V1nidiesel’s psyche flows introvertedly. It knows itself and strives to develop its inner resources to their maximum potential.

V1nidiesel tries to avoid contact with other people, as they feel it inhibits their personal growth. They are hesitant to team up with others as they feel it takes away their individuality. They are eager to leave their mark on the world, and find success only through working independently.

V1nidiesel’s concern is his individualistic and egocentric interest. Because the development of his personal identity requires great individual freedom of action, he tries to free himself from outer restraints and limitations. Psychologically self-centered, he remains fairly detached from the social world. He reduces such commitments to the strict minimum. Individualistic and egocentric, he derives his feelings of inner security from his ability to command his will and handle his personal involvements freely and openly.

A struggle between two fundamentally opposite psychological tendencies is the salient feature of V1nidiesel’s psyche. However, mental skills and an ability to adapt to the reality principle predominate, though they are subject to impulses from dynamic and emotional principles. Intuition and practicality make a harmonious combination, yielding unusually clear insights into reality and its limitations. The resulting behavior patterns are efficient and practical. However, V1nidiesel may be a bit cautious and skeptical; his unwillingness to take risks may hold him back from gainful experiences, and he is only rarely eager to accept a challenge. Moreover, since his deepest emotions and feelings remain a mystery to him, his vision of the world is sometimes too rigid.

You are aware of a lack of confidence in yourself and in life. Prone to apathy, as if deprived of optimism and cheerfulness at some time, you may often be discouraged by the strains of living. This reluctance to accept the challenges of existence, which you may perceive as a major problem, may be the result of a self-image which is elusive or flawed. Perhaps, as a child, you were not given the means to develop an ideal image due to the lack of an appropriate role model or caregiver. As a result, you are unable to move yourself toward an improved, more positive disposition. You may reject any challenge that would enable you to surpass your current self, or accept it only after long meditation. Steeped in the awareness of your problem, you may be tormented and wish to change. Vigorous physical exercise and an effort to visualize an admirable figure would be beneficial to you, as well as a diet that includes vitality-bolstering vitamins and protein.

V1nidiesel works harder than others to understand other people’s feelings. But this seeming lack of empathy and compassion for others simply mirrors his own difficulty in understanding his own feelings and emotional needs. V1nidiesel sees the emotional world as a foreign terrain, perhaps fraught with hidden dangers. Becoming familiar with it would present more drawbacks than advantages. As a result, V1nidiesel may appear to be hard or aloof. He might struggle to establish a rewarding relationship, as he seeks special individuals to bond with. If V1nidiesel were able to accept and understand his own emotions, he would have an easier time grappling with other people’s feelings. V1nidiesel has a strong desire for emotional independence, and might have trouble seeing other people’s emotional needs. He might even be the first to deny that such needs are real. As a result, V1nidiesel’s dependency on others is unconscious. Because it is seen as such a threat, it is repressed. Actually, although V1nidiesel offers conscious resistance to anyone who tries to lure him out of his emotional bubble, he is always making timid, half-conscious forays into the world of feelings, because his loneliness and fear are so unbearable.