Consciousness and The Ideal of Self:

Kaitlynn Carter is searching for stability. She wants to find a firm, unchanging structure for her life. But her efforts to achieve this ideal are often vain, because unconsciously, she is also inhabited by the opposite desire. Every time she reaches what she believes to be a good balance, she realizes she wants something entirely different. She should become aware that the concepts of stability and balance are difficult to apply to life. By definition, life is movement, change, and perpetual instability.

Kaitlynn Carter is extremely vigorous and energetic and has an immense need to assert her individuality. Her attitudes and actions are actually motivated by an unconscious desire for power, which incites her to rush into action despite the frequent threat of risk and danger. Because she has very little control over her energy and impulses, she sometimes injures herself bodily or starts arguments without really having meant to do so. She has a short temper and would do well to learn to control her recklessness, which exposes her to a great deal of unnecessary conflict and adversity. She is also likely to start projects which are not really appropriate to her, only to be forced to quit soon after. Before she makes any important decision, she must learn to stop and ask herself if what she is about to do is really positive for her.

Kaitlynn Carter has a taste for luxury and magnificence, for a dazzling social life and a distinguished career. When things are going well for her, she tends to think of herself as the center of the universe, an attitude that those close to her do not always appreciate. Although she is quite likely to succeed in her ambition to become wealthy and popular and lead a remarkable life in the outer world, her lack of moderation and overweening self-confidence expose her to some danger. Her exaggerated optimism could create difficulties for her by causing her to make errors in judgment.

Kaitlynn Carter has a profound and fertile inner life and a prolific imagination, but her energy resources are not always sufficient to follow through on and accomplish her multitude of dreams. She tends to live in osmosis with her environment, and effort and action take a heavy toll on her. Usually, she understands phenomena and events intuitively, without really making any effort; so she is not in the habit of disciplining or shaping her thought processes. Like her thoughts, her personality is rather amorphous and disorganized. As a result of this lack of structure, she may have some trouble asserting her individuality and making some personal contribution to society through her career. Her tendency to shut out reality and dream impossible dreams, like her refusal of responsibility and duty, may be a source of some difficulty for her.

Kaitlynn Carter generally tends to be motivated by activities which apply to social needs. Kaitlynn Carter tends to give the best of herself in difficult situations which require crucial choices. Kaitlynn Carter’s ability to concentrate and her gift for solving problems by deductive reasoning are her chief resources in crisis situations or at turning points in her life.

Adaptation and Sensitivity:

Mild and sensitive, Kaitlynn Carter is deeply human. Kaitlynn is sociable and sincerely devoted to others. Kaitlynn’s mother or a mother-figure had a strong influence on Kaitlynn’s psyche, and Kaitlynn’s childhood was an important time in Kaitlynn’s life. Kaitlynn still identifies with vivid childhood memories; they are the basis for Kaitlynn’s reveries, for Kaitlynn’s extreme sensitivity, and for habits which Kaitlynn may be slow to break. However, Kaitlynn will thrive in the shelter of a family setting, soothed by the presence of a spouse and children. Kaitlynn is fond of security and routine; being somewhat impressionable and anxious, Kaitlynn may have trouble adjusting to situations which are unfamiliar.

Kaitlynn Carter’s intellect is lively, agile, and sensitive. However, she does not always avail herself of it and may be confused or irrational in some situations. Although she enjoys playing with words, ideas, and concepts, her thought sometimes lacks discipline and structure. She is fairly preoccupied with details and may tend to waste her nervous and mental energy in futile verbal outpourings. Moreover, her feelings sometimes blur her objective vision of phenomena and people, which may cause her to make errors in judgment.

Kaitlynn Carter has a sensitive personality. She may jump to conclusions, which could disrupt relationships, as well as career plans. She is subject to cyclical energy flows and goes from periods of feverish activity to periods of withdrawal and introspection. The aggressive element in her behavior may be explained by emotional problems she may have experienced in infancy: her mother, or a mother figure, may have had an energetic and volatile personality.

Although Kaitlynn Carter’s demeanor is cool and distant, she is extremely sensitive. In some cases, her rather austere and rigid behavior and her refusal to yield too readily to sentimentality discourage others from being too demonstrative of their tenderness and affection. She has spells of melancholy in which she does not feel worthy of being loved and tends to forbid herself any emotional fulfillment whatsoever. An austere or somewhat traumatic childhood experience may be the source of this behavior. It is difficult for her inner self to be detached from this past life, and she sometimes has trouble reconciling the image she has of herself as an adult with the one she acquired back then. The idea she has of herself as an individual is related to the image her parents projected onto her as a child. Nevertheless, the past is history, and she is now an adult. Through self-work, she can rid herself of these phantoms. She has the ability to overcome her mistakes, as well as great endurance and will power to achieve her goals. Nevertheless, she must not repress her sensitivity in order to succeed.

Because Kaitlynn Carter needs security, she tends to limit the scope of her activities, and sometimes must struggle to muster the energy to face unfamiliar situations. She is more or less passive and has a strong urge to take refuge in the past.

Kaitlynn Carter is emotional and tends to react suddenly and excessively as soon as her sensitivity is touched. Although she feels that her independence, freedom, and self-sufficiency are fundamental values, she is sometimes frustrated by her need to rely on her family or friends. Moreover, she does not always grant the freedom of other people the same respect as her own. Likewise, she is sometimes angered by expressions of maternal tenderness, as if she feared that it would doom her to eternal dependency. Her ambivalent behavior, full of jagged edges, may be traced back to the relationship she had with her mother or a mother figure. Although she was dependent on them, they may have rejected her. Now this attitude is extended to any situation in which her sensitivity comes into play and emotional bonds are liable to form. To ward off her feelings of dependency, she sometimes tends to become destructive. Based on denial, her reactions might be fierce, impulsive, excessive, erratic, or contradictory.

Kaitlynn Carter’s sensitivity and imagination sometimes make it hard for her to tell dreams from reality. While her imagination is a great source of inspiration for creative or spiritual growth, it can make it difficult for her to be assertive and independent. In a relationship, Carter is extremely romantic and might not see her partner for who they really are.

Kaitlynn Carter does not always readily reveal herself, and she tends to protect her sensitivity. She has a penchant for intense emotions. Sexuality is a prominent element in her life, and her relationships, which are usually passionate, are motivated by her desires. She likes to understand the hidden side of people, their secret or unconfessed motivations. She would thus find a career which placed her in contact with troubled people especially rewarding.

Love and Sensuality:

Kaitlynn Carter has a romantic nature and is seeking a soulmate. The world of her emotions is warm and inviting, the expression of true kindness. Tenderness, grace, and mildness rule her sensitivity, which is aroused by contact with nature and thrills to the idea of a secure, stable home.

Kaitlynn Carter’s birth chart indicates an emotional function which is expressed in a direct and fairly impulsive way. She enjoys reaching out to other people and making discoveries. An eternal teenager with her gaze riveted on the future, she is imbued with an eminently subjective and personal idealism.

Inhibited as an adolescent and still unsure of how to express her feelings, Kaitlynn Carter is sensitive and discreet, the epitome of devotion and self-denial. The way she went about cutting the umbilical cord with her parents will play a vital role in her destiny and may be the cause of a late marriage. She tends to be withdrawn, but she will energetically perform any chore for those she loves. An excellent helpmate, she will adapt and devote herself body and soul to the one she chooses. Family life should reveal a hidden side of her personality.

Kaitlynn Carter is fairly fiery with regard to her feelings and emotional involvement. She is sometimes flooded with a tide of contradictory sensations and impressions, and her affairs may be a series of whims and sudden changes of heart. She is more attracted by the transitory than the definitive, more by young people than by experienced ones. But once her need for tenderness is fulfilled, she may change entirely. Because she herself has no idea what she really wants, she is sometimes ready to engage in a folly, but she may also flee. Were she to be forced into marriage suddenly, her household would be an unhappy one. In this case, her in-laws would be liable to be a thorny subject.

Kaitlynn Carter is hypersensitive and tends to relive the anxieties, apprehensions, and romantic absolutes of her first love relationships, which occurred around the ages of 13-14 years or 20-21 years. Kaitlynn is exquisitely sensitive, but almost completely barricaded behind a layer of aloofness. Kaitlynn will not settle for anything less than eternal commitment, total harmony, and absolute loyalty. Kaitlynn is sometimes presumed to be cold, even by those close to her. Kaitlynn usually hides her emotional reactions or does not even allow them to reach the level of her consciousness, in an effort to protect her sensitivity, which she sees as her weak point. Kaitlynn is fairly vulnerable, even in the intimacy of a stable and established relationship. Usually, Kaitlynn will disguise her strong feelings as a kind of possessiveness or even jealousy. Certain misfortunes may arouse a negative emotional state inside Kaitlynn, and Kaitlynn feels unworthy of the love which is lavished on her. This psychological prohibition which rules over all of Kaitlynn’s desires and affects should loosen with the passage of time; likewise, Kaitlynn’s fear of approaching the other will diminish. As a result, the second part of Kaitlynn’s romantic life will be more rewarding. In any case, if Kaitlynn wants to experience a harmonious love relationship and gratify herself emotionally, the defense mechanisms she has elaborated to make herself inaccessible to others will have to be dismantled. Any profound relationship will also require that Kaitlynn learn how to forget herself occasionally in the other.

Kaitlynn Carter has an ardent and amorous character, and her relationships are enlivened by intensity and passion. A charmer perpetually engaged in a quest for the ideal love, she is often more in love with the idea of love than with a partner. As a result, her love life may be subject to some instability. She is generally attracted to original people who defy norms, standards, and classifications, and expect them to amaze and fascinate her. Her greatest contradictions surface when an intimate relationship is established. Although she merges her ego entirely into the couple, she is likely to demand a total autonomy and liberty which are inimical to intimacy. If her partner charms and captivates her long enough, there is some possibility that they will form a more solid bond with her; otherwise, she is likely to yield to her need for novelty and fall under the spell of an entirely different person who exerts a new kind of charm for her. Midlife may be a turning point for her from this point of view. Her contradictory attitude may in some ways hide a compulsion to reject and deny the bonds of dependency inherent to a love relationship. Her behavior enables her to remain aloof, to commit herself only halfway without consciously admitting it to herself, and to avoid feeling guilty if and when she loses interest. An insatiable appetite for novelty and exaltation sometimes keeps her from forming stable relationships.

Indeed, she is tormented by the struggle between her undeniable need for affection and an equally imperious desire for personal progress and emancipation. As a result of this inner turmoil, her romantic aspirations are usually sabotaged sooner or later by her conviction that her partner has become an obstacle to her individual progress. Because she thinks of love as a restraint, she may even eventually consciously refuse any emotional approach to love interests. As an ascetic, she will try to deflect the love function from its natural target and use the energy and bliss it generates for other purposes, the process psychologists call sublimation. However, she is also likely to meet “the one” who inspires her to initiate a change in her behavior.

Mental and Intellect:

Kaitlynn Carter’s mental aptitudes make her especially good at comparing, evaluating, and weighing information. This intellectual modus operandi has enabled her to develop an innate sense of values, both artistic and ethical, as well as a remarkable ability to relate to other people. Kaitlynn Carter’s appreciative, conciliatory attitude makes her a skillful diplomat able to untangle conflict situations deftly and with ease. In other situations, Kaitlynn Carter’s artistic spirit is sensitive to a wide variety of harmonies.

Kaitlynn Carter tries to shun subjectivity and be as objective as possible. Her thoughts are usually structured, and her reasoning, based on objective facts or experience, usually relates to practical goals.

Kaitlynn Carter has a lively and agile spirit, but tends to apply her mental abilities in a somewhat haphazard and disorderly way. She is curious and open-minded, approaching various life experiences with an attitude free of either dogmatism or prejudice. Her extremely lively mind leads her to have an opinion on every subject.

Although she enjoys manipulating expressions and concepts and amusing others and herself with witty remarks, her conversations could collapse into argument and conflict.

Because she is often too hasty to formulate and construct the arguments which would back up and inform her ideas, she is sometimes misunderstood. She is often blind to the rashness of her judgments and convinced they are well-founded and objective, which sometimes irritates the people around her. Actually, her overriding need to assert herself as an individual sometimes defeats discussion and prevents her from listening to the other person fairly. But if she were to succeed in disciplining her mind somewhat, she would have innumerable opportunities to apply her communications skills to a great career.

Moreover, she should be careful of her nerves, which are fairly high-strung. Any physical fitness activity would be beneficial; an Eastern discipline such as yoga or Tai-chi-chuan could teach her how to relax and improve control of her nervous and mental energies.

Kaitlynn Carter has a mind with an insatiable appetite for knowledge and an exceptional ability to learn. Without trying too hard, Carter could probably accumulate encyclopedic erudition. Carter’s intellectual curiosity is such that it is sometimes a drawback. Carter sometimes has trouble limiting herself to a single subject without being distracted by a multitude of others.

Discipline and a conscious effort at organization will be of great help if Carter wants to deepen her learning and judgment. Once Carter’s intellectual faculties are disciplined, she is likely to succeed in any of the following fields: teaching, historical scholarship, advertising, writing (journalistic or literary), travel, etc: – in fact, communication in any form.