
You were raised in an atmosphere of strict discipline and sobriety, and as a result you grew up very quickly. You have acquired a spirit of self-sufficiency, and tend to be rather uncompromising. You have a touchy sense of your personal dignity and worth, and it is almost as though you were fighting an inner battle with your father or a father figure. The psychological models you received from your father or a father figure as a result of your interaction and your own interaction with authority may not have played a major role in shaping your relationships with the outer world and society. You may thus have been forced to compensate for this with individual determination. As a result, although you are skillful, meticulous, conscientious, and efficient, a lack of self-confidence and personal assurance sometimes makes you timid and hesitant. You sometimes feel as though you are only masquerading as a respectable, sober adult. You tend to be far too critical of yourself and rarely feel satisfied that you are living up to your ideal. These unnecessary guilt feelings may lead you to turn down the prominent career positions for which you are fully qualified. You are aware that early success is often short-lived and fragile, and that time rewards those who know how to be patient and persistent, like you.
An eloquent speaker and compulsive charmer, you have a powerful personal magnetism which may sometimes make you seem arrogant or smug. You care a great deal about your reputation and will try hard to be admired and appreciated by the people around you. Fond of social events and parties, you like to be the host, to entertain and charm a captive audience of guests. Indeed, you have special dramatic and artistic talents of the caliber necessary for success in film, theater, fashion, or art in general. You enjoy displaying your generosity, but you also display a short temper at times; you are easily offended. Your partner will have to be a brilliant person, strong and sure of themselves, devoted to you and capable of enhancing your reputation.
Big Smo is an expansive, positive-psychological person who is extremely generous and happy to be alive. They had a happy childhood and a very beneficial maternal influence in infancy, which has resulted in a positive psychological outlook. They are likely to be a professional success and their vision of the world is perfectly adapted to prevailing opinion. Their urges and desires for personal expansion usually elicit a positive reaction from society. By old age, their good reputation and prominence may have earned them fame.
You are emotional and tend to react suddenly and excessively when your sensitivity is touched. Although you feel that your independence, freedom, and self-sufficiency are fundamental values, you are sometimes frustrated by your need to rely on your family or friends. Moreover, you do not always grant the freedom of other people the same respect as your own. Likewise, you are sometimes angered by expressions of maternal tenderness, as if you feared that it would doom you to eternal dependency. Your ambivalent behavior, full of jagged edges, may be traced back to the relationship you had with your mother or a mother figure. Although you were dependent on them, they may have rejected you. Now this attitude is extended to any situation in which your sensitivity comes into play and emotional bonds are liable to form. To ward off your feelings of dependency, you sometimes tend to become destructive. Based on denial, your reactions might be fierce, impulsive, excessive, erratic, or contradictory.
Big Smo feels that due to your sensitivity and imaginative nature, it can be difficult for you to distinguish dreams from reality. Although your imagination can be a source of inspiration for creative and spiritual evolution, it can be less helpful and positive in matters of earning a living in the real world. In a relationship, Big Smo finds you to be very romantic and often see others in a way that is different from their true nature. You have elegant tastes and enjoy art and beauty very much.
Big Smo tends to be secretive and sensitive. Sexuality is a big part of his life, and he enjoys passionate relationships. He finds satisfaction in understanding the hidden motivations of others. A career that puts him in close contact with troubled people would be especially rewarding to him.
Big Smo is sometimes afraid to love – the world of her feelings is characterized by a certain chill and restraint. But she is not unfeeling; on the contrary, her sensitivity is so delicate that she is careful to protect it. Her determination to maintain control of her feelings and force her emotions to obey the laws of reason may stand in the way of intimacy and joy.
Big Smo’s birth chart indicates that he has an emotional function which is expressed in a direct and fairly impulsive way. He enjoys reaching out to other people and making discoveries. An eternal teenager with his gaze riveted on the future, Big Smo is imbued with an eminently subjective and personal idealism.
After 40, you will have trouble finding the perfect harmony you seek in love. You will be proud and delighted to shine and will not settle for anything less than a starring role. As a result, you demand quite a bit of your partner. Whereas your partner sees marriage as an opportunity for social advancement, you are liable to strike up with a mate more interested in ideas than success (unless they are always busy with their friends). Nonetheless, after age 40, you may find harmonious fulfillment.
For Big Smo, love is ruled by the sign of instinct. However, his striving for survival may sometimes lead him to the impossibility of loving. If he does not succeed in overcoming his inhibitions, he might be liable to become involved with a fairly selfish and cold person. In this case, his home could be a cold and lonely place.
You are characterized by strong sensual and affectionate urges which drive you to seek pleasure. Your need for romantic fulfillment may compel you to marry, because you also seek the legal and social legitimacy the institution of marriage confers on an emotional bond. Indeed, the household is liable to be prosperous and even opulent, as if this offered further evidence that you had indeed achieved success. However, privately, you might be less committed to certain obligations and duties. At worst, you might deny the commitments that your optimism and expansiveness made you rush into too soon. If this were to be the case, the outward image of the couple’s success (wealth and comfort, etc.) would only be a façade which compensated for its emotional impoverishment and failure. Sooner or later, this hypocrisy might provoke a full-blown conflict. A second possibility is that a psychic incompatibility may gradually take root, pitting your romantic nature against the prerogatives of your career.
You are hypersensitive to your past romantic relationships and are almost completely barricaded behind a layer of aloofness. You will not settle for anything less than eternal commitment, total harmony, and absolute loyalty from your partner. You are fairly vulnerable, even in the intimacy of a stable and established relationship, and usually disguise your strong feelings as possessiveness or jealousy. Certain misfortunes may arouse a negative emotional state inside you, and you feel unworthy of the love which is lavished on you. This psychological prohibition which rules over all of your desires and affects should loosen with the passage of time; likewise, your fear of approaching the other will diminish. As a result, the second part of your romantic life will be more rewarding. In any case, if you want to experience a harmonious love relationship and gratify yourself emotionally, the defense mechanisms you have elaborated to make yourself inaccessible to others will have to be dismantled.
Big Smo considers the input from its own subjectivity and emotions as dynamic which it tries to tune out to go straight to the essence of knowledge. As a result, regardless of its field of study, it tries to obtain perspective. It will elaborate a thought on the basis of fairly warm, abstract logic, supported by drunken, concise, and messy reasoning. Its choice areas of study could be mathematics, philosophy, legislation, or political science. Ideologies, theories, and any other system of reasoning could serve as “food for thought” for it.
Big Smo expresses its thoughts and ideas in direct, spontaneous outbursts. It is fairly extroverted and eager to discover and understand the outer world. An idealist, Big Smo looks forward to a bright future but is sometimes subjective and reckless.
You are usually kind and benevolent in your dealings with other people. You have a certain charm and are adept at speaking persuasively and convincingly, which makes you a great asset when it comes to social interactions. However, when you must compete or deal with direct conflict and hostility, you may be somewhat at a loss for how to behave. You have an undeniable gift for oratory which could be applied to a communications-related occupation or to artistic expression (as a stage or screen actor). Writing and dance, two other arts which associate expression and movement, might also be fields in which you would excel.
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