Consciousness and The Ideal of Self:

Tal Fishman is determined to obtain a superlative grip on his emotional urges; he practices holding back his impulses and controlling them. Although it is not an easy apprenticeship, he wants to be able to bear strain with patience, endurance, and stamina. More than anyone else, he is aware of the need for a solid and stable foundation as a prerequisite to any effective action.

Tal Fishman is sober and rather reserved and may even strike people as harsh and austere at times. Perhaps Tal was raised in an atmosphere of rigor and sobriety, and, as a result, grew up very fast. Tal has acquired a spirit of self-sufficiency, tend to be rather uncompromising, and has a touchy sense of Tal’s personal dignity and worth. It is almost as though Tal is fighting an inner battle with Tal’s father or a father figure. The psychological models Tal received from Tal’s father or a father figure as a result of Tal’s interaction and Tal’s own interaction with authority may not have played a major role in shaping Tal’s relationships with the outer world and society. Tal may thus have been forced to compensate for this lack with individual determination.

As a result, although Tal is skillful, meticulous, conscientious, and efficient, a lack of self-confidence and personal assurance sometimes makes Tal timid and hesitant. Tal sometimes feel as though Tal is only masquerading as a respectable, sober adult. Tal tend to be far too critical of Tal’s self and rarely feel satisfied that Tal is living up to Tal’s ideal. These unnecessary guilt feelings may lead Tal to turn down the prominent career positions for which Tal is fully qualified. Tal is aware that early success is often short-lived and fragile and that time rewards those who know how to be patient and persistent, like Tal.

Adaptation and Sensitivity:

An eloquent speaker and compulsive charmer, Tal Fishman has a powerful personal magnetism which may sometimes make him seem arrogant or smug. He cares a great deal about his reputation and will try hard to be admired and appreciated by the people around him. Fond of social events and parties, Tal likes to be the host, to entertain and charm a captive audience of guests. Indeed, Tal has special dramatic and artistic talents of the caliber necessary for success in film, theater, fashion, or art in general. Tal enjoys displaying his generosity, but he also displays a short temper at times; he is easily offended. His partner will have to be a brilliant person, strong and sure of themselves, devoted to Tal and capable of enhancing his reputation.

Tal Fishman is a sensitive and affectionate person. They seek tenderness and gentleness more than passion. Their relationships with others are smooth and pleasant, and they have a natural sense of tact and social grace.

Love and Sensuality:

Aware that Tal Fishman was taught to experience love in a certain way by his family, social class, or religion, he is determined to experiment with a new style. His idealistic aspirations may be a form of escapism. They encourage him to cast off conventional romantic practices and customs and embark on new adventures.

Tal Fishman’s birth chart indicates an emotional function which is expressed in a direct and fairly impulsive way. Tal Fishman enjoys reaching out to other people and making discoveries. An eternal teenager with Tal Fishman’s gaze riveted on the future, Tal Fishman is imbued with an eminently subjective and personal idealism.

Tal Fishman needs to feel indispensable and even to dominate. Social prestige matters a great deal to Tal Fishman and will influence Tal Fishman’s choice of a lover. Tal Fishman will identify with Tal Fishman’s partner’s career and strive for Tal Fishman’s family’s success. Due to Tal Fishman’s seriousness and overweening ambition, Tal Fishman’s home may be a tense place. Tal Fishman may also try to compensate for Tal Fishman’s frustration with Tal Fishman’s own success.

Tal Fishman’s love life is dominated by uncertainty. After some hesitation, he may get married, and then quickly regret his action, feeling unhappy in the relationship and misunderstood by his partner. Maturity should help him to distinguish between the conflicting desires responsible for this sense of unease. A shared sense of responsibility and a busy social life should also strengthen his marriage.

Mental and Intellect:

Tal sometimes considers the input from Tal’s subjectivity and emotions as static which Tal tries to tune out to go straight to the essence of knowledge. As a result, regardless of Tal’s field of study, Tal tries to obtain perspective. Tal will elaborate a thought on the basis of fairly cold, abstract logic, supported by sober, concise, and immaculate reasoning. Tal’s choice areas of study could be mathematics, philosophy, legislation, or political science. Ideologies, theories, and any other system of reasoning could serve as “food for thought” for Tal.

Tal Fishman does not express his thoughts and ideas smoothly or easily. He tends to be subjective, seeking to know himself better through a process of introversion.

Tal Fishman’s intellectual faculties and wit are sometimes slowed down because they are turned inward. Because Tal Fishman tends to be oriented toward himself, Tal Fishman rarely tries to communicate with others for the simple pleasure of doing so. Indeed, Tal Fishman sometimes feels misunderstood. Moreover, it seems difficult to Tal Fishman to express the complexity of his inner perceptions.