If you really want to improve and transform yourself, the first step is to become aware of the weaknesses which may be holding you back and preventing your evolution.
Your defensive attitudes, your fear of being dispossessed, your ambivalence, your radicalism, and your over-reliance on your instincts can all be hindering factors which are stopping you from growing and becoming your best self. It’s important to become aware of these things and to start working on fixing them, so that you can reach your full potential.