Tray Bills seems passive and more or less resigned to his fate, including his insecurity. Actually, he is fairly introverted and withdrawn, trying to make sense out of his inner confusion and fathom his inner depths.

You have a difficult time asserting yourself and finding your identity. Perhaps your father or a father figure was absent physically or emotionally during your childhood, which deprived you of the patterns or models which are usually helpful in structuring a personality. Because you might have lacked a particular sense of security which could be provided by a paternal presence, as well as the examples of behavior to follow in confronting the difficulties inherent in every life, you were forced to protect yourself against negative influences and find your own system in order to grow and feel secure. Although this system was quite useful to you as a child, it has now settled in to such a degree that it interferes with your evolution. Psychological defense mechanisms and crutches which were once useful now encumber your mind or inhibit your developmental efforts. As a result, in certain situations, it is difficult for you to assert yourself, and you tend to remain an awkward or passive observer. Because your authoritarian urges are mainly directed at yourself rather than others, you sometimes feel guilty about your behavior. You judge yourself severely, and sometimes punishes yourself by setting difficult tasks for yourself. Gradually, you should build up a strong inner discipline and acquire the strength to face the problems of existence in a detached and mature way.

Born under a new moon, you have a positive balance between your conscious and unconscious aspects of your psyche. Your determination and sensitivity work together harmoniously, and your inner life contributes to the relationships you have with other people, which makes up your outer life. Your parents or teachers probably gave you the type of education that was adapted to your personality, which means that your personality is basically balanced, which, of course, doesn’t mean that your life is devoid of little asperities. Generally, the goals you set for yourself correspond to your skills, and without giving the matter much thought, you tend to follow prevailing trends and behave in a conventional way. You’re subjective and see the world according to your own perceptions instead of the way it really is.

Tray Bills is affectionate by nature, and loves playing a decisive and central role in his life. He is a charmer who needs to be loved and be noticed. Aware of his personal magnetism and the power it gives him, he makes subtle changes in himself to attract positive attention. He is sophisticated and pleased to enjoy a lifestyle he sees as a consummate art.

Tray Bills has a taste for luxury and magnificence, for a dazzling social life and a distinguished career. When things are going well for him, he tends to think of himself as the center of the universe, an attitude that those close to him do not always appreciate. Although he is quite likely to succeed in his ambition to become wealthy and popular and lead a remarkable life in the outer world, his lack of moderation and overweening self-confidence expose him to some danger. His exaggerated optimism could create difficulties for him by causing him to make errors in judgment.

You are aware of the nothingness that surrounds you. You sometimes feel disoriented and lost, as if you are being pulled in different directions by an unknown force. You often ignore the superficial pleasures and pains of daily life, preferring to delve deeper into human experience. grappling with the life instinct, you are sometimes aghast at its power and feel an imperious need to deal with it. This special consciousness you were gifted with is somewhat beyond the bounds of conventional schools of human understanding and can be a source of identity problems at the outset. It is not easy for you to identify yourself in any social or narcissistic models or identify with any existing roles or attitudes, so you sometimes have to create and assert your own identity on a basis that may impress others.

A charismatic speaker and compulsive charmer, you have a powerful personal magnetism which may sometimes make you seem arrogant or smug. You care a great deal about your reputation and will try hard to be admired and appreciated by the people around you. Fond of social events and parties, you like to be the host, to entertain and charm a captive audience of guests. Indeed, you have special dramatic and artistic talents of the caliber necessary for success in film, theater, fashion, or art in general. You enjoy displaying your generosity, but you also display a short temper at times; you are easily offended. Your partner will have to be a brilliant person, strong and sure of themselves, devoted to you and capable of enhancing your reputation.

Tray Bills is extremely sensitive and perceptive. He luxuriates in tenderness and gentleness more than passion. Because he abhor any form of violence and is disturbed by the absence of harmony, he has developed a tact and diplomacy which make his relations with others smooth and easy.

Although your demeanor is cool and distant, you are extremely sensitive. In some cases, your rather austere and rigid behavior and your refusal to yield too readily to sentimentality discourage others from being too demonstrative of their tenderness and affection. You have spells of melancholy in which you do not feel worthy of being loved and tend to forbid yourself any emotional fulfillment whatsoever. An austere or somewhat traumatic childhood experience may be the source of this behavior. It is difficult for your inner self to be detached from this past life, and you sometimes have trouble reconciling the image you have of yourself as an adult with the one you acquired back then. The idea you have of yourself as an individual is related to the image your parents projected onto you as a child. Nevertheless, the past is history, and you are now an adult. Through self-work, you can rid yourself of these phantoms. You have the ability to overcome your mistakes, as well as great endurance and will power to achieve your goals. Nevertheless, you must not repress your sensitivity in order to succeed.

Tray Bills has insecurities that might cause him to come off as haughty and arrogant. His vanity is easily wounded, and he abhor overt criticism.

You are easily emotional and react quickly when your sensitivity is touched. Although you believe that your independence, freedom, and self-sufficiency are important values, you sometimes feel frustrated by your need to rely on your family or friends. Additionally, you do not always grant other people the same respect you give to yourself. Likewise, you can be angered by expressions of maternal tenderness, as if you feared that it would doom you to dependency. Your ambivalent behavior, full of jagged edges, may be traced back to your relationship with your mother or a mother figure. Although you were dependent on them, they may have rejected you. Now this attitude is extended to any situation in which your sensitivity comes into play and emotional bonds are likely to form. To avoid feeling dependent, you sometimes become destructive. Based on denial, your reactions might be fierce, impulsive, excessive, erratic, or contradictory.

Tray Bills, due to your sensitivity and irrepressible imagination, sometimes have trouble distinguishing dreams from reality. Although your bubbling imagination provides an abundant source of inspiration for creative or spiritual evolution, it tends to be less helpful and positive in matters that concern your self-assertion as responsible and self-sufficient. In a relationship, you are extremely romantic and do not always see others the way they really are.

Tray Bills has a sensitivity and emotions which sometimes conflict with his instincts. This inner discord makes him a difficult relationship partner, and his behavior can strike others as mysterious or confounding. He is liable to switch from one attitude to the opposite. Sexuality is an important part of his life, and his relationships are most often motivated by his desires. Nevertheless, due to his unconscious inner battle, he does not often succeed in reconciling and fulfilling his emotional and sexual needs. Due to the strength of his instincts, passion may overwhelm him and drag him into situations he cannot always control, which intermingle erotic ecstasy and anguish, guilt, and aggressiveness.

Tray Bills is fairly shy, reserved, and discreet when it comes to matters of the heart. Even in intimate moments, he remains modest and does not always readily express his feelings. He is sensitive and giving, wishing to be of service to those he loves. He would do well to trust that he deserves to be made as happy as he makes his partners.

Tray Bills’ birth chart indicates that he has an emotional function which is usually expressed carefully and reasonably. Tray Bills tries to rid himself of all partiality and try to get some perspective and distance before making an emotional commitment.

Tray Bills is prideful and strives to get ahead in the world. He would be unable to bear an ordinary position for himself and his family. He has dynamic social ambitions, which he would prefer be shared by potential partners. He is likely to find himself in a relationship with a brave and devoted person. But a gap between his aspirations and reality could be the main source of frustration in his life.

Tray Bills is hesitant and timid when it comes to affairs of the heart. Particularly drawn to people who are (too) attractive or (too) sophisticated, and who are not really suited to him, Tray Bills is likely to be disappointed. But if he does marry one of these people, he will be completely devoted to them and will stand by them come what may.

You are characterized by strong sensual and affectionate urges which drive you to seek pleasure. Your need for romantic fulfillment may compel you to marry, because you also seek the legal and social legitimacy the institution of marriage confers on an emotional bond. Indeed, the household is liable to be prosperous and even opulent, as if this offered further evidence that you had indeed achieved success. However, privately, you might be less committed to certain obligations and duties. At worst, you might deny the commitments that your optimism and expansiveness made you rush into too soon. If this were to be the case, the outward image of the couple’s success (wealth and comfort, etc.) would only be a façade which compensated for its emotional impoverishment and failure. Sooner or later, this hypocrisy might provoke a full-blown conflict. A second possibility is that a psychic incompatibility may gradually take root, pitting your romantic nature against the prerogatives of your career.

From the outside, you seem to be detached and aloof, but on the inside you are an extraordinarily complex individual, full of contradictions. Because you sometimes feel vulnerable emotionally, you try to control not only your own feelings and urges, but may also strive to manipulate those of your partners. You aspire to profound spiritual unity, but at the same time, the idea of abandoning yourself and yielding to the other terrifies you. This anguish may be a source of rather extreme behavior patterns and a somewhat self-focused attitude which could damage the relationship. Because you are guarded and somewhat secretive, you tend to be suspicious and are especially uneasy about spontaneous intimacy, although you are fascinated by sexuality. Within the privacy of the couple, you will not express your feelings unless you are subject to some tension. Life may be peppered with frequent crises and feuds, arguments and spats which usually act as erotic provocation. This derivation of eroticism from anxiety tends to be one of the fundamental characteristics of your emotional and sexual functioning. As a result, you are likely to be attracted by stormy and complicated relationships.

Tray Bills has a fairly skeptical temperament which relies on remarkable analytic and critical faculties. He is sensitive and curious, a keen observer of facts who collects detailed information he will later pore over and analyze. This type of logical, rational mind is extremely efficient for elaborating methods or sorting and classifying information. However, it sometimes lacks flexibility or broad-mindedness.

Tray Bills tries to shun subjectivity and be as objective as possible. His thoughts are usually structured, and his reasoning, based on objective facts or experience, usually relates to practical goals.

In the formative years of childhood and adolescence, you may have experienced a conflicting situation which prevented you from developing your intellectual and imaginative faculties in a harmonious way. It may be somewhat difficult for you to integrate new ideas and concepts or to give your thought structure and coherence. You may have a distaste for study, which might require a great deal of effort for you. You may harbor feelings of insecurity that are so acute that they may undermine your will and therefore your ability to compete. However, if you overcame these emotions, you would see that you have plenty of marketable skills and that many satisfactory solutions to your feelings of ineptitude and inadequacy are within your reach. Because this psychological complex may be related to childhood or adolescent opposition to parental or academic authority, you may not readily accept people who represent law enforcement agencies or power as an adult. You may display some hostility or vindictiveness toward them as a matter of principle. You should sometimes be careful of what you say.

You have a penchant for expression and communication. You need to communicate your thoughts and feelings to others in order to feel alive. You are attracted to anything new and innovative, and quickly understand the value of the latest technology or philosophy. Because you are fairly high-strung, you may have difficulty concentrating on a single subject for very long, unless it is an area of fascination or discovery for you. You are also open-minded, which allows you to be creative and have a versatile career. Regardless of the career you choose, your personal growth will involve intellectual activity and progress.

Tray Bills has a great deal of intuition but sometimes has problems organizing his thought processes and making an intellectual commitment. The concepts of boundary and structure are inimical to his mind, which is open and all-encompassing, premonitory, and web-like. His thoughts may be verbally indeterminate, vague, and ill defined. He tends to understand or sense things globally, without always noticing their component parts. Usually, he can’t see the trees for the forest. In daily life, although his perceptions are lively and subtle, he may display a kind of absent-mindedness, out of a fear of annoying people with his shrewdness or of fighting to assert himself. His imagination sometimes escapes from the confines of logic, cringing from a confrontation with reality. This unwillingness to face the real world may cause relationship or career challenges.