Consciousness and The Ideal of Self:

George is determined to obtain a superlative grip on their emotional urges; they practice holding back their impulses and controlling them. Although it is not an easy apprenticeship, they want to be able to bear strain with patience, endurance, and stamina. More than anyone else, they are aware of the need for a solid and stable foundation as a prerequisite to any effective action.

GeorgeNotFound has a paternal complex and, as a result, some trouble finding his identity. Perhaps his father or a father figure was absent physically or emotionally during his childhood, which deprived him of the patterns or models which are usually helpful in structuring a personality. Because he might have lacked a particular sense of security which could be provided by a paternal presence, as well as the examples of behavior to follow in confronting the difficulties inherent in every life, he was forced to protect himself against negative influences and find his own system in order to grow and feel secure.

Although this system was quite useful to him as a child, it has now settled in to such a degree that it interferes with his evolution. Psychological defense mechanisms and crutches which were once useful now encumber his mind or inhibit his developmental efforts. As a result, in certain situations, it is difficult for him to assert himself, and he tends to remain an awkward or passive observer. Because his authoritarian urges are mainly directed at himself rather than others, he sometimes feels guilty about his behavior. He judges himself severely, and sometimes punishes himself by setting difficult tasks for himself. Gradually, he should build up a strong inner discipline and acquire the strength to face the problems of existence in a detached and mature way.

At the moment of GeorgeNotFound’s birth, the two celestial “lights” (the sun and the moon) were symmetrically aligned. This is a portent of harmony between the masculine and feminine archetypes which is extremely beneficial. It is the source of balance and understanding between the two main psychological realms which may be said to compose the personality. GeorgeNotFound thus enjoys a positive complementarity and understanding between the conscious and unconscious aspects of his psyche, between his determination and his routines, between his drive for self-assertion and his receptivity, his ideal and his sensitivity.

GeorgeNotFound’s parents almost certainly reflected a positive image of the marriage relationship to him, and it is likely that they encouraged him to develop his own individuality. As a result, he was and is able to be comfortable with himself as he is instead of striving to attain his parents’ ideal. This has definitely contributed to the maintenance of a good relationship with them and the rest of the family.

In GeorgeNotFound’s emotional relationships with his peers, one of the effects of the masculine/feminine harmony is that the images his ego projects on the other are especially constructive. The bonds of the relationship are not felt to be constraints, the energy which flows between the two people is a source of mutual happiness, not regret. No major personal conflicts are projected onto the “other” – that is, the significant other.

GeorgeNotFound is an ardent free thinker and individualist who is convinced that his most precious basic values are freedom and independence. He has thrown off what he perceives as the burden of the convention and customs of his social class and adopted an innovative lifestyle. His passionate convictions, bordering on proselytism, sometimes trouble his relationships, as he may be an uncompromising partner. He would do well to learn to recognize his own limitations and accept the responsibilities he has to other people, or he is liable to find himself continually embroiled in conflicting relationships.

The roots of his somewhat extreme behavior probably lie in his relationship with his father or his teachers in childhood and adolescence. For one reason or another, he may have rejected the paternal image or refused to identify with his father, in the same way as he now refuses to adopt any values related to convention, tradition, or widespread usage. In every important life decision he makes as an adult, he is forced to rely on himself to elaborate the appropriate behavior, and the limits he must impose on his desires in relation to reality and the law.

Adaptation and Sensitivity:

Mild and sensitive, George is deeply human. He is sociable and sincerely devoted to others. His mother or a mother-figure had a strong influence on his psyche, and his childhood was an important time in his life. He still identifies with vivid childhood memories; they are the basis for his reveries, for his extreme sensitivity, and for habits which he may be slow to break. However, he will thrive in the shelter of a family setting, soothed by the presence of a spouse and children. He is fond of security and routine; being somewhat impressionable and anxious, he may have trouble adjusting to situations which are unfamiliar.

George hides and protects his sensitivity behind a fairly cool, aloof exterior. He is fairly conservative, respectful of tradition and convention, and likes to follow the rules. Because he needs stability to alleviate his feelings of frustration and sometimes emotional dependency, he has great faith in contracts which seal relationships. His ties to his past are fairly strong. They are a source of reassurance and safety, because his parents likely gave a lot to him.

GeorgeNotFound is emotional and tends to react suddenly and excessively as soon as their sensitivity is touched. Although they feel that their independence, freedom, and self-sufficiency are fundamental values, they are sometimes frustrated by their need to rely on their family or friends. Moreover, they do not always grant the freedom of other people the same respect as their own. Likewise, they are sometimes angered by expressions of maternal tenderness, as if they feared that it would doom them to eternal dependency. Their ambivalent behavior, full of jagged edges, may be traced back to the relationship they had with their mother or a mother figure. Although they were dependent on them, they may have rejected them. Now this attitude is extended to any situation in which their sensitivity comes into play and emotional bonds are liable to form. To ward off their feelings of dependency, they sometimes tend to become destructive. Based on denial, their reactions might be fierce, impulsive, excessive, erratic, or contradictory.

GeorgeNotFound is extremely sensitive and has an irrepressible imagination, which sometimes causes trouble distinguishing dreams from reality. Although GeorgeNotFound’s bubbling imagination provides an abundant source of inspiration for creative or spiritual evolution, it tends to be less helpful and positive in matters that concern self-assertion as responsible and self-sufficient. In a relationship, GeorgeNotFound is extremely romantic and does not always see others the way they really are.

Love and Sensuality:

George tries to express his affections in the most graceful and harmonious way possible. Indeed, he has an innate sense of harmony and strives for a love relationship characterized by balance and perfection. He tends to idealize both his partner and the institution of marriage. Any disillusionment he encounters in the pursuit of his ideal may be experienced as a frustration. He does not always ply his powers of seduction skillfully.

GeorgeNotFound’s birth chart indicates an emotional function which is expressed in a direct and fairly impulsive way. GeorgeNotFound enjoys reaching out to other people and making discoveries. An eternal teenager with GeorgeNotFound’s gaze riveted on the future, GeorgeNotFound is imbued with an eminently subjective and personal idealism.

Naive in appearance but complicated underneath, George is a blend of strength and weakness. The force of his emotions is often incompatible with his great sensitivity, which makes his behavior baffling to those close to him. His family ties are quite strong and may have hindered his personal development. Emotionally, he is especially attracted to strong individuals – the serious, silent type. However, they must be able to understand him and protect him from himself and others. Love and his children, if he chooses to have them, will become the center of his life, so it is important that he chooses the right person to be his life partner.

George has high hopes and his capacity for love could be eroded if he connects with someone who is more interested in their own affairs than in ensuring the happiness of George’s relationship. In this situation, George’s charm means that he will never be short of a shoulder to cry on. A second marriage may be happier than the first.

GeorgeNotFound is hypersensitive and tends to relive the anxieties, apprehensions, and romantic absolutes of their first love relationships, which occurred around the ages of 13-14 years or 20-21 years. GeorgeNotFound is exquisitely sensitive, but almost completely barricaded behind a layer of aloofness. GeorgeNotFound will not settle for anything less than eternal commitment, total harmony, and absolute loyalty. GeorgeNotFound is sometimes presumed to be cold, even by those close to her. GeorgeNotFound usually hides their emotional reactions or does not even allow them to reach the level of their consciousness, in an effort to protect their sensitivity, which they see as their weak point. GeorgeNotFound is fairly vulnerable, even in the intimacy of a stable and established relationship. Usually, GeorgeNotFound will disguise their strong feelings as a kind of possessiveness or even jealousy. Certain misfortunes may arouse a negative emotional state inside GeorgeNotFound, and GeorgeNotFound feel unworthy of the love which is lavished on them. This psychological prohibition which rules over all of GeorgeNotFound’s desires and affects should loosen with the passage of time; likewise, GeorgeNotFound’s fear of approaching the other will diminish. As a result, the second part of GeorgeNotFound’s romantic life will be more rewarding. In any case, if GeorgeNotFound want to experience a harmonious love relationship and gratify themselves emotionally, the defense mechanisms GeorgeNotFound have elaborated to make themselves inaccessible to others will have to be dismantled. Any profound relationship will also require that GeorgeNotFound learn how to forget themselves occasionally in the other.

GeorgeNotFound has an ardent and amorous character, and their relationships with the other sex are enlivened by intensity and passion. A charmer perpetually engaged in a quest for the ideal love, they are often more in love with the idea of love than with their partners. As a result, their love life may be subject to some instability. They are generally attracted to original people who defy norms, standards, and classifications, and expect them to amaze and fascinate them. Love is often a matter of luck with them. Even when a relationship falls apart, they do not see the experience as a failure or a tragedy; instead, they seem to learn valuable lessons from their mistakes. Psychologically, their emotion contributes positively and efficiently to their evolution. From another standpoint, their acute sensitivity predisposes them to original and subtle tastes; they are so receptive to beauty and attached to the concepts of truth and balance that they may all combine to yield remarkable creative potential.

From the outside, George seems to be detached and aloof, but on the inside he is an extremely complex individual, full of contradictions. Because he sometimes feels vulnerable emotionally, he tries to control not only his own feelings and urges, but may also strive to manipulate those of his partners. He aspires to a profound and enduring spiritual unity, but at the same time, the idea of abandoning himself and yielding to the other terrifies him. This anguish may be a source of rather extreme behavior patterns and a somewhat self-focused attitude which could damage the relationship. Because he is guarded and somewhat secretive, he tends to be suspicious and is especially uneasy about spontaneous intimacy, although he is fascinated by sexuality. Within the privacy of the couple, he will not express his feelings unless he is subject to some tension. Life may be peppered with frequent crises and feuds, arguments and spats which usually act as erotic provocation. This derivation of eroticism from anxiety tends to be one of the fundamental characteristics of his emotional and sexual functioning. As a result, he is likely to be attracted by stormy and complicated relationships.

Mental and Intellect:

Curious, skeptical, and pragmatic, George has a shrewd, inquisitorial mind. He always tries to detect the hidden mechanisms and processes behind the phenomena he observes. As a result, he has developed an ability to detect the truth behind appearances and the cause behind the effect. Although this way of thinking is based on a certain logic, and there is evidence of structure and cohesion in his deductive approach, it is not always purely intellectual. Indeed, its sources lie in a certain empiricism, in facts which have been experienced, so it is open to improvement. For this reason, its fields of application are highly diverse, although research in the hard sciences, psychology, and metaphysics seem to be the best career choices.