There is a fundamental contradiction or opposition at the core of my personality, but it does not shatter my integrity. However, it causes my inner world to be complex, divided, or even torn, without ever being totally dissociated, because every thought and action is a source of unification. As a result, intellectually I am a talented syncretist. I am able to see the link between heterogeneous and diverse elements which do not appear to be related in the least. I can bring about surprising reconciliation, create unexpected bonds, combine beliefs which seem mutually incompatible.

My imaginative powers also flow from the division in my psyche and are evidenced by inspirations, visions, and abilities which exceed the context of logic and reasoning. I allow myself to be guided by irrational phenomena like foreshadowing or premonitions, which well up from the depths of my being. I am more of a medium than an intuitive, because intuition requires a clear consciousness of reality. I am borne along by currents and tides of knowledge and live in symbiosis with forces which overwhelm me. In fact, it is because of this relative passivity that I am more or less a medium, because I wish merely to perceive what surrounds me; I have no wish to impose my will. Although this attitude endows me with great potential for productivity, it may also become dangerous, if I find myself overpowered by forces I can never totally control. I tend to perceive things as undifferentiated; I do not always see the world as an organized, structured, hierarchical entity. Instead, I am sensitive to energy flows, to invisible forces which I perceive and try to interpret. My consciousness knows no bounds, and I do not feel confined by either space or time. But the image of the infinite imprinted on my imagination has a tendency to manifest itself with a lack of definition, in most of my thoughts and acts.

In relation to other people, I usually demonstrate warmth and humanism. I am a fairly pleasant companion, although my sensitivity can be annoying at times. I tend to identify with my friends to a great degree, instead of remaining apart and empathetic. In fact, I am capable of losing myself in another person at times. I should take time to reflect upon the quality of what I bestow on others and on whom I bestow it. I would doubtless come to the conclusion that my devotion is motivated by guilt feelings; my giving is a way of escaping from myself, and my broad tolerance sometimes merely hides a weak character. My basic aptitude for compassion could inspire me to relieve human misery, either privately or professionally. Hospital or prison work would not frighten me, because I understand them as closed environments which are open in terms of the inner adventures and journeys they house. Inner adventures are one thing I understand.

In my ideal, I feel capable of easing the worst suffering, but sometimes as I help others overcome their problems, I am also trying to face up to my collective unconscious – that is, the final product of all my failures to assert myself, from childhood right up to adulthood. Because of my hypersensitivity, I am a fairly delicate person. I tend to go through sorrowful or depressive phases, long psychic tunnels where my anguishes lurk. I would be wise to withstand them instead of trying to escape. If I could detect what triggered my lack of confidence in my unconscious, I might be healed.

Due to the influence of Libra rising, Suga is a sensitive, delicate person who strives for harmony, both in his social life (in his relationships with others) and in his private life (in terms of art, grace, and beauty). As a result, his intimate ties (to a partner, for example) will be of primordial interest to him. He would feel unfulfilled if this aspect of his life were not successful. A lover of refinement and beauty, Suga has a taste for art and his senses are deeply offended by cheapness and vulgarity. He is happiest when he has an outlet for his sense of grace and beauty. Social and sociable, Suga ignores differences and does his best to avoid arguments and disagreements which trouble the smooth flow of his relationships. A committed pacifist, Suga has an innate gift for diplomacy, tact, social graces, and truth: a genuine talent for reconciliation! Because he is sentimental, Suga likes to make people happy and needs to be loved and cared for in return.

Suga is dynamic. Suga needs to attract admiration and release his excess energy.

The ego which is available to others is no longer completely self-possessed. Suga invests all his energy in his relationships and partnerships.

At the time of Suga’s birth, their rising sign was located in Libra (the Scales), while the sun was passing through the sign of Pisces (the Fish). A summary of the various clues mentioned above provide his personality profile. The following key words capture the essence of his character and indicate certain contradictions which may be sources of tension:

Sociability – Emotionalism – Adaptability – Pliancy – Emotion – Humility and reserve – Tolerance – Idealism – Peaceful disposition – Sense of harmony – Intuition – Worldliness – Premonition.

He is torn by a deep inner conflict between his intellectual, rational, methodical side and a more romantic, emotional, sensitive tendency. His spontaneous urges and feelings are often restrained by his fussy, perfectionist reasoning; his idealistic ambitions and fantasies are stopped short by the moral and social considerations imposed by his intellect.

Conversely, his analytical skills and critical judgments might be at odds with his emotionalism and impressionability. He must work to make these two influences mutually comprehensible, to achieve, upon maturity, a well-balanced personality enriched by opposing elements. The most promising way to resolve the conflict is by moderating his sensitivity, developing his decision-making capacities, and channeling his energy. Without stifling his intuition and imagination, he must be wary of his tendency to escape into a dream world.

Born in the three and one-half days after the full moon rose, Suga is said to be a “full moon” lunar type. This “soli-lunar” configuration gives Suga an objective, rational, and lucid character. However, since the moon is opposite the sun at the time of the full moon, Suga’s objective tendencies are balanced by a more idealistic penchant. Because the forces pull Suga in two different ways – one toward dreams, the other toward reality – Suga may be aware of some inner contradictions which are causing practical and social difficulties for Suga.

At times, Suga is too demanding of herself or others, comparing them to an ideal, whereas at others, Suga is too nonchalant and indulgent about life. Suga vacillates between two poles. One is elitist; the other is more earthy and perhaps vulgar at times. The result is a multifaceted self.

Generally speaking, Suga’s monthly energy flow is strongest at the time of the full moon. Suga would be wise to schedule intensive work phases at that time, as well as ambitious and demanding projects.