Consciousness and The Ideal of Self:

Noen Eubanks is searching for stability; they want to find a firm, unchanging structure for their life. But their efforts to achieve this ideal are often vain, because unconsciously, they are also inhabited by the opposite desire. Every time they reach what they believe to be a good balance, they realize they want something entirely different. They would do well to become aware that the concepts of stability and balance are difficult to apply to life. By definition, life is movement, change, and perpetual instability.

At the moment of Noen Eubanks’ birth, the two celestial “lights” (the sun and the moon) were symmetrically aligned. This is a portent of harmony between the masculine and feminine archetypes which is extremely beneficial. It is the source of balance and understanding between the two main psychological realms which may be said to compose the personality. Noen thus enjoys a positive complementarity and understanding between the conscious and unconscious aspects of their psyche, between their determination and their routines, between their drive for self-assertion and their receptivity, their ideal and their sensitivity.

Noen’s parents almost certainly reflected a positive image of the marriage relationship to them, and it is likely that they encouraged them to develop their own individuality. As a result, Noen was and is able to be comfortable with themselves as they are instead of striving to attain their parents’ ideal. This has definitely contributed to the maintenance of a good relationship with them and the rest of the family.

In Noen’s emotional relationships with their peers, one of the effects of the masculine/feminine harmony is that the images their ego projects on the other are especially constructive. The bonds of the relationship are not felt to be constraints, the energy which flows between the two people is a source of mutual happiness, not regret. No major personal conflicts are projected onto the “other” – that is, the significant other.

Noen Eubanks is extremely sensitive and receptive and tends to live in osmosis with their surroundings. Their individuality almost seems to be diluted in a flood of sensations and impressions which are continually washing over them, and they sometimes find it difficult to communicate their feelings to other people. This tide of emotion is a source of inspiration and intuition, but their fluid inner structure and organization sometimes make it difficult for them to grasp the essence of their dreams and share them with other people. They are not at all combative, and this tends to hinder their efforts to fit into society and assert themselves productively.

Noen Eubanks is likely to prefer fantasy to reality, but their refusal to abandon their unattainable dreams is a psychological trap they have fallen into without realizing it. They must understand that by running away from their obligations and commitments, they only increase the feelings of guilt which made reality so distasteful in the first place. Once they free themselves from this pernicious process, they have a great deal of potential for fulfilling themselves in the outer world, either by devoting themselves to some sort of social work or by cultivating their considerable artistic talents.

Noen Eubanks has an inalienable awareness of the void and the vanity of existence. They are sometimes disoriented and deconstructed by an unknowable, unconscious force and tend to ignore or disparage the superficial pleasures and pains of daily life, preferring to dive into the depths of human experience as deeply as their intellectual, emotional, and spiritual capacities permit. Grappling with their “fundamental nature,” with the deepest and most primitive part of themselves, they are sometimes aghast at the discovery of the sheer power of their instincts and feels an imperious need to cope with them. This special consciousness they have been endowed with is somewhat beyond the bounds of conventional schools of human understanding and thought and may be a source of identity problems for them at the outset. It is not easy for them to recognize themselves in any social or narcissistic models, or identify with any existing roles or attitudes, so they sometimes find themselves forced to assert and express their own identity in a way which may strike their contemporaries as strangely intense if not eccentric.

Adaptation and Sensitivity:

Because Noen Eubanks is fond of method and order, he usually prefers to do things according to a pre-established plan. His behavior mirrors this tendency. He will adopt relatively strict models elaborated on the basis of logical or moral reasons. He does not readily express his personal feelings or emotions and may sometimes strike others as a rigid person. However, his conscientiousness and application make him thrive in a work environment, and he tends to treat social engagements and activities as a form of duty. His natural taste for clarity, detail, and technique would make him successful as a scientific researcher or high-tech designer.

Noen Eubanks is an expansive, affable, and communicative associate. Indeed, some people find Noen generous almost to a fault! Noen gives of Noen’s self and Noen’s resources unstintingly. Paradoxically, there are times when Noen is self-focused. Noen reacts instinctively, without taking the trouble to analyze a given situation, and are prone to misjudge. As a result, Noen’s everyday life may be riddled with a whole variety of practical problems. Indeed, Noen senses a conflict between Noen’s social life and Noen’s family and will sometimes find it hard to fulfill Noen’s self in both spheres at the same time. Noen’s attitude toward Noen’s private life may inhibit Noen’s ambitions for social or career expansion; at worst, society (the law) may impinge on Noen’s private life. Noen should be careful not to project Noen’s personal problems onto Noen’s partner. If, instead, Noen analyzes the problem together, Noen could find opportunities to resolve it together.

Due to Noen Eubanks’s sensitivity and irrepressible imagination, they sometimes have trouble distinguishing dreams from reality. Although Noen Eubanks’s bubbling imagination provides an abundant source of inspiration for creative or spiritual evolution, it tends to be less helpful and positive in matters that concern Noen Eubanks’s self-assertion as responsible and self-sufficient. In a relationship, Noen Eubanks is extremely romantic and does not always see others the way they really are.

Noen Eubanks’ sensitivity and emotions are sometimes in conflict with their instincts. This inner discord makes them a fairly complicated relationship partner, and their behavior sometimes strikes others as mysterious or baffling. They are liable to switch from one attitude to the opposite. Sexuality is an important part of their life, and their relationships are most often motivated by their desires. Nevertheless, due to their unconscious inner battle, they do not often succeed in reconciling and fulfilling their emotional and sexual needs. Due to the strength of their instincts, passion may overwhelm them and drag them into situations they cannot always control, which intermingle erotic ecstasy and anguish, guilt, and aggressiveness.

Love and Sensuality:

Noen Eubanks’ personality is dominated by love and affectivity. They are subject to love at first sight, and their gallant heart sometimes leaps forth impulsively; their sensitivity is lively and powerful. Amorous rivalries and conquests may be a recurring theme throughout their life.

Noen Eubanks’ birth chart indicates an emotional function which is expressed in a direct and fairly impulsive way. They enjoy reaching out to other people and making discoveries. An eternal teenager with their gaze riveted on the future, they are imbued with an eminently subjective and personal idealism.

Realistic, calm, and toilsome, Noen Eubanks is a person others can rely on. Noen is always ready to help and support their loved ones, while governing them with a firm hand and are also prone to worry about them. Psychologically, Noen would get along best with a partner whose peaceful tastes would enable them to appreciate their domestic skills. But Noen will not tolerate having their routine disrupted.

Noen’s love of freedom and high ideals tend to draw them to successful people, sportsmen, and adventurers. They have a good chance of meeting a partner who accepts their independence, respects their freedom, and shares their enthusiasm and love of traveling.

Noen has the fiery, importunate nature of a fervent lover. Indeed, affairs of the heart are one of their main purposes in life. Their personal charm and magnetism are compellingly seductive; unfortunately, their attempts at conquest do not always lead to the fulfillment and satisfaction of their desires. Due to their impulsiveness and impatience to initiate new encounters, their approach to those they are attracted to may sometimes lack tact and delicacy. As a result of the foregoing, it may be somewhat difficult for them to maintain stable and harmonious relationships. Indeed, their emotional behavior is subject to a conflict between their quest for love and their need to satisfy their lust. Their outpourings of affection and their need to be loved in return sometimes create complicated situations in which lust may be confused with love, or love may exist without lust, and they may feel unrequited or unfulfilled. This inner contradiction is a sign of their tendency to derive pleasure from suffering – either their own or that of their partner. The relationship thus becomes the setting for a sort of power struggle, weakening it as a source of psychological equilibrium. Nevertheless, they could sublimate this difficulty through artistic expression.

Mental and Intellect:

Noen Eubanks is somewhat plodding but realistic and pragmatic. Because Noen is chiefly preoccupied with the practical aspects of things, Noen is especially apt to develop more efficient production concepts. Although Noen’s good judgment and common sense provide Noen with an excellent ability to handle the tangible world (Noen is certainly clever, and can quickly assess the tangible value of things), Noen’s thought processes might be relatively impervious to abstract concepts and spiritual awakenings.

Noen Eubanks tries to shun subjectivity and be as objective as possible. Noen’s thoughts are usually structured, and Noen’s reasoning, based on objective facts or experience, usually relates to practical goals.

Noen Eubanks has a structured mind and penetrating intelligence, but their thought processes tend to be somewhat plodding. This slow pace may be the consequence of some failure or humiliation during their formative years. They are fairly inhibited and pessimistic and tend to doubt in themselves and their intellectual skills despite their undeniable gifts as a thinker. They should become aware that their thought patterns and habits are the sign that they are on the brink of a really big breakthrough which will give them an understanding of the complexity of things and phenomena; however, it will take time and effort.

Noen’s mind is deep and accurate and is attracted by the essence of things and their fundamental structure. As a result, they are particularly suited to the study of mathematics, architecture, engineering, or perhaps even politics. Their contribution to society will probably be most lasting and effective in the field of knowledge and expertise. Whatever career they choose, they should learn to work alone, because they tend to be uncomfortable in some surroundings.

Noen will also have to learn to conquer their impatience, because they tend to waste time agonizing over deadlines and schedules. Moreover, a lack of self-confidence could cause them to be fairly conventional and respectful of time-honored ways. Instead, they should find the courage to question their convictions.