Kenneth Johnson is searching for stability; he wants to find a firm, unchanging structure for his life. But his efforts to achieve this ideal are often vain, because unconsciously, he is also inhabited by the opposite desire. Every time he reaches what he believes to be a good balance, he realizes he wants something entirely different. He would do well to become aware that the concepts of stability and balance are difficult to apply to life.

You are a person who has trouble finding your identity. Perhaps your father or a father figure was absent physically or emotionally during your childhood, which deprived you of the patterns or models which are usually helpful in structuring a personality. Because you might have lacked a particular sense of security which could be provided by a paternal presence, as well as the examples of behavior to follow in confronting the difficulties inherent in every life, you were forced to protect yourself against negative influences and find your own system in order to grow and feel secure. Although this system was quite useful to you as a child, it has now settled in to such a degree that it interferes with your evolution. Psychological defense mechanisms and crutches which were once useful now encumber your mind or inhibit your developmental efforts. As a result, in certain situations, it is difficult for you to assert yourself, and you tend to remain an awkward or passive observer. Because your authoritarian urges are mainly directed at yourself rather than others, you sometimes feel guilty about your behavior. You judge yourself severely, and sometimes punishes yourself by setting difficult tasks for yourself. Gradually, you should build up a strong inner discipline and acquire the strength to face the problems of existence in a detached and mature way.

Kenneth Johnson’s personality and behavior are liable to be disrupted by a contradiction between the masculine and feminine archetypes ruling his psyche. Because his sensitivity is in conflict with his determination, his attitude and performance may sometimes be moody, fluctuating, and uncertain. Usually, he has the feeling he has to make superhuman efforts to succeed in assuaging his yearnings and fulfilling his ambitions. His unconscious, sensitive side often disapproves of his conscious endeavors and stealthily works to defeat them, causing crucial omissions, mistakes, and gaps which effectively sabotage his plans. In his relationships, the images he builds up and projects on the other are contradictory. As a result, any bond, even if it is pleasant and positive, might also annoy him. He could find it dissatisfying and irritating at the same time.

Kenneth Johnson is affectionate by nature, and love plays a decisive and central role in his life. He is a charmer who needs to love and be loved. Aware of his personal magnetism and the power it gives him, he will make subtle changes in himself in order to attract positive attention. He is sophisticated and pleased to savor a lifestyle he sees as a consummate art.

You may be subject to mood swings, going from phases of frenzy combined with a feeling of omnipotence and exaltation to phases of apathy and inertia. During your “highs,” your behavior is vigorous and dynamic, but it is also likely to be somewhat excessive. These periods tend to be interspersed with “lows,” phases of sluggishness and inhibition, which compensate for your immense need to assert yourself as an individual. How can you find a way out of this vicious cycle which uses up so much of your energy? You would have to understand that the source of your attitudes and behavior is an unconscious desire for power. We suggest that you meditate upon power, skills, mastery, challenge, desire, and need, your brothers (or brother substitutes, such as friends, cousins, or classmates) – who are key figures – and your adversaries. This should enlighten you. Of course, once you have a clear awareness of your career ambitions and profound desires, you are sure to have plenty of energy to accomplish them.

Kenneth Johnson has a taste for luxury and magnificence, for a dazzling social life and a distinguished career. When things are going well for him, he tends to think of himself as the center of the universe, an attitude that those close to him do not always appreciate. Although he is quite likely to succeed in his ambition to become wealthy and popular and lead a remarkable life in the outer world, his lack of moderation and overweening self-confidence expose him to some danger. His exaggerated optimism could create difficulties for him by causing him to make errors in judgment.

You are an independent thinker who believes in the value of freedom and independence. You have abandoned the conventions and expectations of your social class and adopted a more innovative lifestyle. Your passionate convictions can sometimes cause problems in your relationships, as you are a uncompromising partner. You need to learn to recognize your own limitations and accept the responsibilities you have to other people. If you don’t, you are likely to be embroiled in conflicts with others throughout your life. The roots of your behavior may be traced back to your relationship with your father or teachers in childhood and adolescence. For one reason or another, you may have rejected the paternal image or refused to identify with your father, in the same way that you are now rejecting conventional values. In every important life decision, you have to rely on yourself to develop the appropriate behavior and impose limits on your desires in relation to reality and the law.

You are acutely aware of the void and the vanity of existence. At times you feel disoriented and deconstructed, and you tend to ignore or disparage the superficial pleasures and pains of daily life. You prefer to dive deeply into the depths of human experience, using your intellectual, emotional, and spiritual capacities to the fullest. This special consciousness you have been endowed with is somewhat beyond the bounds of conventional schools of human understanding and thought. This can be a problem for you at the outset, as it is difficult for you to recognize yourself in any social or narcissistic models or identify with any existing roles or attitudes. You sometimes have to construct and assert your own identity on a basis which may impress others, if not with its intensity, then at least with its eccentricity.

Kenneth Johnson is curious about many different subjects and enjoys conversation and communication. Because of this, he can be something of a dilettante and his thinking may sometimes lack discipline.

Kenneth Johnson is an emotional person who reacts quickly and excessively when their sensitivity is touched. Although he values independence, freedom, and self-sufficiency, he sometimes struggles with his need to rely on family or friends. Additionally, he does not always grant the freedom of others the same respect as his own. Likewise, he can be angered by expressions of maternal tenderness, as if he fears that it will doom him to dependency. His ambivalent behavior, full of jagged edges, may be traced back to the relationship he had with his mother or a mother figure. Although he was dependent on them, they may have rejected him. Now this attitude is extended to any situation in which his sensitivity comes into play and emotional bonds are liable to form. To ward off his feelings of dependency, he tends to become destructive. Based on denial, his reactions are sometimes fierce, impulsive, and excessive, erratic, or contradictory.

Kenneth Johnson has a sensitive and imaginative mind which can sometimes lead to difficulty distinguishing dreams from reality. Although his imagination can be a source of inspiration for creative or spiritual evolution, it is less helpful and positive in matters of earning a decent living in the real world. In a relationship, Kenneth is extremely romantic and sees others in a way that is not always accurate. He has elegant tastes and enjoys art and beauty in his life as one of his chief pleasures.

Kenneth Johnson tries to express his affections in the most graceful and harmonious way possible. Indeed, he has an innate sense of harmony and strives for a love relationship characterized by balance and perfection. He tends to idealize both his partner and the institution of marriage. Any disillusionment he encounters in the pursuit of his ideal may be experienced as a frustration. He does not always ply his powers of seduction skillfully.

Kenneth Johnson’s birth chart indicates that he has an emotional function which is expressed in a direct and fairly impulsive way. He enjoys reaching out to other people and making discoveries. An eternal teenager with his gaze riveted on the future, Kenneth is imbued with an eminently subjective and personal idealism.

Kenneth Johnson easily obtains what he wants with wit and cleverness. He ridicules anything outside of his approval with caustic humor. He has no fear of complicated situations and may find himself bound to a possessive partner or one who does not give him what he expects.

Kenneth Johnson is a consummate charmer and flirt, and he is aware of a need to love and be loved. More than any other, he has an ability to echo another’s feelings: those of his soulmate, his confidant, his tender and charming companion. As a result, in love, he is looking for something permanent.

Kenneth Johnson has the ardent, importunate nature of a fervent lover. Indeed, affairs of the heart are one of his main purposes in life. His personal charm and magnetism give him nearly irresistible powers of seduction, and nearly every one of his well-aimed attempts at conquest leads to the fulfillment and satisfaction of his desires. Due to his impulsiveness and impatience to initiate new encounters, his approach to members of the other sex may sometimes lack delicacy.

You are characterized by strong sensual and affectionate urges which drive you to seek pleasure. Your need for romantic fulfillment may compel you to marry, because you also seek the legal and social legitimacy the institution of marriage confers on an emotional bond. Indeed, the household is liable to be prosperous and even opulent, as if this offered further evidence that you had indeed achieved success. However, privately, you might be less committed to certain obligations and duties. At worst, you might deny the commitments that your optimism and expansiveness made you rush into too soon. If this were to be the case, the outward image of the couple’s success (wealth and comfort, etc.) would only be a façade which compensated for its emotional impoverishment and failure. Sooner or later, this hypocrisy might provoke a full-blown conflict. A second possibility is that a psychic incompatibility may gradually take root, pitting your romantic nature against the prerogatives of your career.

Kenneth Johnson has a mental aptitude for comparing, evaluating, and weighing information. This intellectual modus operandi has enabled him to develop an innate sense of values, both artistic and ethical, as well as a remarkable ability to relate to other people. His appreciative, conciliatory attitude makes him a skillful diplomat able to untangle conflict situations deftly and with ease. In other situations, his artistic spirit is sensitive to a wide variety of harmonies.

Kenneth Johnson expresses his thoughts and ideas in indirect, planned outbursts. He is fairly introverted and cautious to discover and understand the inner world. A realist, he looks forward to a dull future but is sometimes objective and dependable.