Black M tries to restrain and control her instincts, but they tend to get out of hand. This can lead to her adopting a fairly ascetic lifestyle, which may not be entirely innocuous. If she hopes for a more harmonious development, she will do well to realize that instincts can be tamed; they do not react positively to being trampled.

At the moment of your birth, two celestial “lights” – the sun and the moon – were symmetrically aligned. This is a sign of harmony and balance between the masculine and feminine archetypes, and it is beneficial for your psyche. You enjoy a positive complementarity and understanding between your conscious and unconscious aspects, between your determination and your routines, between your drive for self-assertion and your receptivity, your ideal and your sensitivity. Your parents almost certainly reflected a positive image of marriage to you, and they may have encouraged you to develop your own individuality. As a result, you are able to be comfortable with yourself as you are instead of striving to attain your parents’ ideal. This has definitely contributed to the maintenance of a good relationship with them and the rest of the family. In your emotional relationships with your peers, one of the effects of the masculine/feminine harmony is that the images your ego projects on the other are especially constructive. The bonds of the relationship are not felt to be constraints, the energy which flows between the two people is a source of mutual happiness, not regret. No major personal conflicts are projected onto the “other” – that is, the significant other.

Black M is a very sensitive person who lives in a constant state of osmosis with their surroundings. Their individuality is almost diluted in the flood of sensations and impressions that wash over them, and it is often difficult for them to communicate their feelings to other people. This tide of emotion is a source of inspiration and intuition, but due to their lack of inner structure and organization, it is difficult for them to grasp the essence of their dreams and share them with other people. Black M is not at all combative, and this hinders their efforts to fit into society and assert themselves productively. Their tendency to prefer fantasy to reality and their refusal to abandon their unattainable dreams is a psychological trap they have fallen into without realizing it. Black M must understand that by escaping from their obligations and commitments, they only increase the feelings of guilt and incompetence which made reality so distasteful in the first place. Once they free themselves from this pernicious process, they have a great deal of potential for fulfilling themselves in the outer world, either by devoting themselves to the community or by cultivating their considerable artistic talents.

Black M generally tends to be motivated by activities which apply to social needs. She tends to give the best of herself in difficult situations which require crucial choices. Her ability to concentrate and her gift for solving problems by deductive reasoning are her chief resources in crisis situations or at turning points in her life.

Black M is hypersensitive, receptive to the mood in her surroundings and unconsciously able to perceive the parapsychic signals or aura people give off. As a result, she is extremely compassionate and ready to devote herself to their well-being. Her imagination has formulated the dream of an ideal life, and sometimes she feels ill-equipped for the realities of this existence. She tends to dodge difficult situations. With her partner, she seeks fusion.

Black M has a sensitive personality. She may jump to conclusions, which could disrupt relationships, as well as career plans. She is subject to cyclical energy flows and goes from periods of feverish activity to periods of withdrawal and introspection. The aggressive element in her behavior may be explained by emotional problems she may have experienced in infancy: her mother, or a mother figure, may have had an energetic and volatile personality.

Black M likes to keep her emotions hidden and protect her sensitivity. She has a penchant for intense emotions and sexuality, and her relationships are usually passionate. She likes to understand the hidden side of people, their secret or unconfessed motivations. She would thus find a career which placed her in contact with troubled people rewarding.

Black M searches for the ideal love, and tends to idealize friends and lovers. A bizarre character, she may prefer to dream of her soulmate instead of making love to one; she is more in love with the idea of love than anything else. Her idealism may hide a fear of truly committing herself to a relationship; she tries to intellectualize everything. In time, two options will seem clear to her: an amorous friendship based on shared ideas and intellectual exchange, or an open relationship, free of all constraints except mutual respect.

Black M’s birth chart indicates that she has an emotional function which is usually expressed carefully and reasonably. Distrustful of her emotional urges and somewhat wary of her feelings, Black M tries to rid herself of all partiality and try to get some perspective and distance before making an emotional commitment.

Black M is subject to anxiety and sees herself as a fragile person at the mercy of uncontrollable emotions and feelings strong enough to overwhelm her. She tends to resign herself to circumstances and is liable to confine herself to a state of regretful self-denial, unless she seizes an opportunity to forge her moral strength in a constructive relationship, a religion, or a belief which lends her structure. Her choice of a partner is thus crucial. Only a person who is tender yet strong, and reassuring yet flexible will be apt to help her find emotional fulfillment.

Black M is idealistic, naive, and romantic, and the image of his loved one is bathed in the many sparkling colors of his adolescent dreams. However, the reality of living with someone will reveal some unwelcome facts. His partner may turn out to lack ambition and struggle to partner with him on building a secure home life and taking responsibility for the children, if he has them, etc. Nostalgia for teenage pleasures may turn to depression.

You are hypersensitive and tend to relive the anxieties, apprehensions, and romantic absolutes of your first love relationships, which occurred around the ages of 13-14 years or 20-21 years. You are exquisitely sensitive, but almost completely barricaded behind a layer of aloofness. You will not settle for anything less than eternal commitment, total harmony, and absolute loyalty. You are sometimes presumed to be cold, even by those close to her. You usually hide your emotional reactions or do not even allow them to reach the level of your consciousness, in an effort to protect your sensitivity, which you see as your weak point. You are fairly vulnerable, even in the intimacy of a stable and established relationship. Usually, you will disguise your strong feelings as a kind of possessiveness or even jealousy. Certain misfortunes may arouse a negative emotional state inside you, and you feel unworthy of the love which is lavished on you. This psychological prohibition which rules over all of your desires and affects should loosen with the passage of time; likewise, your fear of approaching the other will diminish. As a result, the second part of your romantic life will be more rewarding. In any case, if you want to experience a harmonious love relationship and gratify yourself emotionally, the defense mechanisms you have elaborated to make yourself inaccessible to others will have to be dismantled. Any profound relationship will also require that you learn how to forget yourself occasionally in the other.

Black M was attracted to wide open spaces and distant horizons; as a scholar, he felt an affinity for higher studies such as philosophy or law. However, foreign languages or contacts abroad might also interest him.

Black M expresses its thoughts and ideas in direct, spontaneous outbursts. It is fairly extroverted and eager to discover and understand the outer world. An idealist, it looks forward to a bright future but is sometimes subjective and reckless.