Consciousness and The Ideal of Self:

Their confidence in themselves sometimes falters, and they might try to compensate for this weakness by insisting on their authority over others. With the people they are emotionally committed to, the same nagging feelings of insecurity prevent them from expressing their generosity and love fully; their extreme independence sometimes hides an inability to abandon themselves and a lack of assurance.

Symonne has an inalienable awareness of the void and the vanity of existence. Symonne is sometimes disoriented and deconstructed by an unknowable, unconscious force and tends to ignore or disparage the superficial pleasures and pains of daily life, preferring to dive into the depths of human experience as deeply as her intellectual, emotional, and spiritual capacities permit. Grappling with her “fundamental nature,” with the deepest and most primitive part of herself, Symonne is sometimes aghast at the discovery of the sheer power of her instincts and feels an imperious need to cope with them. This special consciousness Symonne has been endowed with is somewhat beyond the bounds of conventional schools of human understanding and thought and may be a source of identity problems for Symonne at the outset. It is not easy for Symonne to recognize herself in any social or narcissistic models, or identify with any existing roles or attitudes, so Symonne sometimes finds herself forced to assert and express her own identity in a way which may strike her contemporaries as strangely intense if not eccentric.

Adaptation and Sensitivity:

Lively and expressive, Symonne Harrison has a personality which is sometimes agitated but straightforward. Unconscious feelings of insecurity compel her to act and sometimes to seek the admiration of others. As a result, she is unable to bear idleness and routine, and she is in search of perpetual excitement. Her reactions to others are highly individual and depend on the mood she is in at any given moment. A person of decision, a businessperson or an athlete, she often personifies boldness and impetuosity. Her love life is liable to be fiery, as it obeys the imperatives of her desire for freedom and independence, and her need for change.

Symonne Harrison’s intellect is lively, agile, and sensitive. However, she does not always avail herself of it and may be confused or irrational in some situations. Although she enjoys playing with words, ideas, and concepts, her thought sometimes lacks discipline and structure. She is fairly preoccupied with details and may tend to waste her nervous and mental energy in futile verbal outpourings. Moreover, her feelings sometimes blur her objective vision of phenomena and people, which may cause her to make errors in judgment.

Symonne Harrison has a sensitive nature. Although she may sometimes have trouble controlling her emotional reactions, they are nevertheless a source of vital energy for a constructive passion and may make an extremely positive contribution to her career. In relations with other people, she is quite friendly; she willingly reaches out to people and knows how to listen to their desires and their problems.

Out of either shyness or caution, Symonne Harrison hides and protects her sensitivity behind a fairly cool, aloof exterior. She is fairly conservative, respectful of tradition and convention, and likes to follow the rules. Because she needs stability to alleviate her feelings of frustration and sometimes emotional dependency, she has great faith in contracts which seal relationships. Her ties to her past are fairly strong. They are a source of reassurance and safety, because her parents likely gave a lot to her.

Love and Sensuality:

Symonne Harrison has a sensual and affectionate nature which is sensitive to physical attraction. This type of sensitivity, combined with Symonne’s productive urges, may be expressed in an artistic form. As for Symonne’s feelings, they are usually slow to take root. But once Symonne is conquered by love, Symonne forms a deep and lasting bond. Although Symonne is loyal, Symonne may also display a tendency to be somewhat possessive.

Symonne Harrison’s birth chart indicates an emotional function which is expressed in a direct and fairly impulsive way. She enjoys reaching out to other people and making discoveries. An eternal teenager with her gaze riveted on the future, she is imbued with an eminently subjective and personal idealism.

Always riding on a wave of enthusiasm, in love Symonne Harrison is dashing and uninhibited. Her frankness is sometimes devastating, and her aggressiveness sometimes creates problems. A strong-minded person, she is not ready to give up either her freedom or her taste for adventure. She tends to place loved ones on a pedestal and then find herself feeling disappointed. However, she is ready to devote herself entirely to cheering for and supporting the mate she eventually chooses.

Sensual and gentle, Symonne Harrison holds the love of her life in high regard. But in reality she is easily dazzled by people who soon turn out to be pretentious and proud, full of self-importance and with little concern for her feelings. If she wants to change this pattern of failed relationships, she must realize that her own vanity is a factor. She would also do well to learn that pride and love don’t go together.

Symonne Harrison has a romantic imagination, soaring with idealism, dreams, and poetry. They are emotive and hypersensitive, making them especially vulnerable emotionally, since they are sometimes overwhelmed by their feelings and affects. Although they seek an ideal soulmate, a partner with whom they could maintain blissful, smooth relations, they are sometimes met with disillusionment. Because their rather excessive sensitivity and their need to merge with the other are deep and powerful enough, they can submerge their judgment and discernment, so they sometimes form extremely intense bonds too quickly with individuals who are not appropriate partners in many ways. When they meet someone, they fall under the enchantment of their dream of ideal love and cannot keep themselves from delighting in a reverie of future romance, placing the other on a pedestal. Early on in the relationship, they yield to another of their characteristic urges and lose themselves in the individual who is so dear to them, melding with them, only to awaken one morning and find themselves as if in the arms of a stranger, greatly astounded and disappointed. Actually, their psyche is constructed in such a way as to make their sensitivity a function of the environment, in many cases; it follows the flow of momentary emotions and impressions. Before they take on any major commitments, they should make a conscious effort to evaluate the relationship realistically, and see whether the person really reciprocates their intense love, for they may merely be in love with the mirage of an ideal partner. Their tendency to believe in their illusions may mark them as an easy prey for people with bad intentions. It would be a good idea for them to find a different object for their affections, or a form of sublimation, because they tend to be so disappointed by their great emotional investments. The delicacy and subtlety of their imagination procure artistic refinement for them, and they love the arts, music, and literature, which could all be good sources of emotional involvement and fulfillment. Because their sensitivity also makes it easy for them to empathize with the psychological or social difficulties their peers are struggling with, they might also find it rewarding to commit themselves to social work.

From the outside, Symonne Harrison seems to be detached and aloof, but on the inside they are an extremely complex individual, full of contradictions. Because they sometimes feel vulnerable emotionally, they try to control not only their own feelings and urges, but may also strive to manipulate those of their partners. They aspire to a profound and enduring spiritual unity, but at the same time, the idea of abandoning themselves and yielding to the other terrifies them. This anguish may be a source of rather extreme behavior patterns and a somewhat self-focused attitude which could damage the relationship. Because they are guarded and somewhat secretive, they tend to be suspicious and are especially uneasy about spontaneous intimacy, although they are fascinated by sexuality. Within the privacy of the couple, they will not express their feelings unless they are subject to some tension. Life may be peppered with frequent crises and feuds, arguments and spats which usually act as erotic provocation. This derivation of eroticism from anxiety tends to be one of the fundamental characteristics of their emotional and sexual functioning. As a result, they are likely to be attracted by stormy and complicated relationships.

Mental and Intellect:

Symonne Harrison’s intellect, which is simultaneously subjective and sensitive, acute and intuitive, always practical and deeply rooted in human experience, predisposes her to a people-oriented activity. With her memory and imagination combined with her shrewdness, she would be a gifted project manager, businesswoman, or scholar of history or literature.

Symonne Harrison tries to shun subjectivity and be as objective as possible. Her thoughts are usually structured, and her reasoning, based on objective facts or experience, usually relates to practical goals.